Story-Tell #1

Otak tak jalan nak sambung 600 words! Wae? Wae? I hope I could finish it by tomorrow. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. The funny thing is what I've been doing since my last comment on my TagB bila Ashie suruh I buat kerja? I actually stared my PC for a long time, hands off the keyboard. Macam tembus je pandangan mata aku menerusi monitor kecil sang Acer ni! aigooo~

Anyway, kan ker I dah janji ada post malam ni? Hehehe. Oh well, waktu Brunei sekarang 11.07pm, dan sini dah pukul 1 pagi pun! Mata dak mau lelap! Nak makan maggi tak? Seram uuu.. tak nak aku!

Ok, ni actually nak buat little sketsa sikit. Hehehe tang kump. DBSK ngan gegel-gegel diaorang dari Tanah Melayu~! hehehehe.

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Date: 27th June 2009
Location: In the grand ballroom of NTAHAPAKANAMA hotel in Bangkok, Thailand! hehehe sounds Thai, right?

Ceta dia cenggini....

Ada dua orang budak ni, satu dari Brunei dan satu lagi dari Malaysia. Shee ngan Ashie-unnie respectively. Diaorang dah lama planned nak pi Thailand. Actually, Shee supposed to pi Bangkok 4th June, but then she missed it because of her assignments. She told Ashie-unnie about it. Then Ashie-unnie proposed to go to Bangkok on the 27th June cause Ashie-unnie nak pi nengok DBSK. Hehehehe. Dan dipendekkan cerita.. kedua jelitawan ini pun berjanji untuk bertemu di Thailand nyer international airport sebelum sama-sama meneruskan pengembaraan mereka...

*changing of the kata nama - now guna kata ganti nama pertama*

27th June pun tiba. Ashie-unnie ngan I pi lah kat Hotel Ntahapakanama tu... punya lah ramai giler pompuan beratur.. oh well, yang kita nak pi jumpa ni is the Greatest Band on Earth! tu lah pasal. So kita pun kena berbaris lah jugak. Nasib baik ballroom tu pakai super air-cond an portable fans merata tempat. Sekurang-kurangnya dak lah panas kan... hati dah berdebak-debuk pantas. Ashie-unnie pun dah teruja sangat nak jumpa buah hati dia, YunHo. Aku.. hey, siapa lagi.. nak jumpa Hero aku lah~

Semakin dekat dengan giliran kami.. hati aku semakin berdebak-debuk. Dup! Dap! Dup! Dap! Tangan dah berpeluh-peluh dah.. senyuman Ashie-unnie semakin lebar.

Tiba giliran kami... aku tutup mata, took a deep breath and relax~ hati ku kurang debarannya. Ingin melangkah masuk ke dalam bilik yang menempatkan mereka berlima. Nasib kami sungguh baik hari tu. Entah kenapa manager kumpulan tu membenarkan hanya kami berdua masuk ke dalam bilik itu~ sedangkan sebelum ini sekali masuk, hanya 15 orang per entry. Bila diquery, rupanya manager sakit perut. So he let us go first then stopped the rest - coz sebelum masuk kena security check dulu tauuu... heeee... and by the time, he only berkesempatan nak security-checked us, so let us go first. Bertuah giler~!

Kaki ku terasa semakin berat melangkah, tapi rasa debaran hilang bila kami disapa mesra oleh Micky yang sememangnya fasih berbahasa English.

Micky: Hello ladies~ how are you?
Xiah: *spoke something in Korean to Micky*
Micky: Xiah said Hi! and he said you guys are different. Where do you come from? *dia actually referred to Ashie-unnie yang complete pakai traditional dress orang Melayu~ :)*
YunHo: Beautiful~!
Ashie: Anyeong! Chonun Ashie-imnida! *lah, fasih pulak unnie aku ni bagi greeting*

Dan bermulalah sesi perkenalan bersama mereka Micky, Xiah and YunHo.

Aku yang masih blur, actually masih tercari-cari sang wira! Dia takde? Aku menarik muka kehampaan. Tetiba... aku dikejutkan ngan satu suara...

Max: Hey guys! Why didn't you wait for us?

YunHo: Why take you so long? Come and meet these two beautiful ladies. One is from Malaysia and the other is from Brunei.

Max: Oh really? Wow, I really appreciate it that you made this far to meet us. *Max actually very polite orangnya, tu yang dia hormat kat kitaorang tu..*

Micky: Where is Hero?

Bila saja dia menyebut nama tu.. hati aku berdetak dengan lebih kencang...

Max: Oh, Hero is back to his room. He spilled water over his T-shirt so he go for a change!

