Yezzaaaa!!!!

Gambar terbaru buah hati ku~
Well.. lama sudah wah ku inda liat TV ani! So I didn't know pun ia potong rambutnya! :|

And oh looooook.. he's so cute here!!
Smart usulnyaa~!
This is his latest picture, taken when he was attending for sidang media of Anugerah Bintang Popular that gonna take place soon....

Oh gosh..pa, kawinkan akuuuu!! :p~~


I ALWAYS LAP THIS GUY TOO!!!!!

Bah. kompom lapas ni tidur! huhuhu.

Oyasuminasai~! ^^

Assalammualaikum!

Hidup Lagu Klasik!!! :)

I've changed my lovebird!

A song by seorang lelaki, sebuah kumpulan yang tetap unggul di hatiku!
Even thousands of Kamenashi, millions of Yamashita put infront of me.. I will certainly choose him!

BECAUSE HE IS THE BEST!! ^^
( minus lah what happened in his personal life ahh... I don't wanna touch about that! ;)

Though, not his die-hard fan! But I minat, chinta habis dengan lagu-lagu oleh mamat ni!

THIS DUDE BELOW, I LAP HIM TO THE HEART!!! huhuhu~


Enjoy my lovebirds!
HIDUP LAGU KLASIK!
HIDUP AWIE!

Aiseh.. apaaa kann?
I guess, I should go to sleep, ne?
Mamai dah ni~!

Oyasuminasai~! ^^

Assalammualaikum ^^

I'm Falling In Love~~!!!

Waaahhh!!
Saya jatuh chinta.. benerin jatuh chinta....

sama itu... seluar di NEXT!!! *lol*

Went to the city tadi with Die and Hanna. Hajat sebenar actually kan memenuhi craving si Die mau makan ice-cream Baskin and Robbin.. sekalinya.. jeng! we ended up Window Shopping! *lol*

Aku mau itu seluar di NEXT! Giler.. lawa-lawa seluar di NEXT atu!! And mana jua ku inda jatuh hati. Ada saiz ku ani wah! Just fit me. Inda payah lipat pun di hujung!! Usually panjang wah seluar di UK ani.. and ani.. wahhh!!!

LAWAAA!!! *hint-hint*

Ma, Pa.. I'm sorry.. but I think I'm going to spend my allowance this time!! I need to buy the seluar. It's 35pounds! Yeah.. I know. mahal tuee.. but I need seluar..sal seluarku banyak koyak! kekekeke..

poof!! bismillah~ mudahan murah rezeki!! Amin :)

Bah atu saja.. insya-Allah.. murah rezekiku, panjang umurku... dapat ku ni seluarr ahh!! weehee~ *menalan aing liur ni*

Tapi LAWAAAA bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

JATUH HATIKUUU!!! banaaaaaaar!!!!!!

MA, AKU MAUUUUUU~~!!!!!

Earthquake-related

I went online this morning just to check everyone's PM on MSN.

And this one PM took my attention.

PM by my senior di Notts dulu.

"Tidak akan terjadi kiamat, selagi di bumi masih ucapkan: Allah! Allah!"

I know it's related to the earthquake last night.

But true what he said, ne?

Enough said.

Assalammualaikum ^^

Earthquake in Nottingham - Subhanallah!

It was such a scary night last night. I was actually ready kan tidur. On my bed. Pukul 12.55am. Ready berabis sudah kan tidur tu. But then as soon as I closed my eyes, the house gave a little shake. So I thought, it was a usual thing. Because rumah kami andang selalu bergegar actually kalau kana tiup angin. But then inda lama lapas atu, THE HOUSE SHAKING KUAT BERABIS.

I could see the tuala which I gantung behind the door was moving to and fro. I was so scared. It lasted for a minute or so. And my phone on my bedside table which was on silent mode was also moving (so I thought it was vibrating). But then checked my phone, nada orang called.

I was stunned for a while. Karau on my bed. TAKUT! Berabisly.

The first thing went in my mind was ada orang broke into our house. Someone who actually tried to break our door. Someone big. Everyone was actually asleep sudah last night. Our rumah was so silent. So I kept silent. And cuba dangar if ada bunyi footsteps kah apa kah.. cuba naik to our place. Or bunyi orang meruah barang downstairs. Tapi nada. Masa atu, the house was still shaking.

Sampat lagi actually, I gave a peek keluar through my window. Ok saja weather. Calm. Inda pun angin kuat. I was so takut, that I tried to call Hanna, but then she didn't answer. So I guessed she was sleeping. And aku fikir aku saja mimpi kali. And texted QiL. She was sleeping jua.

By the time gegaran habis, then aku terdengar bunyi Hanna buka pintu. So aku keluar. And so kami actually terasa the house was shaking. Everyone was in a shock state. Then Hanna told us that Putra told him yang durang Sanny which is di Liverpool actually felt it.

So aku macam inda percaya what Hanna/Putra just told me. I texted Muna and ranged her up.
For conversation I had with her < please go to her blog! >

Inda tercross pun in my mind yang Nottingham kan dilanda earthquake. Banar! We are far in the middle. Why would we? Rumah kami terasa hebat gegarannya because rumah kami is a stand-alone. Not like other people who have their house detached/semi-detached.

Seluruh Nottingham actually felt it. QiL called up the juniors who lived in Beeston Road and a junior of mine who was still in Uni around that time.. also felt the gegaran. So basically, seluruh Nottingham.

So QiL called up 999 just to check out. Then the 999 said it was in the NEWS already. So we went downstairs to actually watch the TV. Tapi nada.

Aku kalat mata berabis sudah. So I just went up and cuba tidur. I texted my mom and asked her to call me. i just want to tell her about it. Because I was sooo takuuut!

Around 3am, I was still awake actually. I was depressed. Because my plan was actually to wake up at 8am today to do my coursework. But now it was 11.30am, and here I am still feeling shaky inside.

I don't know around what time I slept just now. But.. I know ada lagi satu gegaran happened when I slept. Quite kuat. But not as kuat as before. But still kuat.

So it was already in the BBCNews online ne.. the real earthquake was in Lincoln! :( With a richter scale of 5.3! That's kuat tu. Like Hanna told me, the bumi actually terbelah dua!

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/7266136.stm

Only Allah knows how I actually felt. I was terrified. Takut berabisly.
Thanks to Allah.. that this morning seems to very fine with Nottingham.

Felt sorry to hear about those people in Lincoln and in the South Yorkshire who actually experienced the earthquake. It was really a disaster. As of BBC said, it was the largest earthquake England felt after 25 years!! Subhanallah!!! :(

Ok.. I'll stop here for now. I really need to do my coursework. Not feel good, ne? Still shocked actually!!

Until what I felt now, Earthquake is actually not a sekadar thing. Cause before I read in Junnosuke's binan about his house shaking when earthquake hit Japan few months ago.. he was not joking. It was such a terrifying moment.

Please minna~ do pray people for our well-being here.

