Salam Aidilfitri 1429H

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

Ku pohon kemaafan dari kamu semua, wahai teman-teman yang ku sayangi serta saudara saudari seagamaku, ampunkan segala salah dan silapku andai aku pernah terkasar bahasa dan menyinggung perasaan serta menyakitkan hati di bulan yang mulia penuh berkah ini. Halalkan makan dan minumku. Ku doakan kesejahteraan untuk semua, semoga panjang umur kerana sudi memaafkan diri yang hina ini.

Ikhlas,
Rusydiah Sudin
Brunei Darussalam.

Deep Apology

Dear beloved,

I owe a deep apology for any inconveniences I have caused regarding with my recent blog coverage. I am sorry, truly sorry because I did hurt someone with posts yang berkenaan. Didn't expect such thing could a chaos to someone beloved. I am truly, truly sorry. If anything happen within the hours and seconds the coverage have been posted, I admit my fault and take responsibility for any actions. In the future, I will make sure this thing won't happen again, not to someone beloved or other people. And last but not least, I am so sorry if sepanjang I mengenali dunia blogging, if I actually mentioned something yang menyinggung perasaan dan hati, harap dimaafkan salah saya dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kaki. Zahir dan Batin. No, not just because it is raya that I ask for an apology, but I do mean it. At my lowest, hontto ni, I seek forgiveness from you all and from here, I shall refain from blogging for a while for commiting such a crime. I can assure you that this kind of thing won't happened again. That's a mistake I should learn. I am so sorry! ='(


Yours sincerely,
Rusydiah
The Owner of Akira-Shock's blog.

Hancuuuuss!!!

Hancuuuuuuus!! Hancuuuusss!!
Apa ertinya Hancuus atu nahhh? Atu ertinya Hancur + Hangus = Hancuus! Cematulah ceritanyaaa!

I just finished my sahur and went to watch CTKT Episode 75 with Patricia Fielding! So whatever if it has been said Patricia Fielding of being an indigenous, creative stylist is an overstatement.. because she rocked the world! lol. Oh before I forgot the episode even mentioned of her being the personal stylist for Sex and The City movie. It was such an embarrassment for me to have Kame-kun shopping bra with her and the other two models. OMG! Talking about the two supermodels that Patricia dressed up was like! I felt like "ehhhh.. nada model lain lagi kah di Jepun atu kan disuruh turun jadi model?" At least, having Leah Dizon should be better, ne? I got annoyed with Osawa-san's punya ulah. Rola's behaviour was waaaayy better! Huhu.

And Kame being a mic holder was a funny thing as Patricia worked her way through shopping at Shibuya109 (which she said as a must-visit everytime she went to Tokyo) as fast as a lightning speed! hehe exaggerrating aku ahh! The girls requested Patricia to dress them up as Carrie and Samantha from Sex and The City ( i haven't watched the movie yet!) lol. When it's over, I really think Rola's Carrie's way of dressing was just right for her! and I was kinda speechless what Patricia did Osawa-san's Samantha way of dressing.. a bra on the outside.. that was weird!

Giler.. she shopped for the outfits of the two girls in just 30 minutes. That was quite fast and it would be fun to do shopping with her, ne? Because when comes to shopping this kind of thing.. lol. I would love to be with her. Hahaha. Inda batah menungguuuuu! It's like of having awal abis, awal abis.. abis cerita =p

So Patricia didn't manage to criticize my boys' outfit. I'd love her to do that at least once berabisly. Maybe she didn't know that Kame-kun is a superidol looking at the way she ordered him around. Hahahahaha! Poor Kame-kun~ *and.. eeee.. i hate your hair! kirei! kirei!*

The picture below I screen-capped from the episode and showed Carrie and Samantha wannabes! huhuhu. Out yo! Berabis. lol~

And I rather made no further comments!
Stop here!

Mata ne~

Fun!

YUKATTA!!!! \\^____^//

I am such a happy person today. lol. Went out with mama, mimit, my sis ( + abg + niece) to bandar. Wah! Lama sudah inda buat catu. It's like since OMG! forever! I was having FUN! walaupun sekejap saja. I mean, masa Ka Ne ku bujang dulu mana saja, time belongs to us! lol. And after all, time-time cani pun siuk jalan with her! I kinda miss the good, old days dulu atu!

Then, back home.. I watched CTKT Episode 72. Nakamaru met Dewi Sukarno, the wife of the former president! I saw her few times but then I didn't know the she is actually a Japanese! OMG! I need to update myself more on outside world mayn! huhu. Boo me~ =p

Nakamaru managed to learn how to say "I love you" in different languages from Lady Dewi. She taught Nakamaru four languages ( French, German, Italian, and Indonesian). The Indonesian part was the hilarious part. Lady Dewi taught him to say "Saya Cinta Padamu".. and Nakamaru struggled with his tongue and instead of saying "Cinta", he said "Cinda". And.. I laughed my head off!

I am very happy at least Nakamaru knew simple Malay phrases like that. Oh Nakamaru~ I'd love to teach more if you are interested, dear~ hahahaha. Not just you... the other members pun I won't hesitate. lol. I'm yours. lol.

Then, Kamenashi-kun and Nakamaru-kun met with Leona Lewis. These people are so damn lucky to meet all the superstars!!! If I were in their shoes to meet all these superstars, I would be working my ass off to take night classes and learn to speak English well, so it won't be such a shameful things to speak with them. But then, these two... aiyayaya. they looked blur! eeeee. Goodness sake, Akanishi could understand a little bit! At least, that's something I can be proud off, ne? I just don't want them to repeat Nakamaru's mistake when he did an interview with Nicholas Cage last time... that would be all cried out! wawawa!

