1067: Stubborn

On being stubborn, I'm quite good with that.
On being level-headed, I'm good with that too.

Stuck in between.
I'm not much of a realist.
I'm more of an idealist.
Which I know it's not good.
Because I know one day that the table would be turn back on me.
By hook or by crook.

There are so many things in life that I've yet to learn.
5 years of raw exposure to the world - is not enough.
I've still have a long way to go.
To explore the sins of the world.

Little Note: Gotta get out of your comfort zones, Shee!

Thanks D-Bloona for recommending me this song ♥
Love it!

1065: Nagging

This Nagging song is not bad.
I'm likin' it!



The lyrics are so cute!
I think this song would be a perfect OST for Ashie-unnie's and MinHo's love life *wink wink*
So cuuuteee~ x

Get well soon, Unnie!
Take very the care.
No more bola for you, arasso?

xoxo

1064: One In A Million

Gif Credits to XQ.

My fantasy world.
I know everyone knows well already how crazy it is.
Hohoho~!

These days I've been mad at my dear BB.. because of the many rumours surrounding him and the girl. So I've been trying to suppress it and try to ignore it - so I kinda focused to my Korean world. Which I stumbled and fall badly. LOL. I am re-falling in love. Oh well, maybe it's not love. It's just another kind of infatuation. I believe it is infatuation. With BB, it is love. hohoho. Wadeber Shee~ wadeber rocks my boats. *giggles giddily*

So remember the picture I took on the latest SS501's Destination album - the love words on Hyun Joong's page? This one, I mean.

Those words are the lyrics from their song, "Let Me Be The One". It's a very beautiful song. Let me highlight some words that attracted me.

I feel so special.
You're the one in the million.
Let me be the one for all your answers.

Yes, that "the one in the million" word attracted me.
You wanna know why.
LOL.
Because as much as I love my fandom collision, it happened again.

BB will be releasing his new solo single with the same title. One In A Million. The song will be released on the 28th July 2010. Ohmo~ B. If I'm not wrong, that song is definitely for me, right?
rotflmao. so giddy. aigooooo. slap me and wake me up peeepol!

But is that coincidence or what?
These two men here do know how to melt heart away!
I know the one in Korea has been working quite hard to impress me - I think his hard work paid off though. *pat him back on the shoulder and a hug for ya* ;) I noticed the impressive changes lately. HOTNESS!

BB~ lol. I'm still mad at ya y'know! LOL. Impress me with your latest solo single. Being busy in the dance studio - I smelled a dance song for that.. can I have some ballad for this one please?
Boohoo.

I'm so sorry my love that you have to cook by yourself and eat Ramen with that special ingredient of yours. lol~ adding Tabasco to Ramen? awww.. I will be very busy too. I'm not sure if I will be able to keep up with some stuffs. But I'll note down the release of your single soon. I'm rooting for MV to come up with it. Okay? Give me some good stuffs, B?

You know that it really is hard not to miss you - no matter how much I tried to ignore you. mwamwa!

I should continue packing. Heeee~ seeyaaaa!

1063: The Parcel

Let's take a peek on the parcel I received last time :)




Sneak Peek of the BANGS comic;
I'm so excited.
Despite the fact that I won't read this comic - as it is in Korean language. LOL!
But who knows one day, I will be able to read it ^^
Yes- wait for another hundred years... loll~




All the drawings are so cute.
Me looooves.

And-
this too.

I'm sure it has been widely distributed around the internet already the pictures of what's inside the SS501 Destination Special Edition Album. So nothing much to share- i love the first picture I took above! :)

And- it would have been great if the CD comes in gold colour instead of purple. To match the silver/gold concept of the whole album jacket. Why purple again?

1062: The Way

Yesterday, my CNBLUE babies officially released their Japanese album. I haven't ordered mine yet. I'll do it when I'm back in Brunei next month. So it'd be easier for me because of the inconsistencies of parcel arrival here in Australia.

Anyway, I have listened to the album though. And I oh so love, love, love Jong Hyun's Eclipse.
I melted upon listening his voice though I found that the lyrics are a bit weird when it asked about my height? LoL.

"Can you tell me your height
todokazu ni shizumu tame iki"

Eh? Nani?
Why ask my height, Jong Hyun dear?
LOL. I admit though I'm not that tall though.
But I'm more of a funsize. hohoho~!

The soothing song that your ears need when you are sick like me now.
I just woke up from a toasty sleep.
It feels so good.
but the heat is still there.

I'm back in Burwood now.
I got my parcel.
I haven't opened it yet.
I want to collect all the love energy first.

Right now,
I'm not good in opening it yet.
But as far of how it looks now in its plastic cover, it seems to look good.
I got Taeyang's badge.
And a pen.
I will take pictures soon.

