Tuesday, 31 March 2009

Teman Baru

I don't know how should I feel. Should I feel grateful? Should I have the lucky feeling? It's just too sudden for me.

Dua hari ani sudah. All of a sudden, my life is a turning a new leaf. lol~ Pagiku disambut, petangku dijemput. You guys get what I mean? lol. I feel strange. nyahaha! It's like this.. these two days, after I woke up early in the morning, had my shower, and getting myself ready for school then I went to the kitchen just to find out that I was being greeted. An early morning greetings! With a cheerful face.

It happened again this morning. I was preparing my lunch for school since I had a whole day. And there I was infront of the stove.. and the door of this other room opened, and there he was.. "morning Rozie! getting ready to uni?" then I was like just yeah.. and smiled.

And this afternoon, after uni, I went home. Prepared my dinner. Then two of them went out. Just to hang out. And asked how was my day? Was everything okay? I was like, "oh yeah..it's really a long day for me.." <-menjawab dengan nada malas.

It's like it has been more than one month I arrived here. And I'm kinda used to live 'quiet'. And somehow, this kind of noise come back... I feel home somehow. Yes, I'm actually talking about my new two housemates - Nick and Kun. Both of them are..hmm, I assumed good guys... I do hope so :) It's still early to say. They just moved in last Saturday. And the good thing is both of them are vegetarian! YAY! :) ooo~ and into fitness too! lol. And dari mana nah? Kedua-duanya berasal dari negeri kelahiran Datuk SRK. nyahahaha! And I like Nic because he also same like me, we're a fan of Om Shanti Om. nyahahaha~ he said gonna find a subtitle for the Om Shanti Om movie he have in his laptop so I can watch it again! yay! :D Guess I'm turning into a Bollywood fangirl anytime soon.. hahahahaha! Naaaaaahhhhh~ Oppa tetap dihatiku~

Having them around.. I should feel grateful? Whatchu think? I like the companion though. ho-ho~ but too much of it, I'll find it a little bit..hmm..stuffy? well, not really lah.. don't know eh. I'll report again if I feel comfortable with this sudden change. hehehehe.

Waktu ni I'm downloading BFF 2nd last episode! Oooo~can't wait for the last episode though. Macam mana lah agaknya ye? Soooooon. I think I should go back to my work now. And get it done this week. Yes, this week. I should.

Catch with you guys later! xx


Sunday, 29 March 2009

Malu beb!

MALU KU EH!
MALU BESAR BEB!
Tu lah poyo sangat..

Padan muka!
Mana aku nak letak muka ni? Di mana? Di mana?

Akibat terjadinya perkara sebegini,
Meet-the-fan-session ker apa ker tu, tu pun JIKA ADA lah untuk dia.. huhuhuhu.
kalau aku diberi peluang untuk berjumpa dengan dia, confirm aku TAK NAK!!
YES, dalam bahasa Brunei nya, BERABIS KU INDA MAU! Kana heret kah apa kah.. indaaaa, inda ku mauuuuu!

Dan yes, ini sudah bercanggah dengan apa yang diimpikan selama ini. huhuhu.
Tak kisah aaahh, terlepas peluang ker nak jumpa pujaan hati ker apa ker, aku tak kisah sangat... aku tengah malu ni! Malu hantap!!!

Gilaaaks ehh! Panas wah pipi ahh taruuus! Fikiran pun terus tak stabil! Wooosh!

*hiding under the bed sampai malu hilang* heesh!!!




//edited:
setengah jam kemudian after duduk terpaku dan cuba untuk menelan hakikat yang pahit itu..ezehh.. pulak emosional tak bertempat.. kekeke dan selepas ku fikir-fikirkan untuk overcome perasaan malu yang melanda diri ini.. aku hormati pendiriannya sebagai seorang artis, beb! Iyalah kan, diaorang pun need space jugak kan? takkan 24 jam asyik nak hadap muka fans kan?

Dan aku masih tekankan, as you all know we live in world full of surprises kan? .. aku tidak mengharapkan sebarang pertemuan dengan dia dalam masa terdekat ini -- iyalah kan, kot-kot nasib aku jumpa dia macam nasib aku yang baik ketemu ngan Jimmy Shanley 3 tahun yang lalu sewaktu meronda-ronda kota London, ececeh..hehehe but that is the sweetest memory in my life! Ok lah kot, jumpa ngan Jun Pyo ke, Kim Bum ke, Ji Hoo opaa ke, bebudak SS501 yang lain ke, Yamapi ke, Ryo ke, itu mana sajalah.. tapi bukan dengan yang satu ini.

Dendam ke? Tak lah, buat apa nak dendam. Dia pun bukannya buat apa-apa salah kat aku pun. Dia budak baik apa... cuba nak tahankan pendirian dia. Aku agaknya sensitif tak bertempat. Heeee.... *peace* pi aku jugak manusia yang perlukan masa... mwahahahaha! Cakap macam sibanar saja aku ah.. macam lah esok lusa aku nak pi jumpa dia... wooo~ agaknya tak mungkin perkara tu akan berlaku dalam seribu tahun lagi kot? wahaha! After seribu tahun, mungkin kot! By that time, perkara yang terjadi hari ni.. memang dah jadi debu dahh~ dan terbang ditiup angin... heeeeeee...... yang sudah berlalu, biarkanlah~ kita mulakan hidup baru... ececehhh... time tu, aku rasa aku dah married kot ngan Yamapi. Kalau tak pun ngan Hyun Joong, or Kyu Jong or Young Saeng! HAHAHAH! Poyo again? Dah sebati kot dalam diri, tahap ke-poyo-ness aku ni! hahahahahahahahahaha! *gelak sorang diri*

Saturday, 28 March 2009

BFF Virus kot? O____O"

Abang Faizal kesayangan aku potong dia punya rambut youu!!!
WAAAAAAA!! Menangis air mata darah lah lagi aku... tak habis-habis budak-budak kesayangan aku ni nak potong rambut? Mula-mula tu geng DBSK - Max ngan Hero, pas tu.. aku tak layan sangat lah budak2 ni. Then aku pergi layan SS501! Jatuh hati lah plak ngan Leader-Oppa.. pas tu layan dia kat BFF! Hensem apaaa dia rambut panjang..pas tu dia ubah imej. Dia potong rambut dia.. sekaraang Abang Faizal Tahir aku pulak ikut jejak dia! Eyhh.. apa keheeeeeeee?

Hampeh! Hampeh betuii!