Xiah: Clumsy Hero!

5 minit berlalu... ternyata mereka semua ini mesra orangnya... kita mengambil peluang keemasan ini untuk bergambar-gambar ngan diaorang semua~ bestest experience ever~!

Dan...

"HELLO~ wow! having fun here, guys? where are the rest?"

Aku yang mendengar suara itu terus menoleh. Dan terpandang saja akan wajahnya... aku rasa lutut aku menggigil. Seram sejuk tiba-tiba. Macam nampak hantu lah pulak. The rest of the guys pergi menyapa sang Wira.

Ashie-unnie: Shee-chan, omo~ I can't believe it. I'm in love girl~

Ashie-unnie meluahkan perasaannya padaku dan aku hanya membalas dengan sedikit senyuman. I felt so happy that she's happy like that. Hello~ of course lah happy kan? Jumpa dream guy.. oooo.. mestilah happy giler.. bukan macam aku.. sibuk nak menggigil ntah apa-apa aku pun tak tau actually. He got this platinum blond hair on him! So charming~

Mereka menghampiri ku. Aku cuba menguatkan semangatku.

Hero: Anyeong! Chonun Jae Joong imnida.. *dia menghulurkan tangan untuk bersalam*

Ashie ngan aku membalasnya. Tapi bila saja..huluran tangannya aku sambut, seperti ada tenaga elektrik mengalir dalam badanku.. LOVE SPARKS everyone! And yang ku tahu pandangan ku gelap... dan..... BUK! aku jatuh pengsan~

*TO BE CONTINUED*

dah 1.40 pagi dah.. nak pi tidur ahhh...
doakan aku ye kengkawan~

Oyasuminasai~ xx

Shujin & Yobo ♥ My Everything~

Yang mana satu pujaan hati?
Yang mana nah?

♥ SHUJIN & YOBO ♥


I LOVE THEM BOTH MUCH MUCH MUCH~! \\♥__♥//

I am dedicating the song, 'My Everything' by Lee Min Ho to the two beloved above~ kat bawah ni translation jer actually. Lagu sebenar dalam Bahasa Korea opkos! heee...

No words in this world could possibly describe
the feeling towards you that keeps surfacing
No estimation in this world could possibly measure

Even if you add or increase it, my love has no limit
There’s no one that can make me laugh like you do
There’s no one that can make me cry like you do
This really isn't like me
I want to see and hear only you
In my interior I want to make you live
Look at me, come to my arms
You’re my every, my everything
You’re my everything, love for you

I've never triumphed over you
As the love towards you builds up my heart is happy
The love I feel towards you does not have any limits
Even if it does it'll be infinity

Even if it's tiring please stay by my side
Even if I lose everything I'll protect you

I want to see and hear only you
In my interior I want to make you live
Look at me, come to my arms
You’re my every, my everything
You’re my everything, love for you

I wanna be everything

You are the only one who owns my heart
You are the first and last one to me
Everytime I breathe I call out to you
You’re my every, my everything
You’re my everything, love for you

I Love You, You’re my everything

I'll stop here first. Expect one more update from me tonight!
Betul tak joking nyer....
Ja Ne~! ^^

Cinta Tiada Penghujung

Someone!
Please sponsor me to go to Thailand on the 4th of June!
Waaa! I wanna meet 여보 and the gang!

4th June tu my assignment due. Possible tak kalau pergi Thailand nak jumpa diaorang on the 5th? Possible, if only I have all the money in the world~ kan? And it will be even possible if I had a teleport power right now! IF ONLY... aaaaaaaa... dapat jua aku menanggung rindu kaan? kaaan? kaaan?

Cinta ini, bilakah akan ada penghujungnya? sigh. fufufufufu~ -_- there you go another love story!

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Talking about my essay, the structure is there right on my mind. But something holding back me from writing/scribbling or typing it down. Wae? Wae? Nande? Nande? :( Not joking, I have 2,000 words more to go! And I just did 1,000+ today! Do you think I can finish this by Monday? I hope so!! I do hope so!!! *pray hard*

Ok, sambung balik. Rinduuuu ngan 여보~ love you!

xx

The Greatest Band on Earth

Gooood morning everyone!
I made a new record this morning by not sleeping back after Subuh prayer! :) I love myself for being that strong. Yes, strong enough for not sleeping back again~ heee... Semangat giler nak buat kerja! But first, kena buat usual routines lah - lawat blog itu, lawat blog ini - esp. belog teman2 seKorea nun jauh kat sana tu! hehehehe... diaorang ni suka tidur lewat apa? Ada ker pukul lepas 12, masih makan megi! Bravo lu! *uhukuhuk macamlah aku tak pernah buat benda macam tu, hehehe* And post Ashie, dia mention nama dongsaeng dia yang comel lote ni (aku lah tu.. alamak! pagi-pagi macam ni pun nak poyo giler) - dia kata aku jiwang~ hahahahaha :p~ honestly, aku memang suka arr ayat bunga-bunga macam tu.. nampak feeling lagi tau~ tak gitu kak Ashie? *sukar sungguh untuk dielak perasaan rindu ini* hohoho~