Looking at my room make me sick too.
Well I feel like vomiting.
But I have no things to vomit now.
urgh.
hate this feeling.

And these mouth ulcers I had now are the worst I ever had in my life.
5 ulcers around the my lips.
They are so painful.

I'll talk about CNBLUE next time. And how much I love Ready n Go~ too!
I need some Milo now.
To fill my stomach in.
Hungry.

1061: Hot 'n' Cold

Hot and Cold!
Reminds me of Katy Perry song.
Life does not portray the song, only the title though.
I am feeling hot and cold now.

I think I lost my mind already.
Because of this effin' winter.
Got brain freeze at regular times.
So painful.
But I have to bear it.
Well, if only I got the ka-ching and marry Kim Hyun Joong now, lol.. prolly he would fly me back to Brunei tho. hohohohoho~

I don't know where my BB's whereabout now. He has not been updating. Fufufufufufu~ guess it's the time in our marriage that we also need our times off. And hmm.. giving to each other eh? (refer to Carrie Preston's problem and hubby in Sex and The City 2. I just came back from watching it. Lol~ just a right movie that kinda depicts the real life despite the fact that I haven't watch Sex and The City 1 nor did I watch the series neither.)

So you see.. how hot and how cold my life is. It is not in balance.
But talking serious, my body is not responding to it very well.
I am feeling sick.
And I have something to declare.
I officially hates winter.

What a stress holiday.
Well I did enjoy it.
But my body didn't.
So I just have to adjust my state of mind to respond well to it.. bear with it. Only a month to go, Shee. Only a month to go. And I'll be back. Somehow I just can't wait. But I haven't book my ticket yet though. Should do it anytime soon after I'm back to Burwood and done with moving out. Hohoho~

I do hope I can cope with this.
Please heart, body, mind and soul (insert song: DBSK), do understand and cooperate with each other please. I beg on my knees please.

1060: Waiting is Painful

Am in the city now.
At Ka Lina's crib.
Kinda miss Burwood.
LOL.
Just because I'm worried if my parcel has arrived already. I do hope it arrived already and safely. I'm expecting it to come last Thursday but I left to the city. But I contacted my landlady to check it for me..and she texted me just now, no signs of parcel from me. ohmo. I'm so worried now.

Because it is something that I really want.
The comic.

Check here: BANGS, Love Ya!

I won't be back..urmm..until... Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, I think. I don't know when.
Week is so going to be busy. I have plans to move out by end of June to Kak Ros' crib. And I haven't pack my stuffs yet. And if I move out, I will have limited internet. Oh No! So less fangirling will take place.

I'm still thinking of how I will cope with that. I hope I will get used to it.

So when I'm back to Burwood, packing will start.

And please- pray for my results. I hope everything will be fine, I do hope everything will be fine. I'm a bit nervous - but I will get through. *prays hard*

1059: Love Hurts

BB,
why i still can't accept the fact that you will be with her?
why i can't be like any of your other fans who root for you and her?

1058: Where is He?

Where did BB go? T_T
I miss BB.
After he's done with the filming of AnJ, he didn't update much on his nikki.
I wonder where did he go.

I got a feeling that he's going to LA tho.
Bestie concert is on the 19th.
Hmm.

1057: Love Sick!

Good afterning, peeepool!

Can't believe I just woke up.

When I started to open up my heart, and this is what happened.

I was so exhausted like last night. Like early in the morning. Around 1-2 am this morning. Adess! I blamed Kimchi for all this. Ahgooosh! I went angau overdose! Like ecstatical overdose. Rolling on the bed, punching my pillow, hugging pig-rabbit... arghh..terus je tak tentu rasa. Apa kes??

Takde maknanyee ini semua! Then came Ashie-unnie and Wana making the situation worst! OHGOSSH! Seriously- when was the last time I ever feel like this? The last time I felt like this because of him too. And after few months passed by, a year exactly... he made me like this again! Oh Sheeshhh~ i went craazyy last night. Giggling all alone.

So korang suka lahhh yeee...tersangatlah suka kaaannnn! Aigoooooo. I'm all worn out last night. It really not an easy job to roll on the bed.. hohohoho I should cuss the Coke I drink too I think! Hohohoho~~!!

And it is just because of this random 80's song! OHMYYGOSHHHHH!
And all my conscience fled away down the drain.
Craaazzzyyy, rightt?
I know.. but I can't help it.

This dude's face filled my mind last night!
All his smiles. His laughter. The memories I used to have with him.
The craziness back then.




If only you people can see how I was like this morning.. ohohoho~ i believe you will crack up! some of my friends had seen me like this before.. and they really too can't help it. There goes my heart went dugeun-dugeun like craazzzieeee...