Tapi walauapapun Abang Faizal aku memang akan maintain POWER youu! Dia kata aura dia bukan kat rambut.. kalau tak dah lama dah dia jadi model syampu. Tu terpikir jugak.. kenapa lah diaorang tak ambik Abang Faizal aku jadi model syampu yee? Tak cun lah beb! hahahahaha.

Okeh, sebelum aku merapu tak pasal-pasal coz ni dah jadi second post aku of the day, aku rasa aku tau lah apasal dia potong rambut jugak?

Hmm, ni pasal dia nengok BFF lah ni! Dia nak jugak ikut jejak Ji Hoo oppa yang semain menempah nama semenjak dia potong rambut dia! mwakekeke. Memang konpom virus BFF mula menjangkiti semua orang.. Ashie ngan virus Jun Pyo, Abang Faizal pulak dijangkiti ngan virus Ji Hoo. Aigoooooo~


Sekali tengok, macam Woo Bin oppa lah pulok kan? Eh iyo ke? heeeeee....*peace*

Bittersweet Life

He is bitter.
He is super-duper-ecstatically sarcastic.
Always think that he is charismatic enough that it annoyed me so much!
And at its worst, he caught me off guard day-dreaming in one of his lecture!

It cannot be help but I love him! mwakekeke.

I love him for the narrated step-by-step presentation he posted on the DSO. I love the fact that he actually extend the due date for the assignment to 20th April. YAY! Tapi aku promise ngan diri aku, I am so going to finish it before Easter Break menjelang. Saya janji dan akan cuba yang terbaik!

Thank you, Dr. Shane for everything!
because inside him, there is a soft heart that cares for everyone =)

*****
Next week.
The ending of the bittersweet drama!
I feel the loneliness already.
Coz mulai minggu depan, no more Jun Pyo yang Poyo, Ji Hoo yang Skema, Yi Jung yang emo dan Woo Bin yang prihatin untuk memeriahkan dan menceriakan minggu-minggu aku yang sungguh sadis di balik timbunan ribuan kertas dan puluhan fail ini.
Waaaa... D':

And the sweet thing is bebudak poyo dan skema tu ada masa lah nak rehat! YAY! And Leader-oppa will have so much time to gain his 8kg back! :) and hang out with his SS501 boys! weeheeee ^^

*****
Pesanan:

Ashie, aku asyik guna poyo ngan skema jer. Ada lagi ker words canggih macam tu? Please teach me, Sensei! ;) Best arrr guna all those words! Rugged je bunyi dia. hehehehe :p

Popiah girls aku, where are you guys? Why lately no news? Aigoooo~ hope you guys are doing well over there, wherever you are.

Friday, 27 March 2009

Siapa Poyo?

Kelmarin best!

I learned more Malaysian words and had chance to practice my skills in speaking Malaysian style with Aimi.

Kita belajar apa makna dua perkataan ini: Poyo ngan Skema.

HAHAHA! Seriously, selama ni kalau masuk fellow Malaysian bloggers yang guna perkataan macam nih, biasanya I ignored je. It passed my eye level sometimes. Pandai-pandai gak relate dari satu cerita ke satu cerita. Janji aku faham, ok ler tu kan?

Tapi bila saja aku tau makna perkataan tu... uiiihh mengaii! Seperti berpusing-pusing dunia untuk seketika. And tau apa aku cakap ngan Aimi bila Aimi beritahu makna "Poyo" tu.. aku kata, "gosh.. aren't Malaysians clever? Good sangat korang in making abbreviations.."

Pas tu kan, she also taught me how to speak 'Rempit Style'. wahaha! Tu style bebudak jalanan punya cakap lah.. yang kira-kira nya 'cool' lah.. like 'hek eleh..ngko nak apa ha?' or like 'ha'ah.. happy giler ahh minah bila balak die bagi bunga ros sedozen youuuu' like ada lah dia punya tune-tune sikit.. I think siapa pernah nengok Rempit Movie tahu kot? Coz aku tak pernah tengok movie tu.. hehehehe.

So, tau tak apa erti Poyo? hahahaha! Sekarang ni, aku plak yang Poyo tak pasal-pasal coz proud sangat yang aku tau meaning words tu! huhuhu. <-- To Ashie: betul tak penggunaan ayat aku tu? Kena double check lah kan.. hehehe kot lah ajaran teman yang satu ni salah ke apa ke.. nanti malu plak aku ---->


Wednesday, 25 March 2009

BIla Mereka Berlagak Kiut

Hi, aku kembali lagi! Sah memang inda dapat jauhkan diri dari perkara yang tersangat ber'faedah' ini iaitu blog-memblog! Cemana bleh orang tahan atu kan? Am I addicted? *sudah tahu bertanya pulak* hehehehe :p

Actually, aku tengah down la ni~ I don't know how to cope with all these. Essays, readings! Oh my! I'm trying hard to catch up with everything, but I just can't. These days I felt like I was on a marathon. I felt so exhausted. I get pissed off easily. Mengalahkan bila orang emosi waktu bendera merah naik! Disturbed feelings that it showed clearly on my face, I think! Cause colleagues start to ask how I'm doing. Philip, Tone, Holly, Janet, Lin and Amanda, oh so thank you! This is what I love being the youngest in class! hahaha! I am loved by people around~ :) When coming to lecture, people tend to see my smile and hear my laughter but these days, it just vanished like that disappearing in the thin air. What I want to say, I'M SO TIRED!

I'm still lucky to have my other friends around being online and to talk with. To release my tension. To Die and Ummul, thank you so much for being there ♥ And sebenarnya, selain daripada blogging, aku memang ada benda nak buat. MEMBACA! Tapi otak aku memang inda mau masuk lagi ni! I should get on to bed soon, I think!

Tomorrow je baca kalau ada kesempatan. Well sebenarnya aktiviti membaca untuk get familiarise with topics for lecture and tutorial tomorrow. Harapnya aku sempat lah membaca, kalau tak memang confirm lah lost in space lah ni! And can't wait to see Aimi, my new Malaysian friend :) Life feels at home when she is by my side. Thanks Aimi! ♥ Haha, eh home? Piqiaq lah sendiri naaa~

And Ashie, my on-blog chingu!! ♥ :) I will be missing you too! Kalau sehari dak jenguk blog mung, memang dak sah naa~ I will always be there di balik tirai. Fangirl level terpaksa dikurangkan buat sementara waktu. Ada benda yang jeles ngan attention yang aku berikan untuk fangirl life aku. Tu yang....hmpfft. But I will be back for good after I get my hands on the latest episodes of BFF! Tak lama lagi nak habis kan? Woooo~ I nak jugak sambut GRAND FINALE sama-sama! hehehehe :p

Currently, I'm listening to this old song by SS501, Coward. Watching the video made me feel haapppppyy! Just because they are so cuuute! Well, no.. diaorang berlagak kiuut sebenarnyaa.. tu yang lucu sangat tu!!