Next episode, the guys are meeting Patricia Fielding, who is the stylist behind the Sex and the City movie. Hmmm.. must be gooood to see a stylist criticize their way of clothing! *evil grin* Well, i don't know yet if she's going to criticize or not.. but I do hope such things may happen off-record. lol~ cause sometimes I can't bear seeing my boys look like a drag queen. *cross fingers*

I'll stop here for a while.

See you soon.

Mata ne~

Ikhlas

I was the beneficiary last night from my conversation with a friend.

And I got the same lesson again when I watched my otai favourite Indonesian movie, Kiamat Sudah Dekat.

My OTAI Favourite Indonesian movie!!!

Must be wondering what I learnt?

It's all about being IKHLAS. Kenal lah apa erti Ikhlas. Kita sebagai manusia memang tidak layak untuk menilai diri kita, hanya Allah saja yang dapat mengukur keikhlasan kita. Apa yang penting, asal kan hati berkata benar, insya-Allah jalan yang lurus itu akan sentiasa terbuka untuk kita. Jangan tahu cakap saja jika hati tidak ikhlas. Seikhlas-ikhlas hati adalah senantiasa melakukan sesuatu itu kerana mengharapkan keredhaan-Nya jua.

Dan begitu jua di bulan Syawal yang mulia ini, jika ingin memohon maaf, pohonlah dengan keikhlasan. Kalau hati merasa tenang selepas memohonnya, insya-Allah kita telah mendapat keredhaan-Nya.

Bak kata pepatah Melayu, "ukur baju di badan sendiri"

Belajarlah mengenai IKHLAS. Insya-Allah, segalanya akan berjalan dengan lancar. Amin.

Catch Up

Catching up was good when you listened to some news from your friends yang lama sudah inda cakap with.

Thanks to Amals for nudging me! I got your story! lol. It was funnyyyyy..nasib jua ku inda tunjukkan segala cucu cicit nya (if ada!) mun inda wahhh.. gerenti ko kilala kali tu abis-abisan. Eh cana ni ahh? You got my number, and I got yours! lol. Mun ko tejumpa artis yang kitani maksudkan, baiktah masuk jarum lai~ sementara ku inda buat apa-apa di Brunei ani, I might able to go out for a date! HAHAHAAHA!!!! =p

And to the dearest friend, I am so SORRRY to hear about you. I just can't believe he would do something like that. I mean.. whyyyyy? After a long time.. whyy? Can't he just be hmm..yes, like you said 'beradab' sikit? Please lah.. I felt so SORRRY banaaar! mun aku wah.. aku pun geram ati! pakal nganya.. eeee.. mengenangkan kawan, orang berbudi..

I want to talk to him. but then.. karang diucap nya one-sided. Sigh. Maybe I shouldn't be involved in this kind of matter. I just felt like that somehow. Al-maklumlah aku ani bukan lagi orang UK. But I got friend to take care of! And apa gunanya kawan, if not there. I felt so sad. you know with these things "berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul bah"

Sigh. Frustrated. Mixed feelings.

To my friend, sabar saja. Terlalu besar already dugaan Tuhan to you. Maybe ada kebaikannya. Well, I know.. I only can say it in words but it is not easy to be in it. But you were always there when I need someone of different opinions. People are usually at their ups and downs. And you... stay saja sana. Not going up, not going down.

And to the other friend who eee..membari garam ati atu.. you know right.. i told you before right?? Doa orang teraniaya ani makbul lai~ so beware of what you saying!!!!!

Ashita mata~

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Is it a crime to love?

Sehari sepatah statement...

"kalau hati inda bekunci, apa jua gunanya...."

Yet, I have to agree with this statement. Because tadi after Sungkai-Out.. apparently, it took only 40 minutes for me to drive from Q-Lap to my house. Handal! At that freaky,creepy place I went through.. I think...ntah ah. probably it took me less than 3 minutes! 120km/h arah jalan inda berlampu! Aku handal!

And I boomed out my car's speaker. Astaghfirullah. But takut punya pasal.. awu banar pulang ni bulan Ramadan.. semua berkunci.. but then hati ku and minda ku inda berkunci...so I can't stop thinking about "it"! Liyana lagi tadi sibuk bercerita antah pasal apa-apa je la~ la~ heesh. Si Liyana ani tah banar ahhhh..
So sekalinya wah speaker ku yang ku boomed out ani.. bukannya baca-bacaan yang sepatutnya.. lagu X-Japan.. and apparently, masa lintas that place.. mau nya ia termain lagu The Last Song (Memorial Track).. orang nya mati sudah wah! waaaaaaaaa! atu langsung ku keluarkan CD jap.. lawa plang lagunya.. pi mcm ooo.. freeeakky! and ubah radio kepada stesen yang sepatutnya..

But now, yes! I am safe and sound. Nasib jua ada kereta di belakang akhir-akhirnya. Reda sikit hati I yang bergelora nyers. huhu.

Eh btw, my 'lovebirds' masa ni lawa ahh.. it's by X-Japan "Crucify My Love" =D

Well, dalam agama kitani.. wrong plang tu sudah makna dan title lagu tu.. tapi kalau hayati benar-benar other part of the lyrics.. lawaaaaaaa~ membari menangis!!!! pasal aku sendiri yang menangis mendangar lagu atuuu.. mana indaaaaa ='(

'Til the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Oh Is it a crime to love

Ashita mata~ kan meliat anime/baca manga ku! lol.

Guru Oh Guru~~

I saw 'Ari Wibowo' tadi. Still cute. lol. And the girls said "baby-face ah mukanya..." Hahaha.

