1169: Soon....

Will share a good news soon, insya-Allah :)
Just pray for all things that need to be sorted out going well.. Amin.

Hint:
Can't go outside of Brunei for one year unless with a strong reason.

1168: ONE YEAR....

The date today was the date last year... the hype on CNBLUE reached its critical maximum level, which caused me to go wandering around the net looking for something to fill in my addiction. And I found this site called CNBLUE-SKY.

I was amused(?), if that's the right word for it - when I saw the date this site was established. It was found on the 22 September 2008. Wow! It sure has been a while... seriously. Less did I know the guys have been around for so long. Back at those days, I was at no place to familiarise myself with the agency of the artists, bla-bla, etc.

CNBLUE-SKY is definitely the friendliest site I've ever been in! And it is one of the site I am most active with. All things there were keep sane~ I shall say most who I've met there.. are the sane, rationale fangirls! Miahahaha, I meant it yo! Despite all the sweet fuzzy cusses for the boys... ahahaha! And we can be crazy at most times! LOLLLLL but it's a different kind of crazy... hahahaha!

If I shall mentioned some names~ life as a CNBLUE fangirl has been great with these top girls of CNBLUE-SKY: D, P, C, Ankie, Sarah, Kelly, Pam-unnie, Emily, Ysa, Linda and Chan... so much love for all of you! and the rest who dropped by at the forum saying hi and saying bye~~ ♥

I learned a lot of new things as far as I've been there! One of the greatest lesson would be to be involved in photoshop! I thought never will I try to open that software - because of its complex nature lol.. but hey, from cool lessons made by Sarah ... i made it! LOLLL I remember how blur I was when Sarah did the live tutorial for me and P on the chatango!

I also did some collab! I don't know how to sing.. but I love to sing - despite of my flat voice... ahahaha but still ... through doing some collabs with the girls in the forum especially D, Ankie and Sarah - it helped me to boost my confidence level more!! Proof: I overcame my nervous-wreck miraculously during my Master presentation and did very well too. I think being open more to the people out there.. work it out. These for sure because of the girls!

We had our blond moments too! Or maybe I did... lol... I had my blond moments with the girls. At most times, they caught me in actions. hahahaha

Our endless convos about the boys especially, foods, movies... have always been awesome possum!

Being part of the BLOONAS FOREVER ♥ was one of the memorable moment too! Haaaa~!

Saw the drastic changes from getting obsessed with Jong Hyun's hands and leather jackets to being lovey dovey over the supercute Min Hyuk (and cussing over YongHwa's so-called moustache issue!!!!)

This will be one of the greatest production came from the BLOONAS mind! Do you remember this girls? We are very artistic like that!!!!! And very imaginative too~!!! The professionals cannot tolerate it to our excellent ideas - the reason why we are not recruited. HOHOHO~!

Sure a lot of things happened in ONE year with them, the CNBLUESKIERS!

ONE may sound so little... but talking about 365 days or ~8765 hours.. that sure is a lot, right! And being scattered around all over the world, the bonds were created! MAGIC, right? Hundred thousands of kilometres away~

I appreciate it girls! Hontto ni~! ♥

I shall convey my gratitude to CNBLUE too - not that they will read it... but yeah, thanks to all of you: YONG HWA, JONG HYUN, MIN HYUK & JUNG SHIN - for your existence and giving me chances to know your beaus in CNBLUE-SKY~! ♥♥

But those were the sweetest of time.. when I was still in Melbourne. I became less active after I came back home... tsk. The internet here sure is not great! But I feel so thankful.. that I have still the girls in my Twitter!

We missed C too - it sure has been a while not seeing her around~ hope she will be doing all well in whatever she's doing and wherever she are now :)))

And so this beautiful journey with the CNBLUE boys and the CNBLUESKIERS... will definitely continue yo~!

Once again, thanks for all the smiles and the laughs :))


From the bottom of my heart,
much love xoxo
S~

1167: Kera Sumbang

Abang Fazley Yaakob has always been my inspiration and will always be! Got advice from him... he replied my tweet to him! I will keep this in mind, and in heart.

"Be yourself and always hormat org yg lebih tua tak kira pangkat. Yg lebih senior jgn cuba tunjuk pandai, lebih elok jadi org yg mudah mesra drp org yg digelar kera sumbang :)"

Thank you so much Abang Fazley!
I wish to meet you one day.. so I convey my gratitude properly!
He was there once upon a time..at some turning points in my life... :)



And this I got from google-ing about Kera Sumbang.

"Jangan menjadi ‘kera sumbang’ dengan mementingkan diri sendiri sahaja. Tidak boleh ditegur dan tidak suka orang lain mendapat kelebihan. Dengan menganggap yang lain tidak betul padahal diri sendiri tidak pula setara mana. Mereka ini selayaknya tinggal di hutan atau di gua-gua sahaja jika dituruti kehendak hati ini."

Sebab ambe tak nak tinggal dalam hutan, sebab dalam hutan takde tenet..takde tenet, tak dapat nak tau update tang my honey bunches... so ambe tak akan jadi kera sumbang. Aigooo! Tak faham bahasa betul lah... tsk.

1166: Show Me Your Love

Hahaha! This will be the song of the day - i think. Since it will be on repeat at most times. Quite an old song to start a week! But it brings back all the sweet memories with the boys, especially with the lovely DBSK boys~ :s

D suggested for us to collab on this song! So, time for me to carve some memories with the girls at the forum - so I won't miss a chance. I'm IN for the collab! Regardless that I don't know this song very well but have heard of it before. LOL (note: I was not into this video back at those days.. because I hate to see so many people singing on one video. It made me all dizzy! Thus- I'm not into Super Junior... hohoho~)

But today is a different story. I started to like them, these many,many,boys of Super Junior. And I'm all a happy girl to find out that I was assigned to sing the part of my faves in Suju! Sungmin, Ryeowook and Donghae~ (eh, wait- I didn't notice if Kyu got a part in this song? Did he? Or was he not appealing much back those days? Hmmm....) lol!