So nak share lah video ni! Tengok lah camne Ji Hoo opaa, bila dia jadi budak nakal~ oh, you are so going to looooove him heeerreee! And of course Young Saeng! ♥



And I think Crystal Kay really have a GREAT VOICE! Listen to her Last Kiss and Koi Ni Ochitara! You will loooove it~ :D If not mistaken, she did a collaboration song with KAT-TUN in Cartoon KAT-TUN last time. She sang Koi Ni Ochitara and my boys were the background dancers~ and it was great!

Ok, enjoy the video and songs if you have chance to listen to it!
Sweet Dream, everyone! :)




P/S: I'm not sure when I will post again. I won't say I'm on hiatus. I will be back once in a while.


Sunday, 22 March 2009

Busy Brain


I'll be back soon.

For now, take care everyone! :)

Ganbatte ne~ \\^___^//

Wednesday, 18 March 2009

Chaiyok!

Adorable tak?
My sayang~ ♥



Took this picture when we went out last night for dinner! So vain! hahahahahahahaha :p I was smiling when he pulled out this pose! So cuuuuutteee~


Semangat!
My girl is coming over here to Melbourne for Easter Holiday! YAY!!! Can't wait! When she told me that, I feel so semangat. I feel like finishing everything and wrapping it up beautifully and present it to the tutor who is asking for it. NYAH! Exaggerates much? Don't care!

Yang penting sekarang, CHAIYOK! CHAIYOK!

xx








p/s: changing of thoughts - dating someone under-age! wahahahahaha! :p yes, my sayang is under-age yo! but who cares? mwahahahahahahahahaha! 1989? Even younger pun than my little brother. ho-ho~ hahahahaha!

Monday, 16 March 2009

Rescue Me

OMG-SQUEE!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥

I know I'm far, far, way behind with my J-boys' updates!

But quoting what my dear Akanishi said, "I possess a very amazing thing. And that thing is my heart" Yes, them - Yamapi, Akanishi, NEWS, KAT-TUN and the rest of the boys that made my life wonderful - count them as ONE - is the amazing thing that I possessed. And they will always be in my heart, forever! *open my heart and you will find their names being carved deep inside* woohoo~ Kejiwa? Yes, it does!

For what I did, hontto ni gomennasai my boys! I've been ignoring y'all. I didn't mean to. *put all the blame on the BFF* hehehehe! :p However, I'm BACK!

I was fully awared about the release of KAT-TUN's One Drop PV last time. But I didn't like it. They failed to catch my attention. It's like oh-my-this-is-so-typical-can't-you-give-me-something-different thing. I was very disappointed about it. But with this latest PV 'Rescue' which is the theme song for NakaMassu's drama - which I haven't watch - my hands are full - IT IS SO IMPRESSIVE! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE IT!!! ♥♥

I love the solo dance everyone did here! Especially Akanishi's and Ueda's. GREAT! And the fact that Nakamaru's beat box are so clear here.. I like it! And say hello to Kame - he didn't get much of camera this time, which apparently I like and I don't know the reason why. No, I don't have revenge on him or whatever. It's just that I think the other members deserve more camera attention! But - Kame-kun's voice, is unforgettable!

The boys are growing so well. MATURED-and of course, gorgeous look! This PV is SEXY! *throw confettis and hugging each member for the great PV* and what should I say about the song? IT IS GREAT! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, MILLIONS OF LOVE, THE SONG SO MUCH!!!!! ♥♥ My kind of music. Very Poets Of The Fall-ish! And One Republic-ish I think! Yes, those kind! LAWA! LAWA! LAWA BERABIS!!!

Oh my gosh! After so long, I didn't give review of my KAT-TUN baby, I feel so teruja now!!!



All I need from these boys now are another beautiful ballad! Heeeee... because I can't get enough of these boys now!! Hontto ni...

I LOVE Y'ALL, MY KAT-TUN! ♥

There's only thing that I'm not satisfied with the PV this time - my sexy Akanishi's appearance! He looked so unhealthy here! I heard about his poor performance in smoking. A very heavy smoker. It's just so obvious. Look at those eyes, look at those used-to-be-sexy lips - it's not there anymore! I feel so uneasy about this! I hope he could cut down on that. Please Yamapi - where are you babe? Help this boy of mine! He needs to be RESCUE! :'( Please...please..please.. Akanishi~ for me~ *beg down on knees* D':

On NEWS WORLD,

also full of GORGEOUSNESS!

Release of their latest CALENDAR~

Massu,Shige and Tegoshi are growing so well! That if I only to know them at this moment, I'd think they are older than me.



Who do you think have the eldest look in this picture?

And despite of the oh-I-grow-so-well pictures they got here, I love love love the fact that Ryo is still Ryo~ He is the same, old, Ryo! His oh-so-serious-pose! Trademark tu youuu~ pose macam orang ambil gambar passport! I love you, Ryo-kun!

Forever in my heart~

And of course not forgetting the doctor of my heart, YAMAPI! My hubbeyyyhhh!!


Doktor hatiku~


All NEWS pictures - special credits to INALA@NEWS_JPOP :)
Thank you for the clean scans!


That's all folks from berita dari Jepang! I don't think I have any other news so far. Not that I'm ready to hear about girlfriend gossips oh whatever! Keep that aside! Because the boys are mine in my own world! HO-HO~ tapi ku harap biar mereka bertemu jodoh yang bisai-bisai lah ahhh.. huhuhuhehehehehuhuhuhu..sibuk mengharapkan orang bertemu jodoh, aku gimana dong? hahahahahahahahaha!!!

Inilah pengubat stress ku.... itu ajaaaa!! I'm off to download KAT-TUN's RESCUE MP3! *teringat lah pulak Waiem punya phrase, muat turun adalah budaya kita* huhuhuhu. Betuuuul!

Ja~ xx

\o^___^o/ *nyappy oh so-happy*

Sunday, 15 March 2009

Kangen

I feel like I want to watch Goong again.