OH GOD!
Please heppp me!
This should not continue!

But seriously- this morning was craazyy!
Saying Yamapi's name for infinite times.. didn't help either.
OH GOSH!

The song even went to my dream this morning after I slept.
But I didn't remember if the dude actually entered my dream tho.
Well he doesn't have to enter..because he filled my mind already this morning.
Oh dang you!

Now I still feel exhausted.
And I have no energy left at the moment.
And I need to pack up some stuffs.

T_T

1056: Love Lists

Wooo~
Thanks Hurul-chan for sharing the link to Jemari Seni Publishing.
Hurmm.. Seriously, I'm interested in sending one, but at the moment I haven't got the talent yet. I still need to polish. 400 - 500 pages are not small, okay? lol.

But coool~ at least, the rules are not that strict. And woah- I was browsing through their catalogues just now. And hmm.. *shiny shiny eyes* I think when I'm back in Brunei soon- I need to get some Jemari Seni novels ! Yay for novel collection!

Majority of the readers' comments sound appealing!
Sound the novels are damn good!
So I might as well try it.

Well not that I haven't got Jemari Seni Novels.. but I only have HLOVATE novels. And she is so famous. I have no regrets of buying her novels. But of new authors, I should give them some chance. Yes, I have some in minds already.

Probably this one;

• Sweet Sour by NASZ - synopsis looks fun!
  
• Versus by Hlovate - i've yet to get one!
  
• Bidadari Hujan by Azzahra
• Relevankah Dia Di Hatimu by Rnysa - aaah! I've yet to get this one! I insisted not to read it online. Because I want to own it first. So please wait...
  

I've still my Alaf 21 lists to be buy;

• SAAT KAU KATA CINTA by ANIS AYUNI - uwwaaaaa! I reallyy want this one!!!
• AKU MAHU KAMU by ALEEYA ANEESA - annnd this one too! T__T
  
• Kasihku Satu by Amiza Anaz
  
• Anugerah Cinta by Nurmi Syamimi

If you read all the synopsis well except for Anis Ayuni one ( i don't want to read the synopsis - because I trust her writings will never fail me. and i love surprises from her, so please .. no.. spoiler for this novel) but the rest.. you will see my genre of novel is hate-love genre. I so loooveee this kind of genre! It kinda tickled my heart! xD and I will ended up all smiling all daayy~ if that tickles hit the right spot! xD LOL!

So eherm..eherm..anyone out there?
*hint hint graduation gifts* give me these books! XD
Amin, I do hope I could graduate . Amin . Amin. Amin.

Thanks to Wana@prolifique for sharing some tips at GO Forum just now :)
I do hope so~ all will be blessed, Amin Amin.

1055: Just Because...

Ehmaiiigoosh!
Autumn Concerto is just so jjang!
Storylines may not perfect but I just can't help it.
I'm loving this drama so much. Ohmo *O*

It's 5.45 am now!
I just don't bother to sleep because of this drama!
Kyaaaa!

The curse is here - I'm addicted to this drama!
Just because.. lol.

I'm on my way to Episode 16. Just finished Episode 15. There was a great turn in the middle, the unexpected ones. hohohoho~! Ohmo- but I'm lovin' it! Kyaaaa~~!! The chemistry of the couple is just so great. The moments when you were asked, 'do you still love him?', 'do you still love her?' and you cannot answer..aaaaa.. it means you are still in love him or her! hohohohoho~ no matter how hard you try to deny it, you still love that person. You hate because you love, you love because you hate. Hate of losing that person. I just don't have to explain that, right? This was when the cliche came. When action speaks louder than words.

Hohohoho~!

Note to self: Lessons learnt, Shee. There's still love inside this little heart.

1054: Tag From Prolifique

I was tagged instantly by a friend, Wana. Hohoho! So sebelum benda ni expired dan jawapan-jawapan yang best kat dalam kepala ni expired, ada baiknya ambe menjawab sekarang. So ini jawapan very fresh from the oven yo!

1. Adakah anda rasa anda HOT?

Oh well- definitely, I'm more than HOT. I'm gorgeously HOT! *swoon* you can ask Jong Hyun, Jong Hun, Jae Joong, Hyun Joong why they desperately want me! LOL. Especially Hyun Joong.. do ask him! xD Coz he will be answering something along the lines of that 'Shee is too hot to handle. But I'm sacrificing it!' hohohoho~~~!!

2. Upload wallpaper yang anda guna sekarang.

Sila rujuk post ni: Tag Dari My #1 Fan, Ashie-unnie! haaaa kann dah bilang aku HOT.. bukan jer lelaki swoon over me.. pompuan pon.. lollll! perasan tak abes!