May Allah bless us always.


Assalammualaikum ^^

Sebuah Kisah Klasik - OVEREXPOSED!!

Disclaimer:
I hope nada urang kan terasa with this post lah. Mana lah tau kan? Oh furthermore.. I don't own those people I'm going to mention in this post. And durang-durang ani actually inda tau kan kewujudan ku as seseorang yang pernah menyukai mereka. hahaha! :p Oh.. except one! huhu. But the rest tu.. I guess durang inda tau lah aku pernah suka durang :) huhuhu. If you guys happen to know this guy, bah diam saja. hahaha! :p Ini adalah kisah lama. Something I just want to share. But keep it to yourself lah.. and just let it be~ :)


I always love company. I love having a good company. Today is really a very enjoyable and interactive today for everyone especially me and the housemates. Well.. please do include Muna jua ah! She's our housemate jua tu. huhu. just in case you guys are wondering. lol. Maybe it's the weather. The weather is shining again :) A good job, Mr. Sunshine :)

I had a good lecture today about Breastfeeding. Siuk! I like it. Despite of my accumulating cortisol hormones with my Nutrient-Gene interactions coursework that due this Thursday. It's okay. I still have one whole day tomorrow. Huhuhu. It's really worth it the so-called all-nighters last night, ne?

Anyway, siuk Muna datang rumah tadi. Everyone is in their talkative mood. Kami cerita-cerita. And like I said to Muna just now, masa on the way balik.. I was supposed to post about this.

Something personal. Something I would love to share as I moved on from one stage of life to another. Sesuatu menarik yang ingin saya kongsi dalam perjalanan ku mencari erti kehidupan. Chewah~! ;)

It's not something lain daripada lain. Something normal. Something I have been talking about everyday. No! But this time, J-boys are not involved! hehehe :p~

Saya ingin berkongsi mengenai pengalaman saya menyukai/crush/jatuh cinta dengan seseorang! *lol* I'm telling you the good ones... not the heartbreaker ones, okay~? Huhuhu~! And baru ku realised bah.. I've been naming all the guys I like. I mean.. durang ada nickname masing-masing. Ahh! Kiut aku atu ehh!!

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Nickname: Baboon
Time: Darjah 4 Ugama! :)

Hehehehe.. I had a little crush on a guy I nicknamed as Baboon. HAHA! Lawa namanya atu kan? Classmate ugamaku. Quite kamceng lah with him.

Reason aku suka ia:- Pasal ia pandai and selalu dapat numbur 1 dalam kelas. Huhuhu. And ia laju hafal surah jua. So ertinya ia pandai mengaji. And he's cute.

Hehehe..he's still cute pun bah masa ni. If I were to sabut namanya, seluruh Brunei/England ni tau siapa ya che.... lol. So better not! Inda ku sibuk kan memalukan diri ku sendiri. Oh well.. ia inda plang tau yang aku pernah suka ya though. hehehehe.

Reason aku stop suka ia:- Hmm.. pasal ia ambung lapas atu. *okeh...stop right there* huhu!

Lapas tu aku form 1, and pindah sekulah ugama. Lapas tu..

aku form 2..

and---

and-----

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FORM 2!!! SEA GAMES 1999!!
OH MY GOSH!!
I loooove this guy. Well, not love as in aku cinta - and had a relationship with him ah. Inda ehhhh.. it's just that I had this HEAVY CRUSH on him.

Nickname: C-Krebo or C-Kumis.
Napa? Tanya si Tika kenapa.. I think she knows why. Hahahahaha!
He is my senior. He is so CUTE! Even masa ni pun ia masih cute. Masa aku first year.. I was in Brunei Hall for Winter holiday, and aku satu lift sama ia (which he came to visit his girlfriend).. I can still feel muaku panas~ poof! I had a crush on him from 1999 till 2002. Lama tu yo! from form 2 till form 5. He moved school bah after 2002 ah! If not kan, gerenti ku masih suka ya! huhu. Such a pendiam guy. I love to see him in Waiting Bay reading a book with his SouthPark cap. Oh.. and I even knew his favorite SouthPark character is Kyle. Hehehe. And I like Kyle too. So dulu.. masa kanak-kanak atu kan.. tani pikir lah kan..kalau tani suka benda sama, tani ada chance lah sama urang atu kan... wahaha! jadinyaaaaa..

Tapi sayangnya.. ia inda tau aku siapa pun. No.. I don't even have any intention to macam sibuk kan berkenalan sama ia. Cause nampak high-standard berabis bah ya ah! Nampak loaded che~ so I know where I'm standing. Waseh! And hmm.. ia pun banyak peminat jua bah rupanya. Cause I thought selama ani, aku nganya minat ia ani. huhuhu. Rupanya ada jua yang minat ia jua. kekekeke. Hahaha~

Until now, banyak-banyak urang yang ku terminat, for me.. he is the cutest!!!!! :D And it was till last year, I knew ia melibatkan diri dalam benda blogging memblogging ani. Quite famous though blog nya.. but then he moved domain or barangkali ia tutup. So yeah... :)

I'm giving a clue kan ni sini ani? untuk siapa ia... huhu. For those who are with me, tau tu siapa yaaa.. hahaha! Because.. oh yeah! I USED TO HAVE A HEAVY CRUSH ON HIM!! Gilerr~ berabis tu....

Hahaha. Chaliee ahh.. apa yg ku buat dulu atu... hahaha!! Macam-macam lah.. just to know more about him. Oooo.. I even know when he was born. And oh well.. his phone number too! But inda ku sibuk kan menelipun. *lol* Mana ia tinggal pun aku tauu kaaayy~~ hahaha! :p That's what you get if you are obsessed with such a person! hahaha. chalie ehh!

Until now, his house phone number still stick in my mind! Huhuhu. Kalau ia inda tukar, I think I can still call him, ne? Hahaha! Nadalah. I'm happy to see him happy right now! He's now happy in relationship with one whom I should considered as one of the most beautiful girl :)

*Bless on the guy who used to give me inspiration to go to school!!!!*

If I were to cerita pasal him.. sampai esok pun inda siap ni! so rather not ;) But I tell you.. crushing him is the sweetest memories I have in high school! :) Nanti ahh ada masa aku cerita pasal ia lagi ah... huhu *peace*

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Name:Mr. BBG a.ka. Mr. Brown Belt Guy!
Time: Early PU-1
I had a good time hang out with this guy. The only one yang danganku selalu akhir balik kalau aku stayback. I almost (baik jua inda, Alhamdulillah~) had a serious fling with him dulu atu, though I know ia ada girlfriend. *coughs* Nope.. I'm not the evil person here. It's just him. He used to have a problem with the girlfriend. Inda stable pasal girlfriendnya is in another state. So ia felt insecure. And I was there to give him this so-called advice. *lol* Nasib jua inda ah! Pasal rupanya in the same time, he got a fling with this two girls! WAHHHH! Player rupanya anak ani. I met his girlfriend once. And hey.. his girlfriend is so baik. And me and the girlfriend used to be SMS-Friend. huhuhu. I saw their MSN PM's..and seems like that okay sudah masa ani durang punya relationship. Eh.. inda kan inda kan?? Capi tu mun inda..! It's almost 3 years sudah since I left high school!! :)



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Name: Si Great Eyes!
Time: Early PU-2
When I told Muna just now about this, she was like "AH! ATU PURE MELAYU!" I laughed on her thoughts like that. hahahaha! Atu banar inda Pure inda ku tau tu ahh! I had a good time knowing him. Even though we never talked that much in person. We texted. And he was there for a while to help me with filling in the UCAS form and helped me sikit on what to choose for my degree course. But then, lapas tu aku lost contact.