Sayang, inda ia kenal aku. Aku kan tegur, tapi takut ia inda kilala. Bukan jua biasa banar. Malu besar karang I. *now that reminds me of Muna.. ehem ehem.. I wonder if ia tagur kah inda.. hehehe.. gerenti ia tagur tu nyerrrrrr....*

Usulnya mcm inda kenal lah. Hehehe. Maybe spec ku kali lain. lol. and I've gained weight that much! Uwaaa!!! *runs into the corner and cries*

Sekali nya apaaa... aku expect ia kenal kali? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! OOOPPPPSSIEEE!!! BARI MALU DAAAANGG!!!! HIDUNG INDA MANCUNG, PIPI TERSORONG-SORONG! *flush away myself into the toilet*

Anyway, ATTENTION to MY GIRLS yang dangan sungkai tadi! =D

Pekchurs are already up at my multiply site ---> For Invited Users Only

And...................

NOT FORGETTING,

kepada teman-teman seaangkatan dan seperjuangan yang sudah menjadi pendidik! Didiklah anak bangsa kitani agar menjadi orang yang berguna kepada agama, negara dan bangsanya yerr..

and kepada teman-teman tersayang yang bakal menjadi pendidik juga suatu hari nanti.. Selamat Hari Guru jua eyhhh!

and to all teachers yang pernah jadi cikgu saya.. nama cikgu semua sentiasa terpahat di hati saya dan jasa cikgu semua akan tetap saya kenang sampai bila-bila. Kerana tanpa cikgu, siapalah saya... ececeh~

and to kakak-kakakku dan abang-abang iparku ( Ka Long, Abg Ari, Ka Ne and Abg Ayyub)... Selamat Hari Guru jua! Belanja nyerr bilaaa? Tak nak ke??

Sekian ucapan saya.

Yang Benar,
Aku.

Takishima Kei~~~~~~~~~~ ♥♥♥♥♥

I fell for Special A anime.

I want someone like Takishima Kei ♥

Pening.

Me, Tika, Billie and Lin.

We are now in the middle of discussion.

Discussion for a sungkai-out!

And now.. it makes me wonder.

CEMANA KAN, KAN TAU RESTORAN NYAMAN KAH INDA ANI??

For me kan... mana-mana saja pun nyaman. Even restoran biasa kat belakang Usaha Royako kat Batu Satu tu pun I found out nyaman! hehehehe =p

Restoran sebelah First Metro pun aku kata nyaman.

Kalau aku kenyang, aku puas hati. Gerenti nyaman nyer.

I pening.

It is EDIBLE!!!!! YAYY!!

Konnichiwa =)

Hari Raya is coming. I practised my baking skills last time and yesterday. And yet, it is still a MESS!

Eee.. making biscuits are difficult. It takes a lot of patience, gosh! Ngalih jua eh olehnya.

Talking about a total mess, I'll just share what I've got lah ah.. huhu. Inda lah sehandal mana-mana but what I'm proud of there are EDIBLE!!!

♥Biskut Dalila Dalili ♥

I made this one yesterday, for hari raya!! =D

Gonna make some more. Seems like dapat sambutan from my brother =D
eeee.. yukatta!! arigato, nii-chan!

♥ Code Chocolate Muffin ♥

Yamapi♥
I was so sakai trying the pipette thing that my mom bought last year. And--, hehehe..soon after that, I destroyed it for good! walauwey! Koyak bah the kain pipette oleh ku. Handal!

Made this for my aunty's doa tahlil masa Sunday kan melihat anak bulan Ramadan masa sariatu. Messy decoration! I am so not good at presentation, I tell you! =p

♥ *Kiiro Cheesecake ♥

Made this for my aunty jua for the same occassion. My first trial. Hangus a little bit lah and the roti macam inda rata. Habis bertaburan. lol. Hmpfft. Macam tak de bakat jer nak buat benda nih! rotflmao.

*Kiiro = Yellow

That's all for now.

Ja Ne~!

Beauty lies in the eyes of beholder~

MORE KIRAI!!!!!

AND ANI KIRAI KITANI!

Someone requested for this post though. There are our kirai(s). There are my Poppies punya kirai. Hmm.. like it? Ada sesiapa ingin membooking mana-mana kirai dan mata yang berkenan di hati? hehehe. Al-maklumlah kan, dari mata turun ke hati! ececeh. Ada ker yang nakk??

Malas ler nak bagitahu siapa punya yang mana. Tau-tau sendiri lah. If nak berkenan pun, gitau jer lah by #1, #2, etc. Habis cerita. hehehehe.

Honestly, I found the first kirai lawa alisnya. Well, natural wahhh! Macam terbentuk sendiri like that! And saiz sama matanya saja peliatanku... huhuhu.

Note that the arrangement of the picture is RANDOM.
Tak der nya nak susun-susun ikut citarasa.
Harapnya kepada empunya mata dan kirai di sini setuju dengan gambar yang telah dipaparkan.

Sekian, Terima Kasih.

Mata ne~~~!

Omedettou, Baby~!

YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

Baby Pi graduated yesterday!!!

Omedettou, Baby~~~~!!!!! ♥♥♥

At last, you did it! You really are such an amazing person!!

Setelah 4 tahun berhempas pulas membahagikan masa dengan kerjaya dan studi, akhirnya.... dia graduate! Dia telah dianugerahkan Ijazah Diploma Sains Komersil dari Universiti Meiji. Hee.. ntah apa-apa Sains Komersil ani kan? Saya tak tau lah. But the "science" in the diploma made him feel great!

I'M PROUD OF YOU BABY!!!!! *huggggggss*

This picture was screencapped from yesterday morning news at the national TV.
Photo credits to XQ and watchful21

Aii.. he looked tired eh in the picture.

And is it just only me... did I see him macam gain weight?
Loook at the pipi mayn! Why so gebu???

Baby, what happened??? ho-ho~~!

Omedettou!!

Suki suki da~~~~!!!

Oya~




p/s: i don't feel well. bloated.

Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu, Nina-chan~

Zie-chan's tag replies:

Zie, I am sure you got all the eyes, right? Coz most of them are J-boys! Definitely our boys, right? lol. I'll list it down here lah...

#1: No doubt, that'd belong to dearest Yamapi-kun! ♥

#2: Nagase Tomoya ... kinda missing this guy at the moment. I feel like I want to watch My Boss My Hero all over again. eheh.

#3: The guy who made me cry litres of tears, Ryo-kun! Look at those wonderful eyes. So syahdu~ ♥

#4: Miura Haruma

#5: Chang Min from DBSK.

#6: The man of my life, Shun Oguri ♥ ♥ Eeeee... I supposed to watch Summer Snow. He was there! Kyaaa. But I can't live my Special A anime just like that. wawawa! How now?

----

Last night, I'm catching up with a friend who lama sudah kita tak story. Entah apa-apa jer lah story ku sama ia ah. OMG! Macam-macam. 1001 cerita. Ranges from shopping, perfume, movies, bertunang, berkahwin, and macam-macam lahhh! hahahahahahaha =p mengembalikan zaman kegemilangan yooo.

And of my most favourite topic last night was Japanese movies! Huhuhu. This friend of mine namanya si Nina kannnnnnn, used to be a hardcore fan of J-movies dulu lah zaman-zaman O-level. 4-5 years ago lah catu... I think..

If it continues until now kan....she'd be one of Johnny's Boys oldest fan! lol. Mana inda..can you guys just believe when I am now in my KAT-TUN/NEWS fangirling phase, she used to be in KINKI KIDS fangirling phase. She was Yoshi-kun's fan.. weeheeee.. classic tuee! and also a fan of Tackey! But then she moved along with the flow. And where was I at that time? I can't remember. Well, I remembered of having my sweet moments admiring Yutaka Takenouchi though. huhu. And Onizuka Sensei! haha but yang lain.. inda ku berapa ingat ah.

Dulu-dulu tu payah wah. Access to internet was limited. Aku alum terdapat ni Brunet Dial-Up/E-Speed segala ani. iduii ma. so kan keep up-to-date with who I love was hard! hahaha and who pimped me with a lot of things? I remembered Nina as one of them! Filled me in all the hot stuffs! lol.

Another J-boy she used to be in love with and as she said last night, is still in love with is Satoshi-kun.

Tsumabuki Satoshi.


Eee... I found him so hot in Nada Sou Sou. Was played last time arah Astro. Huhu. Cuuute!

And he was also in Fast and Furious 3: Tokyo Drift! kyaaaaa!! o^___^o hooray!

Wahhh... hontto ni, I can't believe it wahh I was having my J-conversation with HER! huhuhu. Although berbeza, tapi tetap sama! huhu. Coz ia di era nya, and aku di zaman ku!

Nina-chan, yoroshiku onegaishimasu~ *bows*


Ashita mata~

Equation?

Alim.
+
Rambut panjang.
+
Pakai spec.
+
Tinggi.
+
Sedap mata memandang.
+
Berpendidikan overseas.
+
Berkemampuan.
+
Baik peribadi.
+
Bujang.

= LELAKI MELAYU TERAKHIR IMPIAN SI SHEE!

Apparently, I used to say payah kan cari ni lelaki melayu terakhir cani ani. And hmm.. saw one online. Risik punya risik. hmm. He got FULL MARK!

And what else do I want?? HAHAHA.

Umur kali yang matter. if He's younger.

But then Nina said age is a number, especially when you think both of you fit nicely. lol. I'm yet to accept that fact. Kolot sikit ni aku ah. Hehehe =p

Ashita mata~

I WANT TO BE IN SINGAPORE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!

HOW I WISH I COULD TELEPORT TO SINGAPORE RIGHT NOW!!

I want to watch Yamapi on a big screen. =(

And being in Singapore will make my dream come true. But it will be just a dream, ne?

KUROSAGI will be airing today, 18th September in Singapore Theater!!

I WAANT TO GO!!!! ='(


To Ditta:
I need your help!!! Onegaishimasu!! Please check your email =) or your junk mail kali. hehehe =p Thaank youu Ta!!

PANCAINDERA: MATA + KIRAI

Hahahahaha I love this KIRAI topic! Hahaha, so from MATA to KIRAI, huh? Kan raya jua banar! So now let's add to our previous lists of KIRAI(S).. mana this could help people to choose what kind of KIRAI for Hari Raya this year!

Later on, I'll list down the owner of those mata and kirai I posted in the previous log. So just google-d up the name and match it with your face. If perasannya your face ada lah iras-iras or bentuk-bentuk sikit dengan the owner, then voila! the kirai might be just right for you!

Addition by recommendation from the so-called experts, lol!

From Nina:


This pair of eyes and eyebrows belong to Camilla Belle. Hehehe. I don't know who is she. But do google her. She's lawa. Macam kirai-nya ani ala-ala Natalie Portman ada jua! And Nina, YES! You are right! That's Natalie Portman punya eyebrow tu #6 ah! Bagus eh.. handaall ituu! Kita berikan sepuluh markah anda! =D

From Ditta:

Shakira's!!!!!
And- hmm.. Ta, my favourite kirai tu bukan mama si Suri Cruise tu! hahahaha =p Tika guessed it right in previous tag. That favourite kirai of mine belongs to Catherine Zeta Jones! And well, not just her kirai.. i love her eyes too!!
And NO, Ta! Bukan dari Prison Break tu #6 tu. and yang #2 tu pun does not belong to Coco Lee. so no mark for you! lol. And one point for you for guessing JLo's right! hehehe =p

From Tika:

As she mentioned that Korean eyebrows are interesting. Hmm, maybe banar jua. So far yang ku google ke sana ke mari, Korean punya eyebrows ani inda berapa melantik ke ujung. Lalala~ I'm not an expert, so I don't know how to explain. ho-ho~

Look what she means by that!