3. Ceritakan pasal wallpaper tersebut.

Refer to the link given at in the answer for question no.2! ^^

4. Bila kali terakhir kau makan pizza?

Hmmm... 5-6 weeks ago. Somewhere around 2-3 weeks before I went hiatus. Ho! Dah lamaaa yooosh!! Kena balik pizza esok nih.. hohohoho! kalo rajiinnn.. hohoho

5. Lagu paling latest kau dengar? Playlist wat masa neh..

ehh.. playlist skang ke?? ohhhh ni ikut mood ni! i have a lot in my playlist! hohohoho ambe main benda in shuffle. but yang ambe dengar kebelakangan ini ialah... hmm. okeh ambe list 5 lah ye... hmmmm.

1. LOVE (CNBLUE) - this song makes me high!
2. Love Ballad (Brown Eyed Soul) - i loooovee this song soo much!
   
3. I Love You (S.E.S) - sebab lagu ni main kat blog skaaaang! hohoho!
   
4. Let Me Be The One (SS501) - yeee~ i feel so sepishil yo! sebab tu dengar lagu ni. hohoho!
5. Oasis (BEAST) - thaanks Kimchi sebab sebut nama lagu ni! Terus je ambe carikk..sebab selama ni dengar lagu BEAST Mystery ngan Shock je.. and Easy too. Hohoho! Best jugak lagu nihh..very the BIG BANG-ish me liiikess! DOOJOOOONNN~ noona saranghae! hohoho okehh random!! lolll

6. Apa yang kau buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

Makan sup ayam .. dan want to know what time is it now.. it's 1.10 am now. yes ambe makan sup ayam pukul 1. hohhohoho!

7. Selain nama sendiri dipanggil apa?

People call me Shee :)

8. Tag lagi 8 orang.

Wahh manyaaaaknnyeeee!

1. Ashie-unnie
   
2. Hurul-chan
3. Waiem-unnie
4. Kimchi
5. Yamapi
   
6. G-Dragon
7. Hyun Joong
8. Jong Hyun
   

9. Siapakah orang no.1 pada anda.

My unnie. One of the Co-founder GO Forum. Very well-known as isteri Lee Min Ho. But for me, she is someone to me. One who always been there in my fandom life. May it be Japanese and Korean fandom life. ahahaha! Seb baik dia takde kat my Bollywood fandom life. Kalo takkk.. hohoho memang dah jadi drama dah. In Japanese fandom life, she is my hubby's bestfriend's beloved wife. hohohoho~ Tak lehh lahh Toma memang sangat sayaang sangatt dengan dia. My hubby's other bestfriend's boss of being Inspector Gadget. Aka-nii punya boss lah dia ni. hohohoho!

In Korean fandom life, dia ni..urmm..err....kakak kepada bekastunang ambe (status: it's complicated) but yes.. she is the kakak.. who have always been trying hard to temukan kitaorang kembali ye.. hohohohoho wahhh~~ seeeeeee.. i know she looves me so muchhh! ker sebenarnnya dia ni love dongsaeng dia nih?? hohohoho so sanggup buat apa saja untuk dongsaeng.. hohohoho! wahhh indeed, Hyun Joong is really lucky to have him as a sister. hohohoho~~!!!

Nahh kan panjaang jawapaaan... hohohoho~ nexxxt!!

10. Katakan sesuatu pada orang no. 5

Oh BB ku~~~ hanya kau raja di hati ku...selamanya ku menyintai mu... oh sungguh ku menyintaimu sepenuh jiwa dan raga ku... ku mungkin ada yang lain.. tapi yang pastinya kau tahu dan maklum bahawa kau tetap no.1 di hati ku sayaaangkuuu~~ BB, I LOOOVEEEEE YOUUUUU so muchhhhh!!!!! Forever B, we will always be together..thanks for being so understanding, caring.. you are all i could have asked B~ looovee you B. looove you..lovee you.. loveeeeee youu so muchieee! eternal hugs and million kisses.

haaa amekkk! declaration sepenuh jiwaa... hohohoho

11. No.3 ada hubungan dengan siapa.

Hahaha..nice question. No.3 ada hubungan dengan Kang Wu Ri :))

12. Bagaimana pula dengan No.4?

Bagaimana apanya? Hubungan ke?? Oh kimchi yee.. hohohoho! Dia ada hubungan termaktub dengan Park Jung Min but in the same time ada hubungan sulit dengan mamat blonde, Kim Joon. wahh wahhh..kalau korang nak tau.. tskkk... kompleks sungguh drama dia nih... drama Love Chase in the previous post tu.. tu berdasarkan kisah sebenar cinta dia lah.. dah release pon dah drama tu tadi.. entah kenapa plot semua larik..terus ada cerita ikan kaloi.. sob sob... but entahh.. apa akan jadi..ambe tak tau daaaa.. akan adakah Season 2 drama ni? Pastinyaaa ada.. kita tengok dan lihat dan nantikan bagaimana kesudahannya.. hohohoho! Sungguh ini drama manyak kompleks arrr... hanya kerana one sharp swift of pelvic thrust yo!