Can? Macam rindu lah ngan my Prince Charming! ^__^v


Pas tu, have you guys watched Ep 19 of BBF? It was hilarious!!! Go and watch now if belum! huhu. Lots of wonderful screencaps by fangirls out there. I'll do mine next time. Masa ni tengah stress lah cheq~~

Challenging

A fellow blogger, Ashie said I rock! for the fact that I love to learn. Hahaha! Ye ker? Well, I guess it apply pada situasi-situasi tertentu saja kot? Ntahler! Tapi yang penting, I don't enjoy this process of learning this course I take masa ani! Uweeekk! Satu benda pun aku tak faham actually! And it's already the 3rd week of first semester! Cemana ni? Cemana ni? Nak nangis pun tiada guna because of the fact that I'm here already. ARGHHHHHHH!!!! Aku bengang ngan semua modul. I want to say I hate it, but I just can't!!! Tak kuasa tauuu!! Hahaha. I just said it, right?

Payah wah kamueee!! Jeles lah I for some people that can do Master yang they like berabis! And I'm here stuck in something yang inda ku pernah terlintas pun kan buat! Tapi pokoknya satu, whatever it is, I'll try to do it. And balik nanti, I want to secure my place into a career that I really wanna do. *pray hard* semoga ada tempat kosong at that place for me nanti! Amin. Amin. Amin.

I miss my anak-anak buah badly :( Setiap kali ku terkenangkan mereka tho, and terkenangkan my parents - who sacrificed a lot for me this time - I think ini saja aku ada kan di dunia ni, untuk kuatkan semangat ku untuk teruskan perjuangan ni? Ye ke?

To certain extent, ada sesekali I wish that tomorrow will never come for me. Tapi ready kah aku? Macam dah fed-up dah ngan semua ni! D':

I love to take things one at a time, but in this stage, it is just so IMPOSSIBLE!! argh!

I shall reward myself when this first semester ends!!! I keep thinking about cuti though. Because I won't have my Easter Break this sem! boohoo. It's okay, Shee! 1.5 years.. inda lama ni. inda!

*take a deep breath* I can do this! Ganbatte!!!

Ja~


Wednesday, 11 March 2009

But how?

I looked into the mirror just now. Not the one in my bedroom. But the one in the toilet. I think I'm getting darker *OH NO!* but how? Here, in Melbourne, the sun didn't shine enough to give my skin a darker appearance. Most of the time it was cloudy though. I wonder why? I looked at my foot just now. Since I'm wearing flip-flop to school, the marks left by the straps are there on both kaki. I have a Y-shaped mark on both kaki. The Y looks so obvious - the covered ones are fairer than the uncovered ones, and sememangnya itu sah menunjukkan that I'm getting darker. But how?

And I want to lose weight. But how? lol. A matter that will never be resolved by a person like me. hahahaha. Well, I'm having a good exercise tho. It's more than 30 minutes per day. 15 minutes from home to uni entrance. From uni entrance to locating the lecture room takes another 10 minutes. Then from the lecture rooms to library take 5 minutes. From library to home, 20 minutes. Altogether, 50 minutes per day! That does not include the hilly roads I'm taking - which apparently the shortest route to uni!

Well, I'm hoping I could shed off some weight though!

Jalan menuju kejayaan~

And as Tika requested, here are some pictures of my house sekarang. I like it :)

This is the front of the house. Quite big, eyh?


Back of the house. This house has a very big backyard. I love the backyard!
Really suitable place to santai-santai or BBQ/small gathering, etc.


The Kitchen. The little get-along place.



And of course, the bedroom! :D


AUD155 per week includes everything is not bad, right? Maybe you guys wonder about the living room. This house no living room. Well the living room, the house owner converted it to another bedroom. But, it's fair I guess. If any gathering to happen in this house, it supposed to take place in the large backyard.

So far, I'm loving the place. It's clean. Except for the..err..hmm..the one I jaga. I really need to be strict on him. He's kinda bejurit orangnya. He didn't clean the kitchen area, after use and I'm not satisfied with it. Talked to him last night about it, hope he will dengar my cakap. I'll see how it goes in few upcoming weeks. The other housemates did their job. Pastor clean the toilet. Stefan clean the laundry and the kitchen/sink tops and buang the sampah. And I take the sweeping job. That kid saja belum I assigned. Nanti ku assign ia. Nahhh.. his room pun inda berapa terurus. Aihhs! Growing teenager tah banar.

Oklah, that's all for now. Gotta sleep.
Have a morning class tomorrow.

Oyasumi~ xx

Tuesday, 10 March 2009

Overloaded + Okaeri, SS501!! :D

Starting tomorrow, saya akan brekpas, lunch, dinner dengan buku!! Argh! Banyaknya benda nak baca!!!! Mental!!!

Tapi aku tetap akan meluangkan masa untuk menonton BFF Episod 18! hahahahha! Tulah penghapus stress aku! And of course dengar lagu baru SS501 yang diselitkan dalam last episode of BFF, Makin' A Lover.

Berbanding dengan lagu sebelumnya iaitu SS501's Because I'm Stupid yang hanya dinyanyikan oleh 3 member iaitu Kyu Jong, Hyun Joong and darling Young Saeng.. lagu kali ni semuaaa member nyanyi!! Kelima-lima mereka dan of course, itu termasuk lah Hyun Joong Oppa! and not forgetting, Jung Min ler.



Literally, welcome back SS501! I can't wait to see them perform on stage for this song! All of them lah I mean. Weehee.. kat Music Bank, perhaps? :D *teruja*

//edited: 11:17 pm waktu Brunei, 2.17 pagi waktu Melbourne.

Done with 1 paper. And I feel like huwaaarghhhh already reading 20-pages of journal for this Thursday punya discussion. I have three more to read. One more 15-paged journal and two chapters from a book! Bwoohhh!!! Ada kah time ku ni?? And yet to tackle some questions that my lecturer emailed to me just now! ARGHHH!! Mental ku ni!! Baru for one module ni. The rest of the module tiada kurang, ada lebih jerrr!



K lah, ku malas kan rant panjang-panjang. I wanna enjoy Dafi's Bila Terasa Rindu song :) I, somehow love that song so much. Mendayu~dayu jer.. boleh hilang stress pun :D

Oya~ xx

Monday, 9 March 2009

Confiscated

Minna-san! :D
How was your weekend?
Great?

Mine was GREAT! Last night event was full with laughter, and I felt home.