Song Hae Gyo's:


Kim Tae Hee's:


Weird jua kirai yang sorang ani! Macam.. hmm.. ala yang patung-patung indon ah! menjungkat ke atas! you know that patung Jawa! eeeii.. kinda scary for me! :s

And as I said before, the names for the owner of the eyebrows in the previous post are listed down below as the picture was being posted.

#1 - Jennifer Lopez
#2 - Meisa Kuroki
#3 - Aya Ueto
#4 - Lara Dutta (former Miss Universe)
#5 - Sammi Cheng
#6 - Natalie Portman
#7 - Ziana Zain
#8 - Keira Knightley
#9 - Aishwarya Rai
#10 - Catherine Zeta Jones

Hmm..now that makes me wonder.. lol. Anyone get it right?? huhu. I doubt it. lol.

Aaaahh.. will this be the end of Pancaindera post? hmm. What next? Any suggestion? Lips, perhaps? Or Ears? No, not boobies! huhuhu. Well, that's not even Pancaindera no? haha.

Simply speaking, for those who doesn't know what's the meaning of Pancaindera, Pancaindera actually means "senses". hehe I love the "Pancaindera" word! lol.

Mata ashita~ o^___^o

PANCAINDERA - DARI SINAR MATA (F)

Hehe.. I want to continue the MATA post. Hari ini saya post mata perempuan pulak. Best ooo liat mata durang ani. LAWA! And oh well, when it comes to make-up kaan.. saya paling suka gothic look! yang black bershadow-shadow ahh.. haha! apa punya description lah! hahaha =p

Anyway, below is bermacam-macam jenis mata.

And--

quoting Tika-chan, "Kirai juga adalah penting untuk membentuk paras wajah"

Banar jua cakapnya atu.

So bah browse tia yang bawah-bawah ah.

If siapa yang ada any ideas of mana-mana celebrities yang paling cun kirai and matanya, sila inform saya. Mau jua ku tau. Coz oh well.. bab kirai mengirai ani inda saya tauuu.. banar tah. hehe. I think there's two of my Poppies kira handal ni bab kirai mengirai ah. Hmm.. Ditta? Nina? Any idea?? hahaha! =p

AND-, if for the pictures below...

THE LAST ONE is my all-time favourite! weeheee. Lawaaa! Mata and kirai~! Walauwey~~! Kalauuu lahhh......... fufufufufu -___-"

No. 4 and No. 6 pun also I liiiike!!! =D

Mata yang di bawah ani... hmmm.. lawa make-upnya ahh!
Well, pasal matanya lawa lahh!
Saya suka sesangat!

Ani pun lawa! If dibagi mekap macam yang No.4 ni, best ooooo! 0_o^^

I'm falling in love.....kyaaa!

Hmm.. can guess siapa punya mata to mana-mana selebriti, no? huhuhu.
Senang jerrr tuu.. kalau mau teka, silakaaan~ eheh... =p

Oh..and I also suka mata Jennifer Love Hewitt. Mcm sejuk jer mata memandang. But saya cannot find good picture of her eyes though. hmpfft. or saya yang malas cari. mana-manalah. hehehe.

Ok, saya stop sana.

Harap pembaca semua terhibur. ezeh~

Chow je la la la~~~

Pancaindera - Dari Sinar Mata

Post hari ani pasal MATA.
MATA memainkan peranan yang penting dalam hidup kita.
Ezeh. Macam kan mula mengajar pelajaran AM tah pulang. kalau inda pun Sains Sekolah Rendah. hehehe!

Kenapa aku pilih MATA?
Hmm..pasal Mata penting.
Eh, balik-balik jua penting ani eh.
Tapi banar.. MATA adalah salah satu pancaindera terpenting yang kita ada! fuiyoo. glamor word ku yo! So aku title kan post ini "Pancaindera" nak jadi glamor! haha!

Inda ku tau apakan ku cakap sebenarnya. But yeah, MATA.

Macam-macam kita dengar pepatah pasal mata kan... and yang paling femes "dari mata turun ke hati" waseh! jangan inda che.

DARI MATA TURUN KE HATI!

Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mata~~
Yang Bergelora~~

Hati di taman berbunga
Satu impian
Satu harapan~

Sudah pasti ada sebaliknya
Satu rahsia~

Engkau di mataku adalah cahaya~
Perjalananku~

Terang menyuluh segala
Yang tersembunyi
Lama ku cari~

Sudah pasti ada jawapannya
Kemungkinan itu~

So, what now?
Decided?
Lawa ah mata si.... antah ah. i don't know eh. mata siapa lawa kan?
Feast your eyes.
Wah! Random.


Oyasumi. xx

Di dalam mata mu ada daku~
Ku rasa bersyukur di temukan dengan mu...
Alangkah indahnya tersusun~
Jiwa ku di dalam jiwa mu~

Worry

Worry ku eh for the fact that I haven't heard anything about my university application. I tried to call the agent I berurusan with and I was shocked to dengar a familiar voice said "nombor yang anda dail telah ditamatkan perkhidmatannya" !____! but NANDE?

Ingau ku ni.. macam going on in my mind right now. Dramatic rasanya. ='(

Aduihs. Cemana ni? Cemana?

Argh. I'll go tomorrow lah insya-Allah. I really hope that I could hear some good news. Mudahan tah jua. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

ADAKAAAHHH PATUUUUTTTT???

Done Subuh. Alhamdulillah =)

Of course I'm being bitter here. hahahaha!
I AM SO NOT GOING TO 'BELIEVE' THAT MY CELEBRITY LOOK-ALIKE! NO, NOT EVER AGAIN!

urgh. ok, this might be violating the terms and whatever rules and conditions stated before you using that so-called generator. but inda ku peduli.