13. Pesanan pada orang 6.

Teruskan berkarya! I love your works... G Dragon! (ciplak je jawapan dari yang men-tag ambe! hohoho macam suit pulaaaa!! hohohohoho!!!) ohh..heheh i lovee youu too! xD

14. Kata-kata cinta untuk No.2

Hahh?? hohoho. susah nak gambarkan dengan kata-kata cinta... hohoho but nak express kata-kata cinta ambe untuk Hurul-chan melalui dedikasi lagu leee yeeee... hohohohoho

Ni lagu dia...
Hayati lah Hurul-chan~~

Aku kau panggil sayang
Dia kau panggil sayang
Mana satu mahu mu~

Sob..sob..sob..

15. Berikan 5 perkara yang anda tau tentang orang yang mengetag anda

Lima ehh? baiklahh..

1. Dia member GO.
   
2. Dia cinta hati UKnow. So pernah gak share UKnow dengan orang No.2. Tapi apakan daya orang No.2 sudah beralih cintanya pada Donghae. sob sob sob. So orang yang mengetag anda amat berbahagia sekaraaang..ternyata dia berada di dalam susah di dalam senang.. wahh wahh wahhh... hohohoho sungguh dramatik kan?? boleh jadi dramatik lagi sebenarnya.. but i won't let my mind exhaust hohohoho nanti jadi complicated lah pulaaa.. hohohohoho dalam hati dia ada cinta.. sudah diuji cintanya pada UKnow dan ambe meletakkan cap sirim atas cintanya.. hohohoho
   
3. Dia peminat ambe.. ahahaha dia minat karya ambe. Itu statementnya. Terima kasih ya Wana. saya menghargainya. hohoho! ecewahh formal lah pulaaaa~
   
4. Dia ada hati juga nak ambil Park Jung Min kepunyaan orang no.4 dan juga ada hati ngan Jong Hyun kesayangan ambe.. oh no!!
   
5. Dan dia teramat meminat Shahir.. siapa Shahir..? mesti korang kenalkan siapa Shahir. alaaa~ yang menang tu AF baru-baru ni. hohohoho!
   

16. Gay or Les

Gay ... i'm so gaaaayyy~~! i'm a gay girl~~!! hohoho!

17. Perasaan anda semasa menjawab tag ini.

Entahh..bercampur baur..ketawa sorang2 depan PC. sakit perut pon ada juga. mungkin kah kerana sup ayam ini dah basi? apaaa? basi?? oh no! harapnya tak. tapi rasanya sakit perut kerana senggugut. ehh ni kira perasaan ke? perasaan lah jugak kaan.. lantak arrrr! but teruja pon ada juga. gembira pon ada juga.



Phewww~! Leganyaaa!
Dah siap homework... hohoho!
Taradaaaa~~!

Dan.. ahaha abaikan lagu... hohohoho
Lagu untuk Hurul-chan tiba-tiba terus masuk kepala waktu jawab tag ini..
Ambe pon tak tahuuu kenapaaa..
sob sob sob... T_T

1053: GO Drama

This post was edited on 9:17 PM for the second drama, Love Chase post :) thanks Ashie-unnie for the clarification.

Hehehe..so funny.
Life in GO is so funny.

So dramatic too.
So many free unaired dramas these days - if only there were productions company to buy these dramas, I can assure you the dramas will be a box hit! xD ahahaha! and the title of the drama would be, 'The Rekindled Flame' and 'Love Chase'. Hohoho! You may wonder what I'm talking about. Yes- it's the drama that has been produced in a GO Forum. hohohoho.

Let's talk about the first drama.

Drama Title: The Rekindled Flame
Genre: Romance, Melodrama
Theme Song: Noreul Wihae by Lim Jae Bum
Episodes: Ongoing
Broadcast: GO Forum
Air Time: Anytime you want!



Casts:
Kim Hyun Joong as himself
Shee as herself
Ashie-unnie as Kim Hyun Joong's sister
Rucci as Kimchi (SS501 Manager)

Special Appearance by other SS501 members.

Synopsis:
Kim Hyun Joong and Shee were once in love. The eternal lovebirds they said. But unexpected things happened. Nothing lasts forever. The journey is not easy when two hearts never separate. Shee has been trying to forget it, but the past kept haunting. Knowing Ashie-unnie one day at a charity show event did not help when she discovered that she actually Hyun Joong's sister. Ashie-unnie who knew all along who Shee was has made a plan with SS501 manager, Kimchi to play the games to complete the puzzles in the lovebirds' heart. Will the past stop haunting and will they managed to rekindle the flame?