Oh.. he got the nickname pasal matanya lawa. :) And he looked like this Bollywood actor I looove so much!! You guys know Arjun Rampal? Oh yeah.. catulah muanya. Masa dulu lah... masa ani inda plang. Jauh pulang. Macam langit dan bumi. Ooops! Arjun Rampal tu hot tu! Hahaha! Ia unfortunately inda. Matanya saja kali macam si Arjun. Yang selebihnya inda.

Still liking him sampai the day aku kan belayar ke UK! Hahaha! Lapas tu.. lupatah ku kan ia! Hahahaha! :p~~~~! *evil*

Then came---


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Mr. Bestfriend!!
He is my bestfriend. The only guy aku pernah close berabis. Close se-close nya. That I cannot help myself but to fall for him. With him are all sweet memories. Siuk. You can consider this as I'm falling hard this time. But.....

Enough said. Full stop.

So he is the last person so far I've been having crush for.


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Currently~! I have no one! Well no one! Benar. Kalau ada pun... errr.... I just don't wanna jinx it! I don't wanna fall hard this time. It hurts mayn! Berabisly!

For now, I will tell you guy. He goes by the name Mr.Arashi.

Why Mr. Arashi?
No. He's not Japanese. hehehe. I wish ia Japanese. hahaha!
He's Malay.
Arashi is Japanese for Rainbow.
He is like rainbow. He appears sometimes saja. Once in a while. And once he appears, he carved smile on my face. He gave colours to my day. Sounds exaggerating... inda! Aku inda exaggerate. Ia cali bah! Aku suka bah.

Atu sajalah dapat ku bagitau right now. No more, no less.
Have to be careful this time :)

I've said it kan.. it's one of the thing I'm looking forward *flush my head in the toilet bowl* HAHAHA! *bury my head into the ground*

Like orang tua-tua always said, ada jodoh inda ke mana tu. If the jodoh said I'm going to end with him.. iatah tu. Mun bukan, bukan tah tu!! huhuhu. UDAH ATUUUUUU~~! hahaha!


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So yeah.. that's it. :) Kalau lah kamu pernah-pernah liat kan this guy I'm talking about kan.. gerenti kamu terkejut! Pasal lain-lain ni mua durang ahhh... hahaha!

And Muna gave me a conclusion just now. Actually, aku suka urang character-wise. Well.. banar kali. Because for all these guys I've stated above.. they shared one character! DURANG PENDIAM!!! hahaha!

So basically, aku suka Pendiam guy! :) Inda kira muka pun actually.. as long as that person baik.. and I feel like I could fit in with him.. I'm okay with it :)

And just now kami cerita-cerita, Hanna and Qil told something about our future husband tend to have some qualities from our dad. Hmmm... kalau kan ku kira-kira kan... yang terdapat qualities of my dad antara di atas atu.... hmm... 2 of them. I won't tell who ;) That's for sure something very personal, ne~~~?

Siapa pernah jumpa my dad.. i think could figure out who are those two :)

Okeh minna~ it's 11.30pm sudah!
I want to tidur.
I'm trying my best to bangun awal esok!!
Have to finish my coursework esok! MESTI ni!! Duh~ mun namanya hari Khamis dang mengantar... hahaha! :p



Oyasuminasai minna~! ^^

Assalammualaikum ^^


p/s: Wish me good luck with my coursework!!! AMIN :) :)

3 Love Letters

First of all, I wanted to say... *formal* I woke up late today! 10.30am! HEHEHE! Well.. I was fully awake at 8am just now. But then I cuddled back and bangun semula at 10.30am! *lol* Well.. you can say I'm kinda forcing my laziness to go back to its original state. huhuhu.

Anyway, I had a good breakfast. INDOMIE! and half-fried egg! Nyum~ and a mug of Milo!! I feel so energized today! I hope I won't fall asleep karang lecture patang ani. Anyway, as usual for my daily reads, I went to KATTUNLOVE. And I played with this again.

Someone in KATTUNLOVE posted a website that you could put your name inside it and it will generate you a love letter that any KAT-TUN members konon-kononnya hantar lah tu! huhu. I was kinda frustrated though, pasal yesterday I went to this site.. and I got different KAT-TUN members with different names I put it. And the best was from Kamenashi Kazuya ♥ ♥

The rest I got yesterday were from Akanishi Jin and Nakamaru Yuichi.

But then too bad, I don't know how to read Japanese so there's no use in playing it, right? *lol*

So when I went to the community lagi sekali today, someone kindly translated all the letters being generated from the site. So I said.. since now I have the translation.. why not I play it once again, kan?

So went back to the site. And tried all the different names I have!!

I tried: Rusydiah, Rusy and Shee! ♥

AND.. FOR ALL THESE THREE NAMES, I GOT THREE DIFFERENT LOVE LETTERS FROM A SAME PERSON!!!!!!! wawawawawaaa~~~

No!! It's not from Kamenashi Kazuya! Not even Ueda!! BUT...

BUT--

BUT-----

IT'S FROM AKANISHI JIN~~!!!
my #1 sex bomb! *coughs*

NO....! aku inda mauuuuu! ia playboy!! lol. *emosi sekampung aku ahhhh!!!* huhuhu.

Anyway, feel free to read those love letters from him!
I guess my name is well-blended with him.
Maybe we are meant for each other after all! ♥

Jin, I'll try my best to love you.... it's up to your efforts to get me from your bestfriend, Kame-kun! Ok?

Ikimasu~ Here we go~!