Anyway - pagi ni, entah apa mood aku.. nak dengar lagu-lagu dari Kumpulan DBSK! And aku dibuai keindahan~ mendayu-dayu jer suara diaorang ni. Acapella best giler! No doubt lah kan, they are certainly THE BESTEST, GREATEST, COOLEST BAND IN THE WORLD! Macam diaorang ni ala-ala mengulangi kegemilangan Back Street Boys ngan N'Sync you! The only difference is diaorang nyanyi benda dalam bahasa Korea. And even kalah ngan BSB/N'Sync lah pulak bila diaorang boleh nyanyi lagu dalam tiga bahasa - Korea, Jepun and English. Kalau bab dancing pulak, DBSK memang terer lah. Tapi kan there is always evolution in dance kan? Waktu dulu-dulu tu, BSB/N'Sync lah jugak yang terer dancing. lol~ Kiranya serba boleh lah kan kumpulan DBSK ni.

I used to be a fan untuk diaorang ni. But they are moving so fast that I cannot keep up to their face. So I can't really devoted my love to them, tho aku pernah menyimpan impian nak kahwin ngan Hero Jae Joong. Nasib baik lah dak kan.. kalau dak aku tak kan jatuh chinta ngan 여보 aku, Hyun Joong ♥, heeeeeeeeeeee....... :p

And plus, DBSK ni dah kira pemes tahap Guinness World Book Of Record lah bila Cassiopeia (susah giler nak spell word nih!), diaorang punya official fanclub hits the record of having more than 800,000 people! WO! Can you imagine.. that's waayyy more than the population of Brunei. *imagine seluruh penduduk Brunei minat ngan DBSK, and bila diaorang minat, and kalau diaorang buat konsert kat Brunei, semua orang pergi - akan kosong lah daerah-daerah lain kat Brunei coz semua orang gi tengok! hehehehe tak terbayang lah pulak~ * gosh! almost a million! wa, respek wah sama lu oppa-oppa sekalian~

Ha, tang fanclub tu record yang pertama tau kat Guinness World Book of Record! Record dia orang yang kedua lak kat World Book of Record ialah for being The Most Photographed Celebrity In The World! WO~ man~ i seriously wanna know how they defined 'celebrity' giler. macam serious? WO~ like Brad Pitt, Tom Cruise, Mariah Carey, Beyonce, Britney Spears and even Bil Clinton pun dah tak ada makna dah kat mata dunia. Being photographed for more than 500 million times in magazines, albums jackets, commercials, etc *wa, respek again sama lu oppa-oppa sekalian*

WAH! WAH! WAH! You know as a not-fan-enough pun aku dah rasa bangga dah.. apa lagi kalau ladies out there yang jadi fanatique fan diaorang ni kan.. wooo~ gerenti nangis giler, nangis terharu... even mengalahkan tangisan kegembiraan yang mengalir dari mataku waktu kemenangan berganda Abang Faizal Tahir waktu Juara Lagu. wahhh~ wahhh~ *envy giler ngan DBSK*

For SS501 to reach this kind of point, wo~ kena belajar petua lah sayaaangku~ dari senpai-senpai berkenaan :) okay? I believe in you all!

Tunggu akan kehadiran budak-budak DBSK berdekatan ngan anda! hahahahaha! :p So far, the nearest distance they will be is in Bangkok, Thailand from 26th June to 28th June for their 4th Live Tour. Bertuah sungguh kan ngefans kan Thailand tu~! Alamak, cubalah datang kat Melbourne ni... heeeeee....


Tengok arrr..muka diaorang biasa jer aku tengok~ apsal boleh pemes macam tuh? heee... pi walauapapun, memang aku bangga lah ngan korang nih! apsal bangga pun aku tak tau lah.. -.-" heeee.. ok setop here dulu! Melalut pasal DBSK pepagi macam ni~ tsk.

Wish me all the best! I nak pi buat kerja nihhh... harapnya tak menyangkut lagi lah kat belog ni untuk sementara waktu!