The second drama will be, "Love Chase"

Drama Title: Love Chase
Genre: Romance, Comedy
Theme Song:
Episodes: Ongoing
Broadcast: GO Forum
Air Time: Everyday!

Casts:
Park Jung Min as himself
Kimchi as herself
Kim Joon as himself
Ashie as herself
Wana as herself

Special Appearance:
Shee and Kim Hyun Joong



Synopsis:
Kimchi is a normal girl. But she is definitely the luckiest. She have always got everything she wants. All love that a girl could ever wants. Being in love and love by Park Jung Min and Kim Joon in the same time. But who would have expect in the same time, Kimchi's bestfriend, Ashie actually got a heart on Park Jung Min. Park Jung Min has always been Ashie's bestfriend. Doing whatever it takes, she had it all plan to bring Park Jung Min to Siam so they could get married. However, this news came to Kimchi and Kim Joon's knowledge. Kim Joon who is ready doing anything for love is sacrificing to save Park Jung Min. What would the couple do? And who is Wana?

My review on Love Chase:
To know about the drama, stay tune to GO Forum every times. Never miss a fraction of second! Because this drama is a promising one! LOL. It was hilarious but showing the meaning of true love and friendship. Something that won't definitely happen in real life but is applicable. LOL. The pelvic thrust, the bare-back suits, carrots, the bicycles, please do look forward to it! Miahahaha!

My review on The Rekindled Flame:
I am putting myself in Shee's shoes. The heart went dugeun dugeun. It really is a melodramatic drama. Tears, laughters and smiles all combined in one. This is going to be a never-ending story. Someone need to pull the brake .. but do look forward. For happiness will be guarantee. In what way.. it's something that we still don't know yet. A drama that will definitely keep you on the edge of the bed and questioning your heart. Life is uncertain.

To GO members,
do look forward for this drama!
It really is hard to miss.



xx

1052: Cuuuute! xD

Squeee~ ♥
this little kid here is so cuuuteee!

His name is Xiao Le.
Liang Xiao Le.
He is 6 years old.
Child Star of Autumn Concerto.

A kid who believed that his daddy is an alien :)

Xiao Le does not like carrots.
And this is his face.
Cuuutee~ ♥

Xiao Le is in love with his schoolmate.
Her name is Tang Tang.
And this is his flirting smile!

Xiao Le is a good boy.
And he listens well.
This is his look.
Adoorable~~ ♥

Xiao Le is a son of an alien.
This is him trying to pull the handsome alien face.
LOL. *O*

And yes,
if the dad is handsome, how can the son not be handsome?
This is Alien Daddy!
who arrived to pick up his son with a Space Bu Bu.
lolll~!

To know what is the story all about- please do watch!
It is such a melodramatic family drama!
So expect some tears.
Expect some laughs.
And do expect some dugeun dugeun too.

Give some loooove to Alien Daddy! chu~ ♥

1051: Next Stop, Happiness

Noreul saranghaeeee~~
Naneun haengbokhaaeee~~
Okehhhh.. I loooikeee my song right now! xD

Anyway, to the...

Official announcement!
I am dropping everything in my list for this. Thank goodness I'm done with my Supernatural for this season or else I'll be in dilemma.

This- caught my heart.

This- caught my mind.

I'm watching this.

Four (or was it five?) persons recommended me to watch this. Well, it was part of the discussion last time. And a friend recommended me to watch this too during my thesis time. So since I don't feel like continuning Personal Taste or even bother finish Oh! My Lady.. or not yet in the mood to relax at Coffee House - i want to watch something different.

Was thinking of doing Japanese - which I started already. I watched Sunanare. Thought that'd be the best for this month.. oh well, not until I open my heart today to watch this!

AUTUMN'S CONCERTO

Info about Autumn's Concerto HERE

So far I've watched Episode 1 and Episode 2!
And I l'm lovin' it! ♥

Big Hug to Vanness Wu!
It seems like after so long - you still have a place in my heart :)

Ahhh~ ohhhmyyy! My heart went dugeun dugeun like craaazyyy!
This really is a must watch drama!

I'm expecting a litre of tears in the upcoming episodes - since I've read the synopsis (yes, it's a typical drama ... b-but... kyaaaaaaa.. must watcchhhh!!!)

Seriously- if you love love love Boys Over Flowers, you will love love love this too!

A good start for who want to be involved in Taiwanese drama!
Because this a highly recommended one!
Good actor, brilliant actress.



And the kid actor in this drama - I saw some reviews that he seems to receive a lot of praise.. but I've yet to watch him..

Aaaaaahhh!