Despite the fact that I was being fined for forgetting to validate my tram ticket. Shit eh! If not mistaken, the transport officer said I will get an infringement notice in the mail, and that will state how much I need to pay. So, don't ask me now how much. But during the event last night, I asked someone who had experienced all these, she told me it's around AUD180-AUD200! *gulp* please for those who read this, don't tell my parents, okay? *beg you* I checked the transport website and it stated for the first offender, they will fined $167. Guessed naik tah kali udah tu! Lalai wah aku atu! Adakah lupaaaaa... I was actually so tired. A lot of things went into my mind when I board on the tram on the first stop. Then few stops away, ada officer datang menyerbu asking to show off passengers' ticket. Then it knocked me off that I actually forget to validate my ticket. Too late~ the validating machine is quite far from my seat! Aaaahhh.. and the lady was right infront of me sudah! My face turned hot, trying to explain things. But no excuse. I felt like crying. Because I feel like all eyes are on me. Bukan lagi feel kali, banar I think all eyes are on me. I didn't know. Most of the time I tried to look down. Look guilty, I guess? Shyte eh!!! I tried to calm down saja! At most times, I tried hard to take a very deep breath so I could handle the situation. Baru jua berapa hari I arrived here, sudah tia kena saman :( Nasib kot? Entahlah! Tuhan saja yang tahu why he tested me like this. Satu pengajaran atau satu balasan? Wallahu'alam.

I haven't receive the mail yet. Walauapapun, please pray for me that the fine won't be that much. Amin. Amin. Saya berjanji mulai hari ini saya tidak akan lalai lagi. Damn eh the psychological state is not accepted in law! lol.

After that I boarded off on stop 15. Went to the kaka-kaka's house who did in-service here in Melbourne. When I saw Ka Yun's face, I felt like crying! But I held back the tears and explained everything to her. Thanks to Allah, Ka Yun, Ka Pah and Ka Lina helped to calm me down who was actually shocked of what had happened. For few minutes, I tried to calm down. Think positive. Then I went out again to buy another tram ticket (cause the tram ticket yang I punya kena confiscate! :( Baru 2 trips berpakai, I have 8 remaining trips actually for that ticket!). Baik jua inda mahal banar!

Then balik from beli tram ticket arah 7-11, met two new kaka-kaka who did in-service jua di Melbourne. Ka Finas and Ka Sheila. They knew about my encounter atu, and even though we baru first time meet.. they also asked me to calm down. Baiiik~! *terharu ku* and they asked me not think about it and advised me for jangan lalai lagi. I love the happy-go-lucky Ka Sheila and the enthusiastic Ka Finas! Nice to meet you both!!

Then together we went to the Grand Hyatt Hotel in Melbourne for the open dialogue dinner with the Deputy Minister of Education. Saw more Brunei faces. Found my soulmate! *wink* you rock my night, Zura! lol. Met kembar si Nina! hahahaha. First time jumpa pun sudah ia banyak cakap, okaaayy~ i like that. But time tu aku busy kan duduk! hahahahaha :p~ gomenne! hope to see that friendly face in more upcoming event! I shouldn't say this but I want to say it jua.. I think he is cute!! ;) Woo~

Met the good-looking Filipino photoG! hahahaha! Ku ingat kan Melayu.. rupanya Pilipin! mwahaha. Met the president of Brunei Society here in Melbourne, Fri. Thanks for the very warm welcome. I feel homey~

For the rest of the night, I enjoyed the event!!!! :D Lupa terus about the fine things! Most yang tau ceritanya.. tried to say, it's okay..bayar saja. *pray hard it won't be that expensive* Ya Allah, ampunkan dosa-dosaku. Andainya ini balasan yang harus ku terima untuk semua dosa-dosaku dan kelalaian ku, Ya Allah~ permudahkanlah bagi ku, Ya Allah~*

Itu saja for now, in two more hours, I have to go to uni. Because the Deputy is visiting my uni. And I was invited for lunch by the Pro-Vice Chancellor. woohoo~ free lunch! Pekchurs, next post and some of it will be in the Facebook or Multiply. Either one, I'll give the link for sure! :D

Mudahan tah selepas ani, aku inda get into trouble lagi. Amin. Amin.

See you later! :D

Saturday, 7 March 2009

Something Goes Wrong Somewhere.. huhu.


I promised to do screencaps for recent BBF episodes last night kan? So here it is! This is not a review though. It's just collectibles of my favourite scenes in this episode. Scene poyo tu memang ada lah~ hahaha :p

Mohon beribu ampun ye pada sesiapa yang belum nengok episod ni. Coz macam ada spoiler sikit. Hehehehe :p

Favorite Scene #1:


Kucupan syahdu seorang pencinta~ aduiiihs. betuahnyaa badaan kalau dapat satu dari Oppa~ nak satuuu jugaaak!! huhuhu.


Ada api cemburu yang mula menyala dan membakar jiwa youu~


Lama pulak dia buat kucupan tu, macam tau-tau jer yang Oppa Curly ada kat belakang tengah hangus dibakar api cemburu. huhu~ or dia tengah baca doa supaya si Jan Di cepat sembuh kot? Hmm...


Favourite Scene #2:

Maybe korang ingat, takde yang menarik tang gambar ni. Tapi bila nengok ceta nih, you know why I like this scene. Tentu korang tertanya-tanya kenapa scene si Kim Joon plak yang keluar this time? hehehehe. Oh well, waktu scene ni.. Goo Jun Pyo datang dengan perempuan ngokngek tu (sorrry..aku tak pandai ingat lah nama dia) and she actually introduced herself to them. lol~ And si Kim Joon memang tak puas hati dengan tu.. so dia terus memalingkan muka... tanda benci lah tu~ wahahaha! I feel like hugging him that time for hating that ngokngek! heheheeh *evil laugh*


Favourite Scene #3:
Ni scene waktu adegan kissu bodoh Jun Pyo ngan pompuan ngok ngek tu! Woooo~ baik sungguh nasib Jan Di kan.. coz Ji Hoo oppa berada dekat dengan dia, untuk memeluk dan menenangkan dirinya.. aiiihhhs. I nak jugaaak!!


Kejapnya pelukaaan.. macam comfy lahhh! *___*



Favourite Scene #4:
Kim Bum mengimbas kembali kenangan lama beliau~ hehehehe :p
Capture yang ni cantik! Dia tengah cari aku kot bawah meja.. tapi tak jumpa-jumpa. Kalau nak buat cerita sendiri kan.. waktu ni Kim Bum tengah mengenang saat-saat manis kami berdua. Tapi aku dah curang ngan dia ngan Ji Hoo oppa~ tapi dia tak dapat melupakan aku. Tu yang dia cari aku sampai bawah meja tu.. hahahah! *memandai jerrrr kan?*


*peek-a-boo*


Kim Bum: Shee, doko ni iru no?
*aigoo bila masa pulak Kim Bum pandai ngomong Jepang nih?* hehehehe




Muka frust bila yang dicari tidak ada di bawah meja~


Terlalu letih sampai tertidur-tidur. Oooo~ cantik lah dia waktu ni~~~


Favourite Scene #5:
Not really a scene lah, but more to a capture!