See you ols! xx

Ja Ne~

Kenangan: Antara Aku Dan Dia

Wahaha! Serius giler tajuk post aku ni! :p
Ni nak share lah ni the sweetest kenangan terindah yang occur dalam hidup aku~ ececeh... plak dah! ni kes poyo giler tahap yang tak dibendung lagi ni, so faham-faham aje lah yekk.. hikhikhik

My 여보 surprised me when he 고맙다 for me during our wedding reception kat Jeju Island~ kyaaaa~ isn't he so sweeet? kyaaaaa~ he is definitely my love~ love~ love~ waktu dia nyanyi ni, I actually melted! macam senyuum gilerrr lebar-lebar~ ♥



6 June ni.. first time lah I selebrasi birthday dia as dia punya buin~ ho-ho! uhuk.uhuk.uhuk. Tak sangka ye love at first sight I menjadi~ I don't know what he have for me! Dia kata dia nak surprise kan I~ hahahaha mwahahahahahaha! poyoooo ahh~ perasan giler!! Ni lah akibat stress.. otak pun terus jadi biol arrr... waaaaaaa~

K... nnti bila I stress lagi, I bawa another love story kaaay~ hehehehe.. tungguuuuu~

Ja~xx

Apo kono jang?

Apa trend masa ni yek?

Yang aku realise waktu ni lah eh - ker benda ni dah lama ekceli.. kurang pasti lak aku. but since two months' past, i realised sesuatu.

Korea ngan image dark, emo-style. Black eyeliners. Smoky eyes. Yes, am referring to Lee Min Ho's last photoshoot. And now, I just saw in allkpop tang Hyun Joong oppa punya Samsung Haptic advert yang baru - shall I repeat, black eyeliners, smoky eyes, and even black lipstick! gargh! I don't like it. He portrays a role of vampire. And what's up people with vampires these days? Say Hello to Edward~ *tho I don't know who is he cause I haven't watched Twilight* lol.

Credits to: The_Lost_City at allkpop.com

Dah tengok Kim Joon punya fashionwalk dengan Jang Na Ra? Dah tengok Lee Min Ho punya photoshoot dengan Kim Joon? Dark style, I say! walaupong diaorang tak mengenakan eyeliners.. tapi imej yang dipaparkan tetap sama.. dark, very dark~ are you afraid of the dark? wooo~ Nasib baiklah Kim Bum tak buat dark style nih.. kalau tak rosak lah imej comel dia~ hehe

Credits to: spazzes

In contradiction, the Korean punya women punya style are into the fresh and vibrant type! No thick make-ups! Just bare face! Yoon Eun Hye, Kim So Eun and exception to Lee Hyori who had make-ups on and shot a after-bed style..and why did I bring her name up here? Because.. she bares all! shoot! *run quickly to Hyun Joong oppa to bungkus him with selimut to cover his eyes and make sure he doesn't watch her! jeles lah tu.. hehehehehe....*

Ok, enough about Korean. Sekarang kita pergi ke negara seberang pulak, Jepun. Diaorang punya image these days.. the guys especially.. rambut kerli-kerli! Permed Hair! Apo kono jang?

Dimulakan ngan Kame-kun, lepas tu Akanishi-kun (nasib baik Koki-kun tak buat rambut kerli.. kekekekeke.. started to be so sarcastic now eyh, Shee?), followed by Yamapi, pas tu Toma~ then baru ni.. I nengok Tegoshi jugak keriting curly curly tahap kecil bukan tahap Jun Pyo okay.. aihhhs.. nande?

Credits to: news_jpop

Eheh.. purposely pulak letak gambo macam tuh! BFF~!

K lah.. i stop here.. kata banyak kerja. Tapi apa kejadah budak Shee ni buat kat sini. Hampeh!

Guys, pray for me yeeeee... tugasan nombor dua nih ternyata sungguh mencabar minda dan memerlukan tenaga dan pemikiran yang canggih manggih. Boleh ker? Boleh lah kot... the cost is 60% lah beb. Ya Allah~ tolong hambamu ini, mudahkan tugasan hambamu ini. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

Oyasuminasai~ xx

VIP Day

Instead of burying my bum on the not-so-comfortable chair getting ready for the next paper, I went SHOPPING this late afternoon with my landlady! Chadstone had a one-day sale today! They called it as 'VIP Day' - the sales were for new stocks! 30% to 40% off the retail price. Got myself a trench coat and a parka. Good price! :) and a plain black beanie! yay!

Landlady said only Chadstone had this kind of 'VIP Day' thing. Twice a year. Mid-year and End-of-year! So, one reason to come to Melbourne, baby! hehehe ntah apa. English pun dah songsang dah. Terbang ntah kemana.