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#1
Rusyちゃんへ

えっと・・・実は昨日、田中 聖から相談があって、どうしても伝えて欲しいって内容なんだけどさ・・・。
田中 聖、Rusyちゃんの事が好きなんだって。
それを伝えてって頼まれちゃってさ・・・。
以前にみんなでＴＢＳに遊びに行ったじゃん？
その時にRusyちゃんと一緒に遊んでて、好きになっちゃったって言ってたよ。
Rusyちゃんは・・・、田中 聖の事好き？

えっと、その、言いにくいんだけどさ、俺・・・、田中 聖は友達だし、付き合いも長いんだけどさ、俺もRusyちゃんの事が好きなんだ！
いや・・・田中 聖のことなんてどうでもいい。
俺、Rusyちゃんと一緒にいたい、もう好きで好きでたまらないんだ！

俺の事、軽蔑したかな、当然だよね。
でも俺がRusyちゃんを好きだって気持ちは誰にも負けない。
覚えてるかな？
まだ二人とも小さかったとき、二人で親に内緒でテレアサに行って、ウチワを買ってお互いにプレゼントしあったこと。
今でも俺の宝物なんだ。
3月1日の18時にテレアサで宝物を持って待ってる。
ずっと待ってるから・・・。

赤西 仁


To Rusy-chan

Um...the truth is, I had a talk with Tanaka Kouki yesterday, and he had something which he wanted to express to you no matter what...
Tanaka Kouki said he's in love with Rusy-chan.
He asked me to let you know...
Previously we all hung out at TBS together, right?
He said that he fell in love with Rusy-chan when you were hanging out together at the time.
Rusy-chan...do you love Tanaka Kouki?

Um, that is, it's difficult to say but, I...Tanaka Kouki's my friend, and we've been friends for a long time, but I'm in love with Rusy-chan too!
No...for some reason I don't care about Tanaka Kouki.
I want to be with Rusy-chan, I love you so much!

I guess you've rejected me, and that's natural, huh.
But my feelings of love for Rusy-chan won't lose out to anyone.
You remember, don't you?
When we were both kids, we went to TV Asahi without telling our parents and bought fans to give to each other.
Even now that fan is a treasure to me.
On the 1st of March at 6pm, I'll wait for you at TV Asahi with that treasure.
Because I'll wait for you forever...

Akanishi Jin

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Sheeちゃん

Sheeちゃんに初めて会ったのはジャニーズ事務所だったね。
あの時は一目ぼれでした。
Sheeちゃんのその笑顔に本気でほれちゃったんだ。
今までで３回告白したんだよね。。。
でも、その度に振られちゃってさ・・・。タイミングが悪いんだよなぁ俺・・・。
俺が凄く忙しくて困ってる時にかけてくれる優しい一言、体調が悪くて苦しい時に心配してくれる心・・・。
あきらめようと思ってもSheeちゃんのこﾆ本気で好きになっちゃうんだ。
田中 聖や亀梨 和也が、Sheeちゃんの事を好きだって聞いちゃって、取られなくないって思って4度目の告白。。。
さすがにしつこいって思ってるよな。。。
でもいいんだ。
俺はSheeちゃんの事を想い続けてるよ。
Sheeちゃんにもらった、アルバムCDがいつまでも俺の宝物。
いつか俺に振り向いてくれる時がきてくれると信じてる。

赤西 仁


Shee-chan

The first time I met you was at the Johnny's office, wasn't it?
At that time it was love at first sight.
I seriously fell in love with Shee-chan's smile.
Up till now I've confessed to you three times, huh...
But those times I was rejected...I guess I've got bad timing huh...
The gentle words you'd say to me when I was so busy I was troubled, your heart that worried for me when my physical condition was bad and I was going through painful times...
Even if I think I should give up on you, I've seriously fallen in love with you.
I heard Tanaka Kouki and Kamenashi Kazuya like Shee-chan, but I couldn't take it so this is my fourth confession...
You're thinking I'm being so typically persistent, huh...
But that's okay.
I will continue to feel for Rusy-chan.
The CD album Rusy-chan gave me will be my treasure forever.
I believe there will come a time when you will finally look at me.

Akanishi Jin


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Rusydiahちゃんへ

なんでRusydiahちゃんは、俺の事を好きになってくれないんだろう？
なんでRusydiahちゃんは、中丸 雄一のギャグで笑ってるのだろう？
もうやめて欲しい・・・。
もっと俺と話をして欲しい、俺の事を見てほしいんだ。
確かに俺は自分勝手、Rusydiahちゃんの事をあまり考えてないかもしれない。
でも、いつも俺は応援してるんだよ。
Rusydiahちゃんの事を一番に考えてるんだよ。
Rusydiahちゃんに俺は映ってる？
中丸 雄一、田中 聖ばかり見てないでもっと俺を見て欲しいんだ！

ムリだったら言って欲しい。
そうしてくれたら諦めることができるから。
じゃないと、Rusydiahちゃんの事ばかり考えて、Rusydiahちゃんの事ばかり見つめちゃって・・・
もっともっと好きになってしまうから。
俺がジャニーズショップに行った時、Rusydiahちゃんの事ばかり考えて何も手に付かないのを知ってる？
今度会う時は少しでも話がしたい。

お願いだ・・・
赤西 仁を好きになってください。


To Rusydiah-chan

Why is it Rusydiah-chan won't fall in love with me?
Why is it Rusydiah-chan is laughing at Nakamaru Yuichi's jokes?
I want you to stop already...
I want you to talk to me more, I want you to look at me.
It's true I may have selfishly not given Rusydiah-chan much thought.
But I'm always supporting you.
I think of Rusydiah-chan as my number one.
Am I suited for you?
I want you to stop looking at Nakamaru Yuichi and Tanaka Kouki and look more at me!

If that's impossible I want you to tell me.
If you do that for me I'll be able to give up on you.
If you don't, I'll be thinking of nothing but Rusydiah-chan, I'll be looking at nothing but Rusydiah-chan...
I'll end up loving you even more.
That time I went to the Johnny's shop, did you know I was thinking about nothing but you so much so that I couldn't concentrate?
The next time we see each other I want to talk to you even if it's just a little.

Please...
Please fall in love with Akanishi Jin.


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KYAAAAAA~~~~!!
Kesian jua my Bakanishi ani~! =(
He has confessed his love to me three times, and I've rejected it!!
And he's willing to wait for me!!

Senyuuum ku membaca!! Oh Jin~~ after all, you just carved smile into my face!

Cute bila kononnya si Jin cakap "Please..please fall in love with Akanishi Jin"
Merayuuu che~ atu yang ku kalah tu nah!! Cair ku.....................

Sigh! Mun banar wah benda ani.. gilerr.. angau ku ni.. sepurnama ku inda betidur ni!! hahaha!

Happy membaca kamu.. kalau kamu baca pun kamu senyum ni... *lol*

So siapa mau play this.. and tell me who you get!

Go this site: http://yan-cocktail.sakura.ne.jp/love/3/
(Just fill in your name there, and takan Enter!)

To those who can read Japanese, easy lah.. you can just read it straight off from the site.