So I'll learn this song today...
Learn my parts.
And try to be in sync with the rest!
(Note: I cannot sing well but I like to sing.. lol)

Taraaaa~!

1165: For First Time Lovers :)

14th January.
Today is the official release of the Banmal song, composed fully by our Yong~

And the most important thing of all-

♥♥♥ HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY DEAR CNBLUE~! ♥♥♥

I'm here to express my lovey dovey feelings for this very sweet song!

Three words: I LOVE IT~ ♥♥♥

Thanks to Kelly and Sarah of CNBSky for the awesome translation of this song, I am able to get deeper with this song.. and now it is on repeat. What Yong tried to say (to me!) through this song ... sure reached my heart...and I'm up on the sky now! *Cloud 9* lol xD

I don't know if my ear is in a good condition or not.. but I love his voice in this song so much! Maybe it's because this is my first time to listen to him doing solo properly- and I am not comparing his voice with the voice of his bandmate, my soul- Jong Hyun (who I believe is still a champ in singing a ballad song ...).

But this time... honestly, I'm being swayed for the song being sung by Yong Hwa himself... and I ignored all of his hateass personality to assess this... lol.

And another reason probably is because that this song... doesn't have his rap (ahahaha.. now that reminds me of D's cuss on Yong Hwa's rap)... hahaha !

Anyway, This is just about his voice and his song. I'm happy. I'm glad :)

Through various articles I read after this song was made, I believed that he really poured out his heart when writing the song - truly inspired and all by the sweet memories he have been experiencing in We Got Married. And that's what I feel to after listening to this song properly~ (don't I just wish to be able to do a telepathy and get into Yong's mind now? lol )

I didn't follow WGM anymore.
Since... ages. LOL.
So I don't know how the couple is progressing..
But seems like their friendship is going stronger, no?
And the memories have been carved so well~ :)

So sweeeeeeeetttt~~~ that I thought I'm going to die of diabetes... hoho~!

Image credit goes to gokpop.com

This song is another suitable song to be played at the beach infront of the campfire - serenading your night away after the sunset! Reminds me of SS501's song too titled Wandukong - the one they wrote for the Green Peas. Wouldn't it be so romantic?? *just this kind of thought made my heart flattered* ... Kim Hyun Joong's Thank You would be another one! OHMAIIGADDD!! *these thoughts are killing my brain* spending some nights at a beautiful beach (Jeju perhaps?) with the charming Yong Hwa (:p) and gorgeous Kim Hyun Joong (xD) and having them singing this song for me.. kyaaaaaaaa!!!! *ovary explodes*

(leaving Pi crying in the corner alone in his apartment!)

xoxo

1164: 2011, I'm Still Here!

Kon kon~!

Not too late rasanya kan.... to wish...errmm.. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011! Wah.. it is almost 2 weeks in the new year 2011- and I just blogged. I can't afford to complain anymore... I'm getting tired of it- but once and for all, I'm saying it here- the internet is not giving any justice to me. But today- it's kinda working.. but not that well. I can't say about tomorrow.

So with the restriction and not been given that justice, I have miss the ship to Seoul! I missed a lot of things in the K-Pop world.. so not well-updated with what's going on with my boys (but thanks to Twitter- i still have some of the Bloonas to tweet around ..and that give me some smears!) I know the boys are coming out with their second single and first full length album! I'm anticipatinggggg!! Weeheee!

The timer at the boys' official website :)
42 days to go!

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I also didn't have a chance to say goodbye to my dearest Hyo Shin oppa~!
Didn't watch his goodbye performance... T_T
I just got a chance to listen to his new album two days ago. And his last gift to me, a song called 'I Promise You'.....is SO BEAUTIFUL! Oppa~ why did you leave me with a saddddd beautiful song? T_T

And only today- I got a chance to watch some of his past performances before he left for the army! HE WAS AMAZINGLY HANDSOME! I miss him already! And I need to wait for another two years now..... ='( oppa.. take care, okay?

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But rest of the artists.. hmm... i shall pass. I know what's going some tidbits around.. the issues about Junsu's tweet and Shindong and Wookie involvement in it.. and Junsu's action of not answering the question during a PC when he was asked by the reporters.. hmm.. I heard about that too. But I didn't get the chance to explore further about it - so faintly, I'd say I am very disappointed about this,Junsu. But you are NO to blame. SM is to blame about this and HoMin are just ... the mangsa keadaan?

And one thing I wanna express out of my fangirl's emotion: KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN lyrics SUCKS BIG TIME! Thank you. (I kill ya SM.. i'm going to kill ya!)


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I also haven't got a chance to keep up with the new drama T_T
Secret Garden.....
I wanna watch.. but ... sigh.
I will just wait for the DVD then.... yes, the pirated ones!
I am so jealous for those who able to watch it.. but what can I do?

Sokay..Shee..Sokay....*cries in the corner*


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I also haven't got a chance to listen to GD Baby and TOP's new song! I heard about them forming a duo unit... waaaaaa.. I missed a lot!

And now, my ASTRO card has expired and I need to wait for my uncle to renew it...and my uncle have been so busy with I don't know what stufffffs.. so I'm all cut off from the outside world. No internet, no TV... no KBSWorld for me... waaaaaaaaaaaa!

How do I live?
Someone tell me..... tsk...

My fandom is falling apart...
slowly.............