If only allowance ku keluar sudah.. tapi belum wah. Good thing! Reasons to control, Shee! Wah, lucky meh that I went out today. Shopping therapy? De-stress? So not fair! This is so not me! hahahaha ok, ok~

Back to work. Still figuring out actually how to start this essay. Haihs. -.-

Ja Ne~ xx

Time For Thoughts

1 down, 3 to go!
9000 words left!


GANBATTE, SHEE!

nengok gambo kat bawah ni boleh jadik semangat lah pulak!



By the way, I'm craving for Chicken Pie!
Mana nak dapat ni?

Ja~ xx

Fly Me To Sydney

Despite of being busy overwhelmed by thousands and thousands and thousands of words, I still had my holiday being planned! YAY! It's something to look forward after thousands and thousands and thousands of words due on the 18th of June!

What do you think I'm up to?
TRAVELLING, of course!

To Japan?
No-no! How I wish. lol~

To Korea?
Jangankan mimpi menggapai bintang. How I wish.

Oh well-

SYDNEY! HERE I COME!

JULY!

Insya-Allah..akan tercapai jua kaki ku untuk menjejak kaki ke Sydney - dengan satu tujuan! Melihat Sydney Opera House dengan mata kepala sendiri! :D

Apa lagi tempat lain yang menarik kat Sydney ye? Ada sesiapa among the readers would like to recommend a place to visit? not shopping centre okaaayy! hehehehe :p

Ok, now back to work! Ganbatte, Shee!


Yamapi ngan aku, Toma ngan Ashie, kita semua kawan baik~

Note: Ashie, comeyy lote lahh Toma kat sini bila dia buat muka~ hehehehe

Zutto ♥

Zutto issho ni itai to~ Yamapi-kun! ♥



No wonder ada hati nak lawat LJ hari ni setelah sekian lama tidak menjenguk community itu. Rupa-rupanya ada berita hangat!

YAYYYYYYY!!!! *melompat kegembiraan*

Yamapi's Summer Drama has been confirmed! =D

The title of the drama is Match Point and it is a youthful lovestory between a straight-forward,unconfident man and a strong-willed woman. Seems like interesting, ne?

Talking about this, I baru ingat yang I belum tengok Code Blue SP pun! OHMYYY! Poor me~ poor me~ hontto ni gomennasai, Pi-kun! Ini tak boleh jadi ni! Tapi waktu ni, terpaksalah pulak ditangguhkan kerna busy sangat lah! :s Do remind me again, okay?

Lepas tu, apa yang aku hope for this new drama is a change of hairstyle! I want Pi-kun to change his hairstyle! Somehow, I'm not comfortable with his new curly hairstyle. *aku rasa macam aku pernah bagitau tentang benda ni jer.. hehehe..* sungguh obvious bahawa aku kurang menyukainya!

But that's a small matter. What matters the most is HOW MUCH I MISS HIS DEEP VOICE! *cries*

And- YAY! I've just found a blog who translated Pi's Nikki. I've stopped reading his Nikki when the one who usually translated his Nikki stopped translating it few months ago. I kinda miss her though [wahlao. i forgot her name though :/ gomenne]

Anyhoot, this is his recent nikki on the 20th May on last Wednesday. We were actually meant for each other! Didn't I tell you guys? Even though kita berdua terpisah ribuan batu, tapi hakikatnya - we still shared doing same things! I can't believe this yo!

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05.20.2009

PM7:40

こんばちわ
finally it's done.

I tried cooking ramen.

I've put spicy mustard into it
It was so super delicious!

masissoyo! (fyi: delicious in korean)

Changing the topic
Recently I've been watching anime and many others online

**credits to nikpi-0409
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Refer to my Jejak Kasih post which was written on the 20th May jugak! Can't believe it. He cooked ramen for his dinner and I cooked Indomie yo! NOODLES! He put spicy mustard into it and I improvised my indomie with fried eggs and Sos Chilli Maggi! Nyummie! Maissoyo! AND- dia bilang he has been watching anime lately and me too!! kyaaa!! ^^ I wonder what anime he watched ye, if only he watched Skip Beat! wahhh~ that's must be rab ne bana de jodi (match made in heaven)!

ILU Pi-kun! ♥

Sebenarnya tersasar sikit post aku ni.. actually aku nak post tang NEWS punya MV, 'Koi no ABO' tapi dah melalut pulak pasal Yamapi sorang! hehehe nanti jer lah aku post tang MV tu! hehehehe!

K lah, nak tidur ni. Dah nak dekat pukul 10pm dah. Esok pagi ada lecture!

Oyasumi~ :)

KYUJONGIE~!