But for those who doesn't,

copy any random,long words from the letter

and--

go to this site: http://pinkulemon.livejournal.com/2018.html
( Ctrl+Find the word you copied just now! And JENG~! That's your love letter! Scroll it down for translation ^^ )

If words yang kamu cari tu nada, try it for the second time with diff. words, but if masih jua nada.. tell me! I'll help you guys to request for the translation, ne? huhuhu~~~! ;)

It's gonna be hard if you guys dapat Ueda! Coz Ueda punya translation nada dalam that site. But we could always request it for sure ;) She's willing to help tuuu... :)

Selamat Bermain~! ♥♥

Flushing My Head into the Toilet Bowl!! *LOL*

*coughs* *coughs*
Jadinya... inda tau malu kali si Shee ani menglooking-forward benda yang nada-nada. Hmm.. I wonder why did I mention about things I'm looking forward to.... *lol* Aihs. membari malu. To those who know.. ehem.. you know who you are... ssshh! diam-diam saja ahh.

Stress banar.. sampai inda sadar apa yang ditaip. Hehehehe :p But well yeah.. let's just look forward for something fresh and new. Like what I've mentioned in previous post. HAHAHA! There you go again, Shee! *flush my head into the toilet bowl*

Okay. Brain ku ngalih. Berabisly exhausted. Past my sleeping time already. I can, if I don't want to tidur tonight. But.. aku inda mau bawa-i eyh.. coz later I have afternoon lectures.

I feel really,really,really hungry right now. I was supposed to go downstairs just now. But it was freaking dark downstairs. Eh! Sasakku eh urg suka tutup lampu semua ani! :s And aku takut.. so aku inda jadi turun. Plus.. it was raining outside. And something wild and horrific went into my mind just now. So I was halfway on the tangga to go downstairs, and I went up semula. Hehehe! Awu, takut ku tiba-tiba! So I rather not go turun and encounter apa-apa benda there. hehehehe. Furthermore, orang lain di rumah ani tidur sudah. So.. yeah. makin tah ku takut. hehehehe.

I was supposed to watch My Boss My Hero Episode 7 just now at 10pm. But luan siuk sangat kan membuat keraja atu, I just ignored it. Sigh~ Sorry Mr. Nagase Tomoya.. I can't make love with you tonight! HAHAHAHA! *flushing my head into the toilet bowl once again*

Oyasuminasai minna~! ^^

Assalammualaikum :)

Shinpai da... =(

Tag Reply:
♥ Tika: HAHAHAHAHA!! Urg banar. Gmbarnya masa damit. So I guess ia..err..tua kali masa ani? HAHAHAHA! Nadalah Ka.. it's just my haha ( 母) being sarcastic! Pasal anaknya sorang ani inda mau belajar bah. Iatah kan dikahwinkannya sama lelaki berkenaan. *coughs* Lawa kah Ka bagi pendapat mu? HAHA! :p

I'll let the post open to comments! :p~

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Konbanwa minna~!

Dou shiteru? Genki?
Watashi strezu desu. =(

I just came home from the 5pm Psychology of Addiction lecture. And now I'm sitting in front of my pc..well actually.. to sambung buat my coursework Nutrient-Gene which is hell-yeah PAYAH! ='( *mutters curse*

Membagi mintal. I NEED HEELLPP!!!! Like Hanna said, if there are ever in this world things such as mantra exist, sanggup ku ni meredah lautan api to ask for that mantra so that I could just finish off all of the courseworks in seconds and get a flying colour grade! But.. well everyone knows it's impossible, ne?

I do really need to excel this coursework. The only coursework for the most difficult module on earth, Nutrient-Gene Interaction. Gosh! Why is it so complicated? Naze?

Shinpai da. =(

I have this feeling of jumping out through the window from my room. But I'm not BAKA enough to do that. Ehhh! Mintal ku!

I want to finish off the coursework.. but the answer.. I just don't get it! I don't know where to find the answer. Even in the lecture notes, the answer does not exist. So how now brown cow?

MA~~! Send me an angel right now... to help me pass through this!

*prays hard* I need to get a good mark for this one! Please......

Ahh.. talking about having a good mark, it will be a good thing for me so for sure it will make me feel good, ne?

I can't wait for Easter Break! :) Where there are no lectures but more time to focus on my dissertation! Dissertation!!! YAY! riiighhht?

Things I'm looking forward:
♥ Good things to happen between me and Mr. Arashi plis~! Thank You! :) AMIN!!! *lol* I wish!!! lol!!
♥ GRADUATION OF COURSE!!

Eh atu saja kah? Oh yeah! For now, atu saja! I'll add some more nanti ;)

I better buat my kerja now! :)

Please pray for my well-being. I don't feel healthy these days.

Mata ne~! ^^

Assalammualaikum :)

Bakal Menantu Mama??

BAKAL MENANTU MAMAKU??????






My brother told me.
(NO! Bukan boyfriend adiku)
So, if ia bukan boyfriend adiku... meaning... ia... BAKAL LAKIKU????


ANI BAKAL LAKIKU????

*speechless*

I WAS SHOCKED! 0____o?

BABY!! YOU ARE AWESOME!! ^^

I LOVE THIS BOY
"I'M- GOING- TO- EAT- YOU- ALIVE!!" LOOK!

You... ? Don't Mind Me.. I'm on MS!

DISCLAIMER: Sorry on earlier notice. This post does not to apply to individual. But it applied to everyone out there. I read an old post in my boys' Nikki and it gave me this surge to post something bitter. No one should terasa about this post. Because.. what I'm talking about is everyone's mistake. It's your mistakes and it's my mistakes too. Let's look at ourselves more and aware of our surroundings, ne? And world will be a peaceful place to live in if all people are like that. Sigh. It is so sad to think about people's drastic changes! Changes without notice. For God's sake, at least you should tell the people who cared about you that you gonna change. Don't just plunge yourself to the pool of changes like that. At least say, "I'm sorry but I would be away for a while for some [fill in the reasons]". People for sure will respect you for that and will let you go dengan senang hati. Ani..don't tinggalkan orang catu saja. Leaving the person in awfulness. I know, in achieving our ambition and dreams.. we have to be selfish. I am all maklum about that. But for the bonds that we made, for the times that we went through.. it's so sayang some times things just end like that. We started it properly, so please do end it properly. It's like macam.. if a person have a boyfriend, then he said "let's break up" without reasons. It hurts, kan? I don't know, I haven't been there. But I saw the girlfriend tend to cry.. so I guess it is hurting after all. Gosh! What a buruk example I've got here.And sometimes tu kan, some people if they keboringan.. they just like kacau you inda kira time. And with a feeling of care and friendship, I'll layan ia. But then sudah ia ada kawan baru, inda tia beguna lagi kan diri. It's like.. seperti peribahasa Melayu "sudah ada gading, tanduk tidak berguna lagi" Have heard of that? I'm pretty sure everyone has heard of that. Like Nakamaru said, whatever happens in the near future, married or not, have kids or not, far or near, I will always try my best to keep in touch with the friends. Ahh~ I do want to be like that too, ne? I just don't wanna cakap saja. Hate it when people tau cakap saja.. kononnya bestfriend forever lah! Tia karang. Janji-janji manis.ARGGHHH.. Bitter, am I? Didn't mean to. It's just something I need to let out. Have been keeping it to myself. After all, friends come and go. When they come back to you, adatah tu hajatnya. And when they go, they won't look back to your good deeds or memories. du~du~ I learnt something by posting this. Not feeling good either. Not feeling bad. Just right there. I won't repeat the bad I posted here. For sure, if I'm changing and I don't want to be disturb.. I will tell directly. I have my courage. Nakamaru just gave me one. I just don't wanna act macam si-tayi jua eh. huhuhu~ Enough said, I have coursework due next week. Must siap today! For today and the upcoming days.. I'll live by my boys' name and my family. Mata Ne~! ^^ Assalammmualaikum.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ LIZAAAA!! HAAAPPY BIRTHDAAAYYYYY!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

24th february 2008

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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may You have a BLAST on your birthday!