ADAKAAAAH PATUUUTTT?

Went anonymous on multiply-hopping sebentar tadi.

AND I saw apa yang sepatutnya aku inda liaaaat! If not, inda ku kejam cani!!!

I saw someone posted the guy-in-my-previous-who-sent-me-a-message-of-praise's celebrity look-alike!

AND WHEN I LOOKED AT IT, I WAS LIKE................................!!

WT%^%$@@!!!!

3 OF MY LOVERS WERE IN THERE!!!!!!

Mcm insult kuuuu.. banaaaar!

RYO-KUN! RAE-WON OPPA! and MATSUMOTO-KUN!

HONTTO NI??

*faints*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Macam langit dan bumi!! Jauuh sangaaaat kalau kan dicompare!

Kesian Ryo-kun!
Kesian Rae-Won Oppa!

To start with, Rae-Won Oppa is my first looooooove!
And so did Ryo-kun!

And comparing someone to Matsumoto-kun, ohmygosh!! That's... speechless ku eyh!!

Eh sudah tu eh. Kurang pahala puasa ku ehhh mikirkaaann..

Aku ahhh kalau bab-bab cani ani.. bulih ke utak ni nyammuuu! huhuhuhuhu.

Hmpffft!

Good Morning Everyone!

ja~ kn tidur balik ku. hehehe

Semalam Ku Bermimpi

Eh..sahur now ah. Am staying up while waiting for Subuh. I got something to share. Now I don't know if this is going to be a nightmare, a dream or just a dream. hahahaha. Seingatku, I did cuci kaki last night before I slept.

Hehehehe. It has been a loooooooong time ever since... *cough* I like you-know-who! lol. Sekali, last night he appeared in my dream literally. I dreamt about aku salah miscall orang. Well, actually my phone was in my handbag and I forgot to lock it, so macam maybe ia terkena segala kunci yang ada dalam my handbag atu kan.. or pen kah apakah, then those things knocked the phone keypads and ter-dial. AND--, aku inda sadar.

Sekali inda semena-mena macam few, few hours after that, berbunyi telefon I. And masa atu, I was with my girls (i think!) Well, ada presence of some girls lah and we were sitting in an airport-like place and have luggages by our side. Hmm, airport tah kali tu banaaar. Maybe kami kan ke KL kali. hahaha.

Then I baca the message from him. I ingat how the message goes, and somehow it is a MMS. Siap ada gambar yooo. Ia duduk arah kerusi pantai. BOH! -__-"

"Oits! Apa miskol2 org ani kan? Tau sudah org batuk2 *cough* batuk *cough* Mengacau saja. Eh masa ani aku sama her on a trip bah. We went to KK together. And we, definitely have FUN. Siuk jalan sama her because she macam banyak tau everything. And she is so cute."

Haha cematu nganya messagenya! SANDI jua ku tu membaca message catu ah! Someone who I didn't expect send me a message of praising his girlfriend!!!!!!!

Then, inda lapas atu.. I passed the message around to, i am pretty confident, that the girl is Tika. And I explained the whole situation of the accidentally dialling incident atu. Then lapas tu, ada tia orang lain sibuuuk, and things getting hot! mcm we are all like "apaaaaa ehhhhh..." something like that then..

my mom knocked my door to wake me up for Sahur!

Poof! Cematu saja the mimpi!

What a dream!

HEH... I wonder ahhh.. apa petandanya tu ahhhhhhhhhh?????

Kan suruh let go.. oooiihs. dah lama dah ku biarkan dia pergi. hahahahahahah! =p Maklum lah orang pun dah berpunyeeeeeerrr... cantik molek lagi orangnyer che! hehehehe

Mungkinkah ada petanda lain?

Bila difikirkan secara inda logiknya, eehhh.. scaaary eyhhh! hahahahaha =p

Bah ahh atu saja dulu.

See you guys later, mata ne~ xx

Fidget

Suddenly I remembered what my lecturer said few months back when we were in class for Health Promotion module.

She mentioned that people who loves to fidget are less likely to get obese.

Apparently this is true. There is a research being conducted somewhere about spontaneous physical activity. And apparently, FIDGET-ing is considered as one of these spontaneous physical activities. huhu. So-- FIDGET all day long! It helps to burn up to 800 calories!!

And- I found this lying on the net. Never sit when you can stand!

So I really think that's doable, ne? Ne?

I mean.. it's very useful time puasa ani when tani punya physical activities are very kureeeeeng! hehehe agree? no? aiyayaya. you must be active then. Because I, waktu puasa ni.. alamaaaak~ punyalah malas nak gerak. aduihs! -___-"

Eh tadi nyaman ehhh the sungkaian!

I LOOVE YOUME KEBAB!

YOUME KEBAB! i looove. looove. looove.

It's not an exquisite kebab yang ala-ala Deli Kebab atu lah kan, but then.. i still prefer YOUME Kebab rather than Deli Kebab or any other Kebab.. it's just everything is in a tip-top condition!
Daging nya just right. The way the timun kena hiris was perfect. sluuuuurp~ nyamaaan!

Juicyyyyyyyyy! nyuuum =D

How many times should I cry?
How long do I need to bear this pain?
And where is the choice for me?
So that's what you think make me happy?

Creative

I felt so creative tonight. lol.
This drawing was inspired by an anime called Special A. *grin*

Chuu~ ♥

//edited:

I forgot to wish someone. Happy 23rd Birthday Taru! xx

and-

berikut adalah entry dari Yamapi two days ago in his nikki. I translated the nikki directly. Hehe. pasal I knew due to some copyright problems. huhuhu. ssshhhh!!!! hehehehehe =p

Tarikh: 9 September 2008
Waktu: 4:58 pm (waktu Jepun)

Selamat malam semua!