Heee.. I don't know who is Kim Dong Hee. But I'll be writing about her new song which was recently released. Well, no.. not because of her voice or whatever but I'm focusing more on the official MV! Kyu Jong dongsaeng is in it!

I repeat....

KYU JONG IS IN IT!!!!

AND HE LOOKS VERY, VERY DIFFERENT!!!

Even though it is a typical video of breaking up and commiting suicide, what I appreciate the most is Kyu Jong's efforts to be part of the video. He looks awesome in it! Sebenarnya boleh dipertingkatkan lagi sih.... he sure can fly to success! Like me.. heeeee :) mmwah Kyu Jong!

Now I want to see Baby Oppa in a commercial or an MV! It sure will be very great! coz Baby Oppa is an assassin! lol.

Young Saeng? That boy with a precious voice, let him stay quiet in my little pocket :)

Jung Min.. he's already in the spotlight!

Kamsahamnida, Unnie! ♥

Hi kengkawan!
Along bersiaran lagi~ hehehehe
Apa khabar chingu semua?
Unnie-unnie semua apa khabar? *referring to the fellow bloggers who still there in my tagboard even tho I was away* Semoga chingu dan unnie-unnie semua sihat-sihat belaka..

Kay, ni buat special post lah ni untuk unnie-unnie semua coz nak reply sepanjang lebarnya.. hehehe... tak muat lah pulak kat tagboard tu. Well, supaya adil lah kan supaya unnie-unnie semua tak perlu menyusahkan diri tekan butang 'older messages' pada tagboard I tu! hehehehe :p

Rozie: Tima kacihh yaaa kerna sudi jenguk blog saya yang tak seberapa ini... =) ni Rozie yang share Jun Pyo ngan Ashie ker itu Ruha? konpius lah pulak! aigooo~ :s Rozie ada blog ker? ^^

Ashie: Kerom tu apa makna dia ye? Kemanhe apa pulak makna die? Tau-tau jer dia I busy study. hehehe bagus-bagus~ and yes, I'm a fan of SS501! ♥ baru-baru jer actually.. sejak-sejak We Got Married! hehehehehe :p

Waiem: Anyeong haseyo unnie! =)

Hurulaini: Tima kacihh daun keladi coz sudi jenguk blog ini.. hehe I actually three days ago pun baru visit blog tuan hamba.. I like your blog coz ada review tang ceta Jepun! Dah start dah nengok Code Blue? Amacam? Kirimsalam ngan Aizawa-sensei ye! :) Oh well, sekali sekala ada lah jugak diaorang chat kat sini. Moderator dia cik Ashie kita tu lah~ yang memang suka sangat siput kat atas tu... ntah kenapa dia suka siput tu tak tau lah pulak~ comeyy kot? hehehehe

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Ok, sebenarnya ketiadaan aku pada blog ini sal aku pergi Bendigo again! Teman kakak I kat Caulfield tu ambik small fridge kat rumah kak Finaz! I pergi ngan Kak Lina ngan Kak Jidah jugak. So empat lah kita semuanya.. dan sepertinya laptop memang I bawa, tapi nya I tak ada broadband..so tak dapat lah online. Tak nak lah susahkan kak Finaz nak pinjam jua tenet, sekadar nak blogging.. malu jugak lah~ hehehehe

Sebenarnya kerja aku memang lah bertimbun giler! 4 assignments on the run! Kena hantar setiap satu every week! So basically ujung bulan Jun nanti baru lah saya freee sikit kot? Kot jer tu...

Argh! Takut lah pulak aku tak buat bagus dalam benda ni. But I do hope, hope, hope and pray, pray, pray, and keep praying supaya I could get through at this first stage of doing my Master kat sini. Tough? Memang tough giler! Dah rasa nak nangis air mata darah pun ada~

Nasib baik lah aku ada kawan-kawan semua maunya pada kakak-kakak aku yang kat OZ ni jugak kakak-kakak aku kat blog ni! Mereka lah yang meriahkan mood aku dan membuatkannya stabilised. Kamsahamnida, unnie! You all are gems! ♥

Oklah nanti lagi sambung blog ye . Takde benda nak update tang ceta-ceta Korea maupun Jepun. Kita jumpa kat blog pebret yang dua tu lah! ;) Pastinya I akan menyibuk kat sana..

Plus ni, nak sambung buat kerja. Due Friday next week. 3,000 words! *gulp* baru jer selesai 800 words! Ganbatte, Shee! I can do this!

xx

Fangirl Alert Episod 2!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
IT'S GOOD TO SEE LEADER-OPPA BACK ON STAGE AFTER SO LONG!