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may ALLAH bless You always!

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and ALL THE BEST!!
I MISS YOUUUUUU

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LOTS OF LOVE,
RUSYDIAH SUDIN ♥

p/s: Gomennasai Liza~ I don't have many pictures to make a banner for you.. neither do I have your recent picture in my keeps. =( Sorrryy.....

♥♥♥♥ HAAAPPPPYY~ HAAAPPPY~ BIRTHDAYYYY ♥♥♥♥

YATTA! Pukul 12 sudaaaahhh!

23rd FEBRUARY 2008!!!!!

TWO IMPORTANT EVENTS ARE HAPPENING BOTH IN MY WONDERLAND AND MY REAL WORLD!!!

LET'S CHECK OUT WHAT'S HAPPENING IN REAL WORLD FIRST, NE? =)

HAPPPPPPYYYY BIRTHDAAAYYYYYYYYYY TO YOUUUU~

HAPPPPPPYYYY BIRTHDAAAYYYYYYYY~ TO YOUUUU~

HAPPPY BIRTHDAYY TO ATIKA-CHAN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~~~~!!

*singing proudly and loud with my very 'lawa' soprano voice!*

TIKA-CHAN~!
This banner below is made with an objective to remind you

TO STAY YOUNG AT HEART FOREVER~
Babe~!

The sunset on the banner is just so random. Because I don't know what to draw. Gomennasai~ but let's see it in this way. You are like a sunshine~ that will keep shining my life with your smiles and positive thoughts. Thanks babe, for always there for me! ♥ ♥

For the birds flying towards the sun... macam you jua.. CAREFREE~~~!! :)

Thanks for bearing with me for all this time and understanding that I live in two different worlds! You are definitely THE BESTEST!!! Anata wo suki desu, Atika-chan! Hontto ni!! BERABIS BERABIS AKU SAYAAAANG KAUUUU~! Hanya kau sahaja yang bisa fahami hati ini dalam-sedalamnya~

The flower... hmm.. it's so unique. The meaning behind those, for all your sweet fragrance... you have make my real world smells so nice~~~~! Arigato ne.. tomodachi~! ♥

For all the colourful and child-like banner, I apologise... but.. it's just so spontaneous. Stay Young at Heart~ forever as we ages, babe! ♥

It sounds exaggerating, right? But.... hontto ni! I'm not. I meant it, deep down from my heart who loooooooveees youuu so much!!

Lastly but not the least, the usual wish.. semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki hendaknya. Semoga sukses dan berjaya selalu dalam bidang yang diceburi dan mencapai cita-cita yang telah diimpikan sekian lama~ LET'S GO TO NEW YORK together babe!!!!!! *cough, kraja plang dulu tu... hehehehe*

GANBATTE NE!!!! ♥

May ALLAH BLESS YOU ALWAYS WITH RAHMAT AND BERKAT-NYA.. Amin =)

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IN MY WONDERLAND~! \\^o^//



To the guy I love so much~~~! ♥ ♥
To the guy who never hurt me...
To the guy who always make me laugh..
Make my life a wonderful one...
Otanjyoubi Omedettou, my dearest Kamenashi~!
Thanks for always be there for me~!
Forever please be my side~
As I cannot live without you!!

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY SAYANGKU,
KAZUYA~~! ♥ ♥

I LOVE YOU BOTH, ATIKA-CHAN AND KAMENASHI-KUN~!

ZUTTO SOBA NI IRU KARA!

Because MY LIFE IS RAINBOW with BOTH OF YOU IN IT!

ARIGATO GOZAIMASU, NE~! ♥♥

LOTS OF LOVE, BIG HUGS AND MILLION KISSES....
FROM THE ONE AND ONLY,
RUSYDIAH SUDIN ^^






AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI KEBANGSAAN YANG KE 24 TAHUN!!!
*TUNAS BANGSA*

Happy 14th Birthday Sayang~ ♥♥♥

OTANJYOUBI OMEDETTOU

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MY BELOVED 弟

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ALAI AJWAD ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Kaka doakan semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. Sihat selalu. Menjadi anak yang pintar dan bijaksana. Contoh terbaik buat anak-anak lelaki dalam family kita! Success dalam segala-galanya. Jadi lah anak yang soleh.

And Kaka also doakan semoga jangan terus 'membesar' because kaka is worrying about that so much. Kurang-kurangkan lah consumption mu wahai adikku~ because you know how much I love you, right?

Kaka realised kaka inda banyak spent time with kau last time masa Kaka balik summer tahun lapas..pasal kau masih sekulah jua kan, and banyak sungguh kerja hendak dibuat. Insya-Allah, if inda ada apa-apa hal... murah rezeki.. we will be meeting soon.. and we will be spending more time together. Okay?

I hope you will do good in your exam!!! PMB ni sayang tahun ani.... semoga mendapat keputusan yang cemerlang dalam peperiksaan mu tahun ini. Itu doa kaka :) Amin.

Last but not least, hope you are celebrating your 14th years ruling the world and rockin' our family!

I miss you and always love you, Alai~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


Lots of ♥ ♥,
Your one and only Kaka...
Rusydiah Sudin ♥ ♥

I ♥ CARTOON KAT-TUN~~!♥♥ #1

I felt bubbly today. I didn't do any work since I came home this afternoon. Like I said before, I was so tired. Here we go~ I'm complaining again. My brain just cannot take any workload for today. So I rather called it as a day off. It's half past ten already. I should go to sleep and rest my body.

But before that, as usual, I had a good watch with CTKT show! The show where all my love is~ ♥

Someone's birthday is coming sooooon.... *wink* 4 of my beloved ones!!! Can't wait!!

Nah~ I was supposed to talk about the CTKT I watched just now.

♥♥♥♥KAT-TUN on MEETING SUPERSTARS!♥♥♥♥

I was gonna say.. my boys are definitely the luckiest J-Pop Group ever!! BECAUSE they had the upfront chance to meet SUPERSTARS! And even showed off their skills to the SUPERSTARS!!! And even exchanged presents with them!! Kakkoi, ne??