Hari ini saya dan NEWS menghadiri satu sesi temuduga yang juga diselitkan dengan sessi photo shoot ^^Dan Ryo-chan dan saya baru sahaja menikmati yakisoba segera! Oleh itu, saya berasa sungguh kenyang dan merasa sangat gembira! Pakaian pada hari ini membuatkan kami nampak sophisticated! Kami mencuba pakaian beramai-ramai, dan semua orang dalam keadaan gembira sewaktu sesi photo shoot. Seluruh restoran telah ditempah untuk menjayakan photo shoot kali ini. Saya merasakan saya seperti berada dalam Hana Yori Dango yang sebenar, perasaan yang menggambarkan kemewahan ^^ Saya menyenangi watak Hanazawa Rui kerana karakternya yang gentle dan easy-going. Beralih ke topik yang lain pula, perasaan musim panas masih ada, sambil mendengar cicadas, saya melakukan tugas saya dengan gembira. Saya mengharapkan agar anda menikmati malam anda dengan teruja juga! ^^

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So why did I post his nikki this time?
BECAUSE------- he mentioned HANAZAWA RUI! kyaaaaa!
And in my imaginary world, He and Hanazawa Rui a.k.a Shun Oguri adalah bermadu!! hahaha! =p
weehee.. hubby no.1 and baby no.1 are really in good terms, ne? ♥
I feel that loooove is in the air~ ♥
Baby~ ♥ *humming to some unknown songs* lol.

FIGHT-OH~ OH!

Eeeee.....Yukatta! \\♥_____♥//

I've just finished watching the finale episode of Gokusen 3!
It's kinda different from Gokusen 1 and Gokusen 2. No graduation ceremony took place this time. Even though it didn't make me cry buckets like Gokusen 1 and Gokusen 2, still it touched my heart and tears still fell down my cheek in some episodes. The finale was great! It ended joyfully. No tissues needed. Except for some emergency scenes. tsk.

Last time I started my Gokusen day with Gokusen 2. I cried litres of tears. Habis kotak setisu yo. I didn't sleep at all. I even skipped my lunch and dinner. I lived on crackers/biscuits/water to finish the series. I still remembered it was the last day of my exam paper. I started to watch it around 3pm. And ran it through till 6am the next morning. Bangkung mata I terus!

I watched Gokusen 1 after Gokusen 2. It is the original Gokusen. As straight from the comic to TV. It did make me cry buckets too. Matsumoto-kun's act was definitely the best. And the best man of my life was kakkoii enough to make me head over heels! hahahaha =p

Hmm..memandangkan purata memuat-turun drama-drama melalui Torrent di Brunei ini sungguh mengecewakan, I should say this'd be the ending of my J-Drama life! wawawa.. inda kaaaaan? I have no more dramas left to watch.

Could this be one of the tanda-tanda of my failing imaginary world?

If so, I am not ready for that!

FIGHT-OH~ OH!

Oyasumi minna-san!

Kio tsukete ne?

Have a good day tomorrow! xx

Abaaaang Bil~~

I love Renjis.

I love Nabil: Fikirlah Sendiri.

So yeah, that's the only two TV shows I recently watched and fell in love with. lol.

Let's talk about Renjis.

Elyana is in it. She's really lawa despite the fact of her awal kemunculan sewaktu dulu that's quite controversial, well.. so I heard.

And so this is what I think. Sinopsis yang terpapar di bawah adalah hasil kerja saya. Saja jer nak test berbakat ke tak buat sinopsis cerita. Kalau berbakat, sesiapa nak ambil saya.. dipersilakan. Untuk Bahasa Melayu ye. lol. *promo diri pulak dah* hahahahaha! takder lah. gue memain jerrrrr.... =p

Memaparkan kisah-kisah mengenai menempuh alam perkahwinan dan ragam manusia ketika berurusan untuk mengendalikan sebuah ikatan suci seperti ini di setiap episod, seolah memberi satu pengajaran bagi para peniaga sekurang-kurangnya untuk mempertimbangkan baik dan buruk kerenah pelanggan yang datang berurusan dengan mereka. Selain daripada itu, drama ini juga menyisipkan sedikit unsur-unsur nasihat dan petua-petua daripada yang disampaikan melalui orang berpengalaman seperti Kak Liza Abdullah tentang hidup berumah tangga. Untuk muda mudi sekarang, Elyana membawakan watak seorang remaja perempuan yang tersepit antara dua lelaki yang ingin menyuntingnya sebagai teman hidup. Apakah ertinya sebuah persahabatan dan apakah ertinya cinta?

Sama-samalah kita saksikan drama Renjis ini yang ditayangkan di Astro Ria 104 sepanjang hari bulan Ramadan ini bermula pada pukul 7 malam.

He's cute, right? Catch Syed Ali as Rafiq in Renjis!
Sigh. If I am Kirana in Renjis, I'd definitely choose him over Ashraff Sinclair.
Sorry Ash! -___-"

Next is Nabil!
Lu Pikirlah Sendiri!

Haha. This TV show is hilarious. Thanks to Qil and Hanna who introduced me to him last time. Now aku karak! Sakit perut aku ketawa golek-golek atas kerusi dengar lawak selamba die yang sungguh mencuit hati! Wakakaka!

And apart from that, I think he is handsome. And kakkoi!!!!!!! He is so kakkoi!!! That's why I think he is handsome! And ia tinggi wooooooooooooo.. wooots!

All the best to Abang Bil yeee. Harap Abang Bil akan terus lawaakk aaaa... sampai bila-bila!
You rock!