LEADER OPPA IS BACK!
LEADER OPPA IS BACK!

AND- GOSH! HIS DANCING SKILLS STILL THERE! I'M PROUD OF YOU!

Tapi dia sempuuuuuuttt to the very last! Dah lama tak nari sayang?

I love you, OPPA! xx

AND WHEN THEY SANG BFF PUNYA SOUNDTRACK TU, "BECAUSE I'M STUPID".. I SCREAMED ENDLESSLY AT THE SECOND WHEN THEY LET LEADER-OPPA OUT TO BE ON THE STAGE!



And bila dengar suara dia~ I rasa terus nangis sampai tahap nak pengsan! hahahaha over lah pulok description tu! hehehehehehehe tapi betul I nangeesssss.. airmata kegembiraaannn okaaayyy!

It is certainly the best night of my life!
I feel like I was there!
Wish I could be there!

And insya-Allah panjang umur murah rezeki, dan cinta masih utuh - ececehhh... aku ingin bertemu dengan mereka kekasih pojaaaaan hatikuuuuu~ I WANT TO WATCH THEM LIVE AND JOIN THOUSANDS OF FANS OUT THERE TO SCREAM!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!


- THE END- (i think!)

Dah nak pukul dua pagi dah ni.. waktu Melbourne.. ku ingin beradu dibuai mimpi indah~

Oyasuminasai, minna! xx

Fangirl Alert!

AT 4:26 onwards, I screamed endlessly~ and felt so tak tentu rasa sehingga mengalirkan air mata~ sungggguhhhhh! That was one of my favourites song from G.O.D!

Honestly, walau aku tak berapa kenal durang.. aku tak pernah kisah bila diaorang punya birthday, apa diaorang punya pebret food, tak pernah hafal lagu diaorang, oh well - i'm not what you called a true fan of G.O.D - b-but, the LOVE they gave me is so enormous! that they made me feel like i'm a True Fan!

I seriously want them to come back in the spotlight for goooood! Hontto ni! Danny-oppa, please get your ass back on the stage! Joon oppa! Tae Woo Oppa! Youngie Oppa! I MISS YOU ALL!

PLEASE COME BACK! D':
*begging on my knees*

TO BE CONTINUED.. I NEED TO GET MYSELF BACK ON EARTH!

The Empty Heart

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!

OMMMYYY!!
Can some pleaseee heellpp meee?
Where I could watch the very HQ-not-fancam-based version of Korean Music Festival / Hollywood Bowl 2009 which took place on the 9th this month?
Bummer! I'm asking something for impossible! I'm sure the DVD won't be out yet!
But I just can't stand it. Fan-cams made me dizzy! *__*

BUT- there's no other option, I have to watch it!

MY BOYS PERFORMED THAT NIGHT!

AND-

NO, NO.. THAT'S ONLY A PART OF IT! BUT THE FACT THAT

THERE WAS A SO-CALLED MINI G.O.D REUNION!!! ♥_♥

according to some fan reports out there...

MADE ME FEELING LIKE JUMPING UP HIGH IN THE AIR!

*spazzed*

*still waiting for the fancam video to finish uploading* - seems like the Quality of this fancam is quite good! Not the dizzy type! ehehh...

Kim Tae Woo! Son Ho Young! Kim Hyun Joong! Ho Young Saeng! Kim Hyung Joon! These four boys made of million of ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!

*video has done uploading*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!
OHMMMYYY TAE WOO OPPA! YOUNGIE OPPA!! TSKKKK! *CRIES HAPPILY*

I can't control myself! I miss them so so so so muuuuchhh!

I'm off to watch more fancams! Terpaksa jua kaaan... I need to fill this empty space inside my heart~

My big thanks to spazzes for the links of fancams!
Click here --> SPAZZES!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
BABBYYYY! WHY YOU SEMAKIN MENARIK DI PANDANGAN MATAKU?
WAE? WAE? WAE?

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
YOUNG SAENGIE OPPA!!!
*CPR PLEASE! I'M DYING!*

Jejak Kasih Mu~

Aku sebenarnya tak tau apa benda nak dicakapkan. Running out of things to share. Macam tak caya lah pulak kan.. a'ah betul, tak percaya sudah. Aktiviti aku pada hari ni..kurang memuaskan. But berhasil. I managed to finish my assignment that due tomorrow awal petang tadi! YAY! Omedettou, Rusy-chan! \\^_^//

Last night, I had a good catch-up with my ex-housemate waktu kat Nottingham dulu, Hanna! Really.. it was reallyyy a good catch-up.. sampai to the extent I really think, it is way too much! Inda ja, laling? heeeee......