This time, they met ALICIA KEYS! And Nakamaru did it again! He showed his beat-boxing skills and Alicia Keys was amused by that.
From KAT-TUN to ALICIA: Magic Kits for Beginners'
From ALICIA to KAT-TUN: Different kind of hats that Alicia would just choose for each of them.

Nakamaru had met NICHOLAS CAGE in person where he just wasted Nicholas Cage's precious time down the drain talking nonsense and Nicholas Cage can't even understand what he's talking about. Poor Nakamaru~ XD [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWW4B1npn38]
From NAKAMARU to NICHOLAS: Some sweets/delicacies. But lousy Nakamaru, he forgot to give that to Nicholas as he was under critical nervous-wreck! *lol*

They've met AVRIL LAVIGNE and played dart with her! Phew~ my boys are so,so lucky!! ♥
From KAT-TUN to AVRIL LAVIGNE: A pink kimono~
From AVRIL LAVIGNE to KAT-TUN: [err..I can't remember]-i'll find out yah! huhuhu.

EPISODE 13 will be the BEST for KOKI, i think! They met NE-YO!!! You just can see the change in NE-YO's face as soon as Ne-Yo appeared right in front of them. He felt so fluttered~
From KAT-TUN to NE-YO: Original sneakers designed by KOKI, in which Ne-Yo wore during his tour concert in Japan! Ahhh~ lucky Koki!!! Koki, being an emotional, he cried happy tears. Aww.. Koki~! *hugs*
From NE-YO to KAT-TUN: Ne-Yo Official T-Shirts [Limited Edition] and New Single.

They even met RIHANNA.
From KAT-TUN to RIHANNA: Original Hat designed and ordered by KAT-TUN.
From RIHANNA to KAT-TUN: Duh~ what would you expect? Definitely an umbrella! But this is not a normal umbrella! It is an autographed umbrella for each member!!!

*imagining KAT-TUN buat tarian payung! I will definitely died on the spot* hahaha! :p

Then they met ALY&AJ. This was quite funny. I like Jin here. He's acting dorky. And when Jin acts dorky and being baka, I cannot help myself but to loooove him~! *lol*
From KAT-TUN to ALY&AJ: Rodeo Ball
From ALY&AJ to KAT-TUN: ALY&AJ Hello Kitty T-Shirts

I do have proof on what I'm talking about! Well.. I supposed to have most of the episodes. But I just killed them along with my hard disk ='(

I hate myself for being careless. I don't know where could I get the episodes anymore, since the server to download the episodes are now down. I don't know why. And Chikara21 have to ask people to upload it to mediafire as a keep and keep links posted.

Anyway, I should go to sleep now. I wanna dream about Kame.

♥♥♥♥KAT-TUN on ASIAN MEDICINE♥♥♥♥

Oh matte~ before I go.. the CTKT show just now did an insight on people's health. They have real doctors on the studio! 3 doctors. 1 GP, 1 dermatalogist and 1 a specialist in Asian Medicine. Kame tried out on the Asian Medicine specialist. And he got a masssage on his feet.

Then there's this one moment, the specialist massaged hard on specific area of his foot and he screamed in agony! Then the specialist told him, he have a problem with his gallbladder. And the specialist continued massaged down the foot, and he found it so painful that he twisted 360 degrees. *lol* The specialist told him that he have problems with his intestines.

Sigh. Kame~ he has not been eating properly!! He has been eating steaks everyday to get his body build for his latest drama. Oh my~ he needs Ueda's advice on this. But... knowing Kame~! who is such hard-headed, he will never listened to what Ueda said!! Poor Ueda :(

I will work hard, so I could be a good nutritionist and feed Kame properly! Ganbatte, Rusy-chan!♥

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I knew I learnt a lot by watching these shows. It's not just a show with what-you-think-stupid- pretty boys.. they are such brilliant boys! Like us.. in our age.. they need more time to learn new stuffs. Ganbatte ne, KAT-TUN! I will always be by your side~♥

I will get more reviews done for other KAT-TUN's CTKT if I have free time, okeh?
*cakap sendiri* You are most welcome, Shee! ♥♥ I love you. *hahaha!*

Okeh.. off to bed now!!! ^^

Oyasuminasai minna~! Sweet dream~

Assalammualaikum -_-zz

MY DAILY "NEWSPAPER"

Have you guys ever wondered if...... if...... I actually know what actually revolves around Brunei?
Sadly, no!

Wonder why? Because I don't like readings online newspaper. Furthermore, I find it very hard to navigate around with the BB Site and even the Media Permata Site.

And so, I am so behind when it comes to what happen in my beloved country. Love tah tu.. if you don't even know what actually happened? *blush*

Oh well.. I got some hits on current news by blog-hopping. And atupun verrry jarang. Not as frequent as dulu-dulu.

I don't go to BruDirect pun. If BB Site pun, aku malas kan pergi..apa lagi BruDirect. Yang terlalu banyak iklan ahh..and terlalu colourful for me. Sigh.

It's just me I guess. Too used for simple stuffs.

Cuba nah.. kalau inda kana suruh inda ku membaca tu BruDirect aah... and sandinya, the latest news aku baca dari sana was pasal Lipas Berkepala Ambuk ahh! Because I was so curious when Die told me about it.

YES! Di rumah ani... the only one yang update apa-apa pasal Brunei is Die. And.. Hanna sometimes. And the least, errr... I think it's me! For goodness sake, this is sungguh memalukan. huhuhu~

So lately, I've been getting in and out of Rano's. Atu pun I skimmed through saja. Don't even care to read apa. Liat gambar saja. Hahaha! Larap! Larap!

So Rano's and Kurapak's are now added to my daily reads. Well.. sort of. Like if aku ingat, I'll go to their site. If not, hmm.. harem sehari tu ku kan pergi sana. huhuhu~

Kamu..pahamkah kamu apa ku cakap? Actually, nada objective bah benda ani! I just want you guys to know apa kawan kamu yang seorang ani buat hari-hari on the net? if she's not doing her work and not watching cerita? Well..apart from blogging.

SHE READS.

And what does she read?

• Wake up early in the morning
• switch on my PC
• Mandi
• Get my breakfast ready,
• Eat in front of the PC
• AND... read MY DAILY "NEWSPAPER"

And want to know what she reads?

SHE READ THESE (in order, onegaishimasu)

• kattunlove
• yamapi_jweb
• news_jpop
• ryopilover
• chikara21
• imparfaition
• Binan no Nikki

Note: If interested to know what she reads, roll over your mouse to the title above. And click.

After semua ani done, then.... baru tah I go to

my other friends' blog: as in the housemates' blog and the girls' blog - as of being listed on the sidebars under More Loves.

And usually end it with...

• Rano's
• Kurapak's

(atupun if I don't have to rush for school. If not, I have to drop it lah. And when I get home, I tend to forget. And skip them over the first list. *larap* eh)

AND... the cycle continues for NIGHT SESSION! *lol*

Basically, I'm more updated with what happened to the Japanese then to Bruneian. Oh~ I'm such a lupa daratan :( Sedih tho.. but just wait... few more months, and I'll get back to where I'd read newspapers kulit-ke-kulit. Jangan inda alang-alang. Abis bepisi tu karang. PELITA BRUNEI pun ku inda pernah miss if ku di Brunei...