Senyuman itu satu sedekah~ :D

Hmm, tu lah some of my favourite scenes *wink* Now, time for random captures!!!


Caiiiiiirrrrr beb~!

Aiihs.. rasa nak tengok We Got Married lah semula! Rindu gak ngan Oppa yang kat dalam WGM! wooooo~



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By the way,
ada satu perasaan aneh yang mengalir dalam diriku.. wahahaha! :p no lah.. actually I just feel like there must be something goes wrong somewhere.. heehehehe siapa layan Sindarela, mesti tau ni line siapa hehehehe.. oh well, the something goes wrong actually kenapa ehhh hari ni I can't get my mind off Mr. Bront eyhhh? Gosh! Kat mana-mana aku tengok wajah diaaaa!! Uiihhs. Power betul gakk karakter dia as Tengku Hussein dalam Sindarela smpai aku tak dapat lupakan dia.. heeeeeelllpp! Mcm nengok Oppa pun, aku macam.. 'eh, Bront lagi kiut kot?' eh yeee kerr? Someone please wake me up from this something goes wrong somewhere matter! huhuhuhuhu.

Honestly lah ah, he's not that hot actually. But the character he brought yang affect me somehow. Somehow charming di mataku~ huhuhuhu. Lelebih lah pulakkkk!

K lah, choww dulu! Have fun feasting with the captures!!

Friday, 6 March 2009

Frustnyeee aku!

First of all, let me say this first:
Wai Em, thank you for sudi drop by kat blog ambe yang tak seberapa ni! Wrong timing lah pulak waktu Wai Em landing kat blog nih, waktu tengah krisis lah pulak. Minta maaf ye. Kalau waktu timing bagus, memang sah fangirling macam tak cukup tangan. But apa-apapun, thank you for the kata-kata semangat. I really appreciate that! ♥

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ARRRRRGHH!

Memang heart-wrenching betul lah Sindarela tu! Well, endingnya bagus pulang..but still, how I wish it ends like the classic fairytale, to live happily ever after~ *in my world, I'd love to see Zoela ends with Hussein tho!* iyalahkaan.. watever,watever, cinta tak semestinya bersatunya..walaupun cinta pertama~ *sakit tu youuu!* tapi bukankah Haidar dikira untungkan cause cinta pertamanya menjadi? BUT WHYYY Hussein have to be with Tushee? Well, fine with me nama sama.. he should have chose me, Rushee! Not Tushee lah!! heesh! aku tengah hot ni! hahahaha :p

Betul ah kata Tepet, kena ada second season Sindarela ni! hehehe nak jugaaak ending dia ngan Hussein! But oh well, at least both of them are together in Rona Roni Makaroni! weeehee~ guessed the pengarah have to do it like that to puaskan hati ramai orang yang smeemangnya tidak puas hati ngan ending cerita Sindarela. Iyalah, ratings kena maintain beb! hehehe so kena lah buat ending Rona Roni Makaroni macam tu kan? Which I really, really like~ which I think could've been better! hehehe.


I love this capture! ;)

Ok, I guess itulahkan ada realiti yang sepatutnya kita harus tempuhkan..tetapi seperti aku yang tidak ingin menerima hakikat sebenar ni, memang susah sangat kan tempuh realiti.

Sepatutnya janji nak buat pic spam untuk BFF today kan? But saya tunda esok lah yek! Bukan apa... fikiran aku berserabut sangat! Satu kerja pun aku nada buat today. I'm still thinking and keep thinking. That's all I know. I know how to say, but I don't want to face the reality pun. I guess perangai aku memang sama ngan karakter Hussein dalam Sindarela. Nak Tepet please, jadi kawan can?

Rasa kan nangis, tapi airmata inda mau keluar pun. Terlalu banyak benda dalam fikiranku masa ni. ARGHHHHH!!

K lah, jumpa esok insya-Allah. Bawa tidur lebih baik kot? Kot kot hilang stress aku ni!

Ja~ xx






Gegaran Kedua

Lepas satu, satu! This is not funny!
Satu gegaran dirasakan lagi!
Around quarter past 9 tadi! Waktu tengah syok layan ceta Sindarela youu!

Seluruh rumah bergegar untuk sekelip mata! Seperti ada satu hentakan kuat dari luar! Dan untuk seketika aku berfikir, 'takkan earthquake kot?' - betullah tu memang question yang terpop-up kat my mind terus tukar dalam Bahasa Malaysia. Aku yang memang sedar dengan kewujudan Stefan yang tengah seronok layan TV kat luar terus bergegas keluar.

'Dude, what was that?' I asked him.

He also gave me that priceless look. Then Nazim keluar. And while I was standing in the kitchen, Stefan went out to the backyard checking around the neighbourhood area. Nothing pun. And after that I checked the door infront to make sure of no intruders kah apa kah.. nauzubillah min zalik. Memang sah takde.

I went back to my bedroom and googled about earthquake in Melbourne to make sure if it is possible kah inda ada earthquake di sini ani cause Stefan said it's quite impossible since our place is in the middle of Australia something like that. Sekali ada nah! I saw an article last earthquake was in 2006 - 10km south-east Melbourne yo!

And then I heard Stefan bising-bising di luar. Which I went out and told us that his friend just called to inform there was an earthquake with skala Richter 4.7 melanda south-east Melbourne! wooo~

This will be my second experience! Although gegaran yang dirasakan tidak lama seperti yang pernah dirasakan di Nottingham dulu.. but this is gegaran yang paling kuat compared to the one in Nottingham! IT WAS LIKE A BIG HIT!

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Kau lindungilah kami semua dari segala bala bencana ini. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Today

School officially started yesterday.
Had my lecture at Melbourne Uni.
Seriously, things are difficult for me. I don't know if I could actually do this.
I don't have faith in this. I'm scared.
Ya Allah, please help me :(

Thursday, 5 March 2009

Heartbreaker

Hahaha! Didn't I say I will post on Friday? But I just can't! I've just finished watching BFF Ep 17! I can't help it. But it's too mind-disturbing and such a heart-wrenching storyline! I don't have time do screencaps for my favourite scenes, that one I'll do it tomorrow or Saturday, no worries. But urggghh! sakit hati saja nengok!