Okehhhh.. can't help myself.. I can't wait to watch for the next episodes.

21 episodes altogether.

Will be doing Episode 3 and Episode 4 tonight.

OHMYYYY!!!

♥

♥

♥

Vanness Wu....


♥

♥

*melts*

1050: Thankful

Once again, the feeling is here.
The feel of bless.
I feel blessed with the fact that they are around.
The fact that I haven't met them in real world, I feel blessed.

No, I'm not talking about some other artists who doesn't even know that I exist in this world.. hohohoho.. but I'm talking about their fans who do know that I exist in this world.. fandom is great, really, really great you know.

Who said fandom can breaks you apart?
Well, not at the moment.
Fandoms has teach me a lot.

Emotional, spiritual - to name few.

I feel blessed.
Thanks to You for letting me know all these wonderful friends.
Make this last in such a saying, 'till death do us part'
Thank You.

1049: Weeeheeeee~

First of all, alhamdulillah (3x).
I am still in one piece. Just came back from uni after sending off my thesis.

And here is the product.

And here is my favourite page!
Check this out!

How was that?
Thanks everyone for all your supports!
Thaannkkk you from the bottom of my heart~
Although I haven't met some of you...
but I want one day I were to be reminded of this..
that I have friends that I haven't met who have pulled me through all the miseries..
And there you are...
I looooooveee you all verrry, verryy, veryy muchhhhh!
♥ ♥ ♥

For those I haven't mentioned their names especially some of the Geng Ottoke members (I didn't list down the other 4)~ still I wanna say thanks for the prayyyers and wishes! (the word limit didn't allow me to do so~) but at least- we have the names there! right? right? hohohoho!

Okaaay.. I'm hungry nowww!
Off to hunt for food!

Can't believe that I'm done.
I hope the markings and gradings will be fine...

And Pam-unnie, thanks for the special tweet for me and my thesis! and thanks for counting on me! ^^ ♥

1048: It's Done!

Ohmyy!

At the moment - and Melbourne time now is exactly at 1:00 am in the morning (11 pm Brunei Time), I'm waiting for the second batch of my thesis to be printed. Ahhh~ at last. I do hope that everything will turn out well. I don't ask for more but for this to be a successful one. Amin. I keep my faith in YOU and please grant me all my wishes. Amin Amin. Not for me, but for my parents. Please, please. That's all I'm hoping for. Everything I'm doing now is for my parents - for them to smile and happy to see that their daughter is doing well here. Amin.

Going to send it tomorrow for binding. And send it off on Monday before 3pm.

Honestly, I have mixed feelings about this. But, let's hope and pray for the best, Shee! DREAM BIG! :)


6th June.
It's Yobo's birthday.
I didn't forget yobo.. hahaha just because I have set a reminder on my phone!
I was reminded at 11:59pm on the 5th of June y'know! Awww..

And it's Waiem-unnie's too.
Done right, she's done right?
Aww..congratulation unnie~ *virtual hug*

Will do a proper congratulatory posting later :)

But for now I'm congratulating myself and patting myself on the back. ^^

1047: BANGS, Love Ya!

Ha!
speechless.can't believe i'm doing this.
mampos.

Yes- the highlighted one is what I want the most.
But the other one - o_o"???

Well- the story went like this.
I supposed to buy the one in red ONLY. Then again it was USD35 and for a free shipping, I have to add another USD4! I tried to look for some collectibles that might worth it. Was thinking to buy a Pig-Rabbit strap which cost USD6 - but then again, I thought it may not worth it. Since I got the pig-rabbit itself already. So after spending hours and almost fell asleep in front of the lappy tried to look for some collectibles - I didn't come up with decision. I decided to buy the cartoon book just by itself and paid for the shipping - which is like USD15? Then the bank got error, I can't transfer funds early this morning. So I hold to it - and sleep away my worrisome.

Only this now - then after some thoughts - yes, actually the thoughts did come up this morning too when I was browsing through the sites - *fast forward* included the album in the cart and placed the order! How easy is that?

I just can imagine what my parents will say about this... *deep breath* Ma, Pa - doing this all out of love. And to Hyun Joong-oppa (eherm!), this is the most I can do to you as your ex-fiance (izit?) for your birthday and as your groups' ex die-hard fan for the group's anniversary. hohoho.


Next will be this-


Japanese single?
Three tracks?
This going to be pricey.. but I'll definitely buy this!
*gulp*

Then the album.. *another gulp*

This will be the last frenziness for this year, I hope!
HOHOHO.. or I'll dieeeee!