YATTA!\\^__^//
Habis download CTKT Episode 42 ku~!
Off to watch it.

Ja Ne~! ^^


p/s: ahh..menunggu abis downloading panya anak ani. padan jua antah apa-apa pun ia cakap. hahahaha..!

Ngalih

Ngalih. Not ngalih pasal buat previous post. Tapi ngalih pasal brain ku saturated. Berabis! ARGH! Too much of nutrient-gene I guess. If this continues, I might end up not liking it. :(

Okeh. I'll go and watch My Boss My Hero first! Wanna have a good laugh!

Ja Ne~! ^^

Assalamualaikum ^^

Non-Pretty-but-cute-or-sexy-or-maybe handsome Japanese boys! huhuhu. I liiike~~!

Tag Replies:

♥ Ta: Ooooo.. hehe. Half of the heart is here lah.. with me!! Kalau whole heart arah Liyana.. inda ku berjantung tu ehh! *meninggal aja gw* nanti! huhuhu =p

♥ Tika: THAAANXXX!!!! Aku tu tadi kan.. blur bah. Inda ku tau apakan diblog, tapi aku tau aku mau blogging. Then when I saw your TAG! Terus datang IDEA KU ani bahhhh!!! HAHAHAHA!!

So I guess.. I'll make my list of

NON-PRETTY JAPANESE BOYS!!

I've collected some of their pictures. And looked through the list of Japanese boys I knew! *lol*
Termasuk lah yang dulu-dulu ni ahh..zaman-zaman ku mengenal Jipun ani! Alaaaa.. inda kan inda ingat kan? Ituu.. zaman-zaman With Love bah~~~! *lol* OR should I say, zaman-zaman GTO (Great Teacher Onizuka). Poof.. I remembered sekajap atu.. punyalah hebat Japanese wave melanda negeri tani kan.... sekali... sekajap nganya! But it was really an AWESOME HIT! I tell you...

And sekali datang taufan Korea! Abis dimusnahkannya tsunami dari Japan ahh! Di tiup nya balik ke Jipun. Sigh~ and until now.. taufan Korea masih lagi hebat melandat Brunei. Ish..Ish...

I was one of the mangsa tsunami Jipun ahh.. sekali datang taufan Korea.. aku hanyut sekajap. Tapi rupanya hanyut ku atu inda salah.. hehehe... hanyut ku balik mengikut arus hebat tsunami Jipun ahhh.. and saya masih survive sehingga sekarang. A year had passed :) Alhamdulillah. Huhuhu~ jadinyaa bangga aku ahhh... inda ngana-ngana.

Anywayyyy....

HERE WE ARE (NON-PRETTY JAPANESE BOYS!) - dari kaca mata ku ni ah. I have to susun it in alphabetically order since aku malas kan rank dari kaca mata ku. Pasal aku masih konpiyus. Aku takut if inda adil. Karang favouritisim luan banyak. I'll tell you guys later lah siapa my all-time favourite. But for now, I don't want to rank them... so I rather to put it like this.

From A to Z!!♥♥♥

IKIMASU~~~! ♥

HAYAMI MOKOMICHI
(Gokusen 2)
Met this guy during Gokusen 2. The guy who is soooo..sooo...sooo..TALL! The guy with a kiap all the time. But when I knew him, I've been married to Kame-kun~! :) So melepaslah cik kak oiii! *lol*

HIDETOSHI NAKATA
(Japanese footballer)
Lelaki idaman zaman World Cup 2002! Lurus kah tu? World Cup 2002 kan? But pokoknya.. time ku form 4/5. Ramai ni wanita Brunei gilerkan ia.. fanatik yooo!!

ICHIHARA HAYATO
(Chekerracho)
Just enough to fill in the silence of cuteness! :)


MUKAI OSAMU
( Honey and Clover, Bambino)
His cuteness in Honey and Clover is Simply Irresistible! *wink*


NAGASE TOMOYA
( Johnny's TOKIO, My Boss My Hero)
PRINCE CHARMING!!!!!!! *meninggal aja gw*


NAOHIKI FUJITO
(1 Litre of Tears, Proposal Daisakusen)
The SEXY doctor in One Litre of Tears!!!! HOT ni!! But sayang , for me he ages too fast. Nampak tuanya sudah ni ia ahh...

NISHIKIDO RYO
(Johnny's NEWS, 1 Litre of Tears, Attention Please)
I LOVE HIM!!! ♥♥♥♥♥


NARIMIYA HIROKI
(Gokusen 1, Stand Up, Honey and Clover)
Hmm..what to say about this guy? The naughtiness he possessed during Honey and Clover is so lovable :)

ODAGIRI JOE
( Met randomly)
He's an actor. Have not watched any of his movie/series. Knew him as of
Noriko-san's of Yukan Club husband.
Baru saja kahwin! :) OMEDETTOU JOE AND KASHII YUU!

OKADA JUNICHI
(Johnny's V6, SP)
Another one hottie that I haven't watched his series, SP as in Security Police. But his my husband's senpai. One of V6 member. The one who sang Gokusen 2 theme song, Feel Your Breeze.

OKADA YOSHINORI
(Nobuta Wo Produce, Hana Kimi, One Pound Gospel)
He is neither cute nor handsome. But he got this charm! I've fallen in love at first sight with him in One Pound Gospel. His appearance in NWP and Hana Kimi is being overshadowed by my own husband! err.. what can I say kan? :) But I can tell you.. he is charming in OPG! MUST WATCH! Onegaishimasu.... :)

SHUN OGURI
(Gokusen, Stand Up!!, Hana Yori Dango 1 & 2, Yuuki)
I LOVE HIM!!! ♥♥♥♥♥



TAKAHASHI ISSEI
(One Pound Gospel)
Ishizaka-san! The KAKKOI one!!!



TAKESHI KANESHIRO
(House of Flying Dagger, and some random Chinese movies)
Give me more of his movies and I'll put him in my Top 100!

TAKESHI SORIMACHI
(GREAT TEACHER ONIZUKA!!!)

ALL-TIME FAVOURITE!!!!!!♥♥♥
YUTAKA TAKENOUCHI
(With Love, Shotgun Marriage, Long Vacation)
The main reason why tsunami Jipun hit Brunei!
For me, lelaki idaman tahun 1999-2001 ♥

So did I miss anyone, here? If do, please list and I'll put it up here :) But have to go under my approval first lah ahh... if I don't know him. But if I do know him, maybe I'll put him up here on this list.


Wahh! Ngalih ehhh! Buat benda cani ehhh!! huhuhu~

Aku rehat dulu ahhh~!

Mata Ne~!

Assalammualaikum ^^