It makes me wonder now, since yesterday, I've been dealing with heart-breaking episodes. Gilaaks eh! why eh? I felt sad you know! I felt like killing all those people! Hahaha, ganas! Well in BFF, I felt like I want to strangle Jae Kyung's neck. And in Sindarela, I felt like I want to punch Ayu's hard on her face! Gosh! That's how geram hati I am. And I felt like I want to slap Min Ho's and Hussein's face hard on their face to wake them up!!!

In my good deed, Zoela did the fight already for me! Hahaha!! I really think Jan Di should do the same one to Jae Kyung, but if that happened, it won't be BFF anymore! It would be another story, then! hahahahahaha :p *suka hati nak ubah skrip*

What makes me sad was I saw very tired faces. Look at their eyes! EYE BAGS ALERT! Everyone is working hard. Keciaaannn~ :( You usually I didn't notice it in Ga Eul's and freshly-faced Kim Bum.. but this time I saw it! Ga Eul's hair looked so messy and Kim Bum's look.. gosh! Both of you need a rest! And that message also goes for Oppa~ *hugsh*

And Lee Min Ho's fans, I'm sure they will love this episode! Too many fangirling moments! Woooo~ those six packs are irresistible! *will try to get good screencaps for that* hehe :p Ok, so when will I be having a chance to see Oppa's body? Hah, when? when? I also want to see youuuu! hahahahaha :p *gatal*

Okie dokie, this post kinda boring cause no pictures and all. But then, I'll see you tomorrow lah ahh.. wish me best for my study~

Hujan by the way di luar ah! Sajuuuk brabis! Cemana kan berjalan ke uni ni? Ke tulanng nyamooo~!

Ja ne~ xx

Wednesday, 4 March 2009

Aja-Aja!

The 500th post! Yabada badooo~

Esok, hari pertama masuk sekolah~ belajar membaca mengira~ *nerbes*


Old Arts Building, Melbourne University for tomorrow lecture :)

Currently downloading BFF Ep 17.. lol! Taking chance of the internet while the other housemate went away! huhu. *ehemcoughcoughhavefunStefancoughcoughehem*

ESOK, school~ ahhhh... I can't stop thinking about it!

And here, it's autumn actually!

TAPI SAJUUKKK BUIII!!!
and people in Brisbane took that as a a joke! No, I'm not joking! I know, whilst other part in Australia are quite warm and hot berabis.. sini inda yo! Sini sajuuukk!!! Freeee-jing cold berabis!
12 degree celcius yo!

Eeee..lama downloading ani eh! Can't wait to watch! I hope I can watch it tonight or tomorrow morning before I go to uni tomorrow since Uni starts at 5pm. Because I don't plan to bring my laptop, and am sleeping over at Aunty Yun's place. So yeah, Friday baru balik. Dan pokok pangkalnya sekarang, I want to watch it soon! huhuhuhu.

Actually ku inda tau kan cakap apa.. I just feel a sense of achievement because of this 500th post! hehehehe. And plus, I'm in the lounge area now. hehehe. Lepaks!

See you on Friday minna-san! Yes, with more gambar lelaki!! Jangan mare yeeee~

xx

Gay?

This is the statement.

A friend told me that he felt gay everytime he visited my blog.

The reason.

Because he said banyak gambar lelaki.

What he should know?

All the gambar he saw is not just a gambar! Those pictures constitute 60% of my happy life! The other 40% belongs to my family and friends :)

Why I'm telling this?

Because I don't want people to complain about this blog - being a fangirling! Everyone who thinks know me very well knows that I'm a kipas-susah-mati of those pretty boys! A friend told me, if you think that makes you happy, go ahead with it! It's your blog! Who cares?

Am I mad?

Well, no worries. I'm not mad or angry to whoever person I'm stating above. It's just that.. I don't like it when he keep saying things like that. Right now, I don't feel like changing this kind of living. I'm loving it. So why would I leave it? Na ja?

Ok lah, chow chin chow~

Cheq nak layaaan Sindarela! Ep 16 youuu!!! I like Zoela's character here! And I like Tepet's character too ;)

Lucky

Some people are just so lucky :)

Went through Facebook looking at the PGGMB old photos! The ex-classmates! They all looked gorgeous and beautiful these days! *jeles I eh* boohoo~ and me, still the same old person who sit di hujung-hujung class and buat muka dunno! hahaha :p

Apart from looking gorgeous, they all looked so berjaya you know! Having fun using most of the time in their life. And me, still here.. living in my own world. Better that way, eh? Plus now, I'm being surrounded by those geekos I met who are doing the same course with me. No fun? Definitely!

Aigoooo~

Monday, 2 March 2009

Hop, Hop, Hop Away~

Nerbes. Nerbes. Nerbes. Very nervous.

Nerbes cause kan start belajar semula. I wondered can I actually do this. I admitted this is not what I want to do actually. But knowing that I'm here, there is no turning back for me. Because if I were to wait for what I want to do, that's just something unachievable. And I won't be going anywhere. Allah showed me this way, and I'm sure He will give me all the blessings I need. Amin, Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Lecture will commence this Thursday. Principles and Practice of Public Health. The unit have presentation to do. One of the thing in the world I fear the most! :s Public speaking, grr!! Nerbes. Nerbes. Nerbes. Hope I can do it. Will be doing four compulsory units this semester. And all of them, GLORY GLORY ESSAYS! fufufufufu -___-" I don't want to mengeluh, but being human.. mengeluh sometimes make me feel easy. So sigh.

So every Thursday I'll travel to Melbourne City. 1 hour journey from my place. Pakai tram. That's a long way to go. Thanks to the adik became the navigator and temankan me to locate the Melbourne University. Old Arts Building. The Uni is really cool! Really big! :) Me and the adik actually went SIOK EH-ed! when looking at the Uni. Ternganga untuk seketika. Somehow that day berbaloi rasa letih. I took some pictures of that Uni, nanti lah I upload, okay? Not fair lah kan..since I haven't take the pictures of my own Uni. I shall put the pictures of my own Uni first lah~ lol. Tomorrow lah.. if rajin.

Nerbes. Nerbes. The feeling of nerbes menerpa lagi. Takut eh. Takut to actually go around to an unknown place. With people looking at me and knew that I was lost in the midst! Aahhhhhhh! Nerbes. Nerbes. Nerbes sangat.

I don't know how many times I'm going to say that. But yes, I am nervous! Hundreds of people will be attending this lecture. From other uni. So makinlah nerbes! Argh, I just wish I can't stop thinking about this nervous thing. But I just can't.