I LOVE YOU ABAAANG BIL~~~~! *wink*

Ok, gwe stop sini dulu ye.
Gwe chow!
Lu pikirlah sendilieeeee maaaaa......

'2'

Minna-saaaaan!!!

Genki desu ka??
Me, not genki. iie. iie. lol. there you go me with broken Japanese. aahh.. hontto ni gomen. -__-" I'm sorry for not updating the blog. I left it deserted for a while. I am kinda sick. Emotionally sick. If I am going to be put under more pressure, I for sure, will die soon.

For him, I'd do anything. Even though my heart disagreed with it. So now I left with such thing as 'keputusan 2'. Pray for minna-san, let's hope things will go well. Hope that I will get my Australian offer letters. *prays hard* wish me luck so that I could get into one of those universities I have applied. Ahh.. I'm so worried now.

Just because of this, I ditched my boys. I'm not keeping updates with them because my world has turned upside down. =(

But hope things going well with my applications. You see, I really want to go there. I want to make my dreams come true. I really hope that this choice of mine will be blessed by Allah Ta'ala. Amin. Amin. Amin.

I better off right now, ne?

Mata ne~

WISH ME LUCK!

Decision?

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, aku memohon pilihan dengan ilmuMu dan memohon takdirMu dengan kekuasaanMu. Dan aku memohon daripada kelebihanMu yang amat besar. Sesungguhnya Engkau sahaja mampu segalanya dan aku tidak mampu dan Engkau amat mengetahui sedangkan aku tidak mengetahui. Engkau mengetahui segala perkara ghaib.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, sekiranya Engkau ketahui bahawa perkara ini adalah yang terbaik buatku dalam perkara agamaku, di dalam kehidupanku serta kehidupanku selanjutnya, maka takdirkanlah perkara itu untuk ku serta permudahkannya untuk ku dan berkatilah aku padanya. Sekiranya Engkau ketahui bahawa perkara ini adalah bukan yang terbaik buatku dalam perkara agamaku, di dalam kehidupan ku serta kehidupan ku selanjutnya, maka jauhilah aku daripadanya serta takdirkanlah yang terbaik buatku serta berkatilah aku.

Berikanlah kebaikan di mana saja aku berada dan jadikanlah aku ini orang yang redha atas ketentuanMu.

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I'm torn between my dream and guilt.
Please pray for me. ='(

Buku oh Buku~

I----

I----

LOST MY DAMYA HANNA'S RELA KU MENANTI! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! ='( tsk. tsk. tsk. nangis kueeeeee ni!!!

I really can't believe it, I lost it!

Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!

This is so not good for my mood. =s

Akanisheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ ♥♥

I--I want to watch CTKT episode this weeeeeek! Read it somewhere that my dearest Akanishi ♥ was interviewing Jodie Foster in English!!! (and Will Smith too! I think!! )

AND--, it has beeen a dream to see Akanishi to speak in a complete English after he came back from US! wawa! *desperate* well, the thought of he sang Justin Timberlake's song does not count, okay? I mean, if it comes to song.. seriously everyone can sing!

B-but the community have not subbed it! huhu. Hope they could do it faster! =D Ahh.. ganbatte members!!! You know for all this time you've guys been working hard and I really appreciate the works!! ♥

CAAAN'T WAIITT!!!!

Screencaps: THANKS to Zita @ D-Addicts

1. LOOKKK! Akanishi shook hand with Jodie Foster!!!!!! And---, it's called a date with Akanishi! Jodie Foster dated one of the most Japanese sexiest boyyyy! wahlao!!!!! -___-"

2. ANDDDD- Kamenashi-kun was having this so-called hand competition with Will Smith! Now, that makes me wonder who's going to win!!! Ahhh... hope no one is going to spoil it somewhere around the net!

Well, I've seen the worst before!! When Nakamaru-kun went down the drain to interview Nicholas Cage!!! So... hoping this one will be fine, ne? =D

Anyway,

Yesterday was Nakamaru-kun's birthday!
Otanjyoubi Omedettou Nakamaru-kun!♥

Thank You ♥

Turned 22.
Like many people said, it's just a number.
Didn't celebrate it.

Jatuh pada bulan Ramadan this year.
I felt so blessed.

PLUS, THANK YOUU for all those sweet messages from friends and family! I really appreciate that.. hontto ni, deep down from my heart! May it be by SMS and Facebook!

♥ ♥ My girls, Popiahs! ♥ ♥
Thank you girls for the sweet messages by SMS! Thank you for the doa. Thank you for the blessings. Kamu semua bagi aku message this year by SMS! Aww.. sweet of you guys!
Yes Nina and Liyana... I got you punya message! =)
And someone is trying hard to wish me a Happy Birthday message in Japanese. Thaank youu! It's the thought that counts!
Hontto ni arigato gozaimasu, minna-san! ^^
I LOVE YOUUU!! ♥

♥ My ex-housemates: Hanna, Dayana, Masyha, Muna and QiL!
THAANK YOUUUU so much!!!
You guys also didn't miss the message. Thank you for remembering!
And thank you for the blessings too.
To QiL, you won this time!! You were the first to send me a birthday message! YUKATTA!! Inda tidur kahhh????
To Dayana, i will for sure look for my 'putera impian' ni banaaar!

Friends on Facebook:
There are too many to be listed down here! Thaaaankk youuu!
A special thank you to Farah especially for her super-laju birthday wish! hehehe
And Saidah too!
And the others else. There's too many!!
For the thoughts. For the doa.
Even ex-classmate pun during primary school pun ada wish!
AAAAAAHH.. THAAANKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!
Saya sungguh terharu! Thank you! Thank you!

I--I don't know what to say.
I'm speechless write now.
Looking at the flooding walls in my facebook and my tagboard here.
I--, waaant to crrryyy! ='(

ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!!!!!