Dan..

Hari ni saja... berpuluh kali, aku keluar masuk Facebook! OHMY! I seriously have no life meh? That much? I is keduno. Sigh.

But - I did something cool today!

Ha, now ada cerita. hehehehe.

JEJAK KASIH BERSAMA ADI BERADI WINCHESTERS! To where I used to belong! Iyalah kan, bak kata pepatah 'hujan batu di negeri orang, hujan emas di negeri sendiri', 'carik-carik bulu ayam, lama-lama bercantum juga' and 'air dicincang tak akan pernah putus' - esehhh~ itulah walau selama dan sejauh mana pun kami terpisah.. bak kata pepatah yang satu lagi.....

'Asam di darat, ikan di laut, dalam belanga bertemu jua' hehehehe~

Memang aku akui aku jauh ketinggalan beribu batu jauhnyaaaa~ dan dah beratus kali agaknya aku cakap benda nih.. aku akan catch-up punya! Hontto ni! Akan ku kotakan kata ini..ecehh demi kasih yang abadi~ wahlao! kweng~kweng~kweng~

Dan.. aku jugak nengok ni!

SKIP BEAT! ♥

What else?
Tu jer kot.... untuk hari ni!

Dan sebelum tu, nak share piccu ni beloved hubby.


Pi-kun: I miss you, Shee! Will you be coming back to Japan in the near time?

Shee: I miss you too, dear~ but hontto ni gomennasai, Pi-kun! I won't be back. In few weeks' time, I need to be by Oppa's side.

Pi-kun: Nande?

Shee: Because his birthday is coming soon. And he won't let me go.

Pi-kun: I am very disappointed with you, Shee-chan! You weren't here during my birthday and you will be there for his birthday. This is not fair. You don't love me, don't you? *alalala~ merajuk lah pulak*

Shee: I do loove youuu! *lost in words, tears started to roll down*

Pi-kun: No, you don't! *hang up the phone*

Shee: *heavy waterworks* - Oppa barged in and hugged me!

Hyun Joong Oppa: Daijoubu desu ka?

Shee: *still in berada dalam pelukan Oppa - alaa~ macam dalam satu scene kat BBF tu, yang waktu dia nak peluk JanDi time JunPyo kissu ngan pompuan yang satu tu* well.. that's how it feel.. dan dalam tangisan said, "Pi-kun, he's mad at me. He said that I don't love him anymore. I do love him, Oppa~ but why did he say this?"

Hyun Joong Oppa: It's okay. No worries. Let things calm down. He must be missing you so much.

Then, there was a knock on the door. Young Saeng oppa came in!

Young Saeng Oppa: Shee dear~ I got a text. And it's for you.

Shee: eyh? Text for me on your phone? *masih busy mengelap air mata yang tak reti nak henti*

Young Saeng Oppa: Yup, apparently it's from Yamapi-hyung!

Shee: *pantas mencapai Saengie oppa's phone*

The text looked like this,
"Dear Shee, I know you are crying now. Those words I say to you just now, I didn't mean it at all. I still love you - no matter what happened. I do love and will always be in love you. I'm sorry. Your ichiban, Yamapi"

Then, ding! dong!

Young Saeng Oppa: "ahh.. it must be Hyungie-dongsaeng!" and ran to the main door.

Hyun Joong Oppa said to Shee: 'Are you okay now?' I nodded lightly. And he hugged me!

Young Saeng Oppa disturbed the goood moment, and he called my name at the top of his voice.. "Shee, delivery for youuuu"

Shee: Delivery? What delivery?

Hyun Joong: *mengangkat bahu tanda tidak tahu* go and see~ I need to wake Kyu Jong up! And we will go out for dinner! Get ready, okay? *kissed me on my forehead dan berlalu*

Shee: *smiled to him dan berlari-lari anak ke main door*

And terkejut ada sejambak bunga ros yang menutupi muka si pengirim.

Delivery man: These lovely roses is for the lovely lady by the name Shee.

Shee: I'm Shee.

Delivery man: Can you please sign here?

Aku menyambut huluran bunga ros untuk memudahkan si delivery man mengeluarkan pen untukku menandatangani borang kiriman. Dan alangkah terkejutnya aku...

*bunga terlepas dari tangan, nasib baik Young Saeng berada dekat dan dia menyambutnya* kerna aku terus memeluk si pengirim bunga~

"PI-KUN! OHMYYYYYY!!" and kesekian kalinya, Shee cried again - and these times, in the arms of his beloved hubby! "I can't believe this!" Why? Why? Why do you have to do this?

Pi-kun: I came especially for you, to wipe away