Wish me all the best ehh! Ya Allah, gementar sangat ni!! Tho today is just Monday. Ni the adik punya pasal lah. He said for him, time flew so fast today! CHEH! Actually I felt the time is so lama today..then when he said that, everything started to rush in my mind. To the fact that I'm actually not ready for school. For Uni. To face a new style of learning. Kangaroo Style~ hop and hop~ hop away~

Ok tu jer, wish me all the best yee! Doa korang akan ku kenang sampai bila-bila. Amin. Amin.

Ja~ xx



p/s: I don't think Kangaroo is cute. Well, I haven't meet one actually! :p lol. But seriously, I don't think it's cute. hahaha. *majal*

Take A Break, Love ♥

What's up with all these injuries thing among the casts of BBF? Pity them~ They worked too hard, I guess to meet their fans' expectation. Ahhh.. gomennasai, Oppa~!

I am so sorry to hear about JanDi who has been hospitalized few days that she actually can't attend the Baeksang Awards.

Quoting this from allkpop,

"It was revealed that co-star Kim Hyun Joong had also visited Goo Hye Sun in the hospital shortly after the conclusion of the 45th Baeksang Awards ceremony.."

WOWEE! I love, love this guy sooo muchhhh!!!!! ♥

Well, sepatutnya this week Episod 17 & 18 on-air kan? But because of this, only Episod 17 akan disiarkan esok.

And all I've read in allkpop, that Oppa will be going to America for a break and attending dancing classes after all this BBF thing! (that's good news for me!!! :) can't wait to see him on stage)! and I heard Kim Bum will also going to US for some modelling acts, ne? Ahh.. you guys should! From that on, I'll be missing Oppa and Bummie.. huhuhu.

Ok, tu jer berita dari Korea~ ja~! xx

Sunday, 1 March 2009

Stupid Kiss

I saw it! I saw that stupid kiss!

*SPOILER ALERT*
-highlight the text if you think you wanna read it*

I watched the preview for EP17 of BBF!
Shyte you Jun Pyo! But lucky Jan Di to have Ji Hoo oppa by her side when she saw it!!!

Kapisan eh!

Alhamdulillah :) Syukur syukur syukur Alhamdulillah.
As far as I am concerned, semua selesai sudah I think. Hope nada apa-apa lagi masalah selepas ini. I feel like crying just now, but nasib jua inda. Nampak wah lemah semangat atu. I started to think of the worst that could happened. Like they'd bring me to the court whatsoever. But, alhamdulillah.. baik jua inda lah. Nauzubillah min zalik for that kind of things to happen to me.

Hope selepas ani, I'll be doing good. Cause I wanna study so well and get good grades. I just wanna try again and again if I could push beyond the average. A lot of responsibilities. Lot of essays. And resources here are quite limited. Plus, Ya Rabbi, mahal-mahalnya harga textbook di sini ani. The elaun buku that the scholarship bagi is so not enough. One textbook is 100+, mataii!!! They said buy the secondhand one, and even the second hand is still costly.

Everything is so expensive here. Life here is so expensive. Went to city, browsed some shops. And I just looked at it like that. Was put off by the prices being displayed. Macam.. I kept thinking, mahal jua eh. Mahal jua eh. Mahal jua eh. I don't know how people here can live with that. The pay to work here must be really gooood to afford all those things.

Transport here, is also very mahaaalll!!! Monthly ticket for Zone 1+2 is 170+. That's more than the mileage allowance the scholarship give you knoww!!! Matai! How can I liveeee with this? Ok, I counted Zone 1, because I'm living in Zone 2. The city is in Zone 1. And apparently, this semester I'm having one class at Melbourne University every Thursday. Adakaaahh patuuut? How I wish I don't have to attend it? Unfortunately that module is compulsory. Wahlao!! And to travel to that uni from my place, take 1 hour. And daily ticket costs $10.60. And it starts at 5pm, finishes at 8pm. And I don't want to balik to my home cause I still takut to jalan malam. So I planned to tidur at orang Brunei punya house di city, and balik on Friday saja. And balik on Friday will cost me another $10.60. kapisannnn okaaayyy!!! But it's okay i guess cause this semester saja. Have to ikat perut lah.

Allowance won't be out till May. And I haven't yet contact Cikgu Pg. Ayub to melapor. I tried to contact him last time but he went out. Boohoo. Calling here is also very expensive. I missed all the free calls and text messages that O2 offered while I was in UK. Here, I'm using Vodafone though.

Ok, did I talk too much here? Overall, life here in Australia is verryy mahaaaallll! I'm not suggesting people to study here. Hahaha *evil laugh* I might be changing this opinion as soon as I settled down. Ani kira in the phase of getting used to it. Let's see how it goes!

Ja~ xx

Wanna Grow Old With You

See! Siapa yang kangen banget ngan Encik Toma kita?

Kita kembali sekejap ke negara Jepang :) I was in the LJ just now after so long I didn't jenguk that site. And found a fanvid of this. I think the one who made this, strawberrygemm, did a good job! That when I watched this video, it left me in tears :( Tersentuh banget. Main reason is because I miss these two guys so much!! K-world has menenggelamkan aku. And when I saw this video, it somehow sparked me off.. I miss, miss them so much!

Anyway, enjoy the story here:
This was after Yamapi debuted with NEWS. Yamapi was reminiscing the past that he shared with Toma. He realized that he can't leave Toma behind and returned to him. On the other hand, Toma was avoiding him because of what happened. But Yamapi didn't give up. He doesn't want to ruin the bond he had with him but in the end, Yamapi looses hope. As he was about to leave it all behind, Toma realizes that he needed Yamapi no matter what happens. Then Toma was now the one catching up with Yamapi. As they were running, they met. In the end, the bond they had got stronger and promised to each other that whatever happens, they'll still be the best of friends♥♥



And here are some good, old days pics they spent their time together.... awww.. such good memories, ne?




Gambar yang last sekali is one of my most favourite gambar diaorang together-together you knowww! Ahhh...rinduuuu ehhh! Somehow, I also missed my good, old days with the rest of my friends. Misshh youuu girlss!

Klah, nanti lagi update dari negara Jepang, ok? I may catch up with it. Maybe lahh.. nengoklah cemana. It's Sunday today. Belum ada kerja pun nak buat. So, you may see multiple updates or not. Lihat tahap kerajinan lahh.. or maybe catch up with some other things. huhuhu.

Ja~ xx