1046: Easy Gain

I once stated that my favourite season will be winter. Yes, because I like to cuddle up warm and stay at home. But this year? Winter will not be my favourite. I can't stop eating. Gosh! It makes me hungry. It wakes me up, makes me gobbling over some hazelnut spread on white breads in the middle of the night. I hate this. I don't want to gain weight after losing some. Ohmo!

I should stop eating. Should curb it.
But it is hard.

Should I opt for banana diet like what Seo In Young had? I think I should. I should shop for some fruits and veggies too munch. And get rid off all the junks.

And the fact that my body clock all screwed up - is not helping either.

Otteokaji?

1045: Unfair

제발 그만해!!!
Dude, stop stealing my spotlight, will ya?
When will I shine if you keep stealing it?

I found this quote yo!

“In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different.”
- Coco Chanel via tumblr.

Get that?
You won't last if you are like this.

1044: Queasy

My acid reflux is acting on me again.

It happened when I ate too much. I think it's a rebound after some food restriction that I had last season. Feeling queasy now.

I have been thinking if I actually suffering from some GI Intolerance now especially on carb like bread and pasta. But those two foods, I love it! I need to get that check when I'm back home next time.

Or could it be the changes in season make me feel like this?

Hmmm.

1043: When A Heart Talks...

It hurts...

because it's LOVE..

On two fandom occassion which I could apply in real life;
This song by Min Kyung Hoon has its deep meaning.
*cries*

This for BB;

Its love if it hurts
It must be love if it hurts
Even if I’m engulfed in tears everyday
Or even if my heart is broken in half
I will never let go of this love...

And this for Hyun Joong-oppa;
You must be heartbroken, it must be hard
To obtain the most precious thing
And I found that to keep you by me is a luxury
And to forget, I struggled and struggled but…

I thought a lot about it last night.
Unnie dropped her bomb last night and asked a lot of questions.
That did hit me hard. huhuhu.. thanks for waking me up, unnie.

One of those "guilty" moments.
To the fact that I even googled stuffs like, "why heart cannot forgives"
Sounds pathetic, hey? But, I'm alright.

It did make me think though- what is it about Hyun Joong that I cannot forgive? That I even stressed out when I called his name accidentally. hohoho. But why when BB did something wrong- I can just forgive easily? I can't find answer to that for now.

Huhuhu.. even I, myself, can't understand my complex heart now.

The only reason I could think of now is the fact that I'm afraid of getting hurt again if I were to fall again at the same place. So for now, give me some time to heal and shield before I could go back to that same place.

Time to reflect, Shee.

This is not just in fandom.
But it did happen in real life.
Not one, but two.
As long as I don't meet them in the near future, I will be fine. Definitely will be fine.

1042: Toing! Toing! Toing!

Toing! Toing!

May has ended. June is here. It's time to wake up. Bloggie, wakey wakey up! *dance happily to CNBLUE's Love* Anyone miss me in blogging world? I guess not. Because I've been lurking around on forums (GO Forums & cnbsky) more frequent than ever. Hohoho! Don't blame me, blame the boys. Who asked them to make a comeback at this time of the moment? Ho.ho.ho..for them being simply irresistible, that's their crime *love arrest*

Oh- and plus- I've made some great new friends too.. not to mention the Geng Ottoke themselves but also the Bloonas (C,D and P) who have always been keeping me on the ground level.. lol.. so funny them.. craazzyy noonas which apparently the CN BLUE boys can't help but to agree of having some loves from us.

Anyway, alhamdulillah. I'm done with my presentation! Woooooottts~ *still dancing to CNBLUE's Love*

happy. happy. *O*
i hope the marks will be fine.
because i know i did well.
well not that well- but i've improved a lot.
less nervous. but all the stutters - can't help it.
*peace*
but let's hope everything will be fine.

Now- i'm counting down to send my thesis officially.
I still have some finishings to do.
Editing some grammars and adding appendices to it.
Oh- and still have my acknowledgement page to - woohoo! My favourite part of the whole thesis!
Will do that by tonight.

*singing to K.Will & MC Mong's Love 119 now*

Seriously, this feeling of happiness.
Even though deep inside my heart - I am still hoping everything will be fine.
With all the thesis.
The most important thing to go through this boundary.

Oh ya'ah-

bought a book on the way home today.
Ahh- I should have bought that Kite Runner too.
But I have to save budget.
So I just bought this.




Yeah, apparently - the uni has this every forthnight stall being set up at the main area just infront of the library. So I stopped by this time - which I usually didn't do. And got a book. Ahahaha!

It has been sometimes I didn't buy an English book. Seriously. The last time prolly.. urmm.. 1.5 years ago? Hoho. I'm talking about English book okay.. hohoho.

Ahahaha-
I write a lot, don't I?
Miss writing and ranting that much.
Chats prolly are not enough.

Stop here for now.
Definitely see moarrrr of me soon!


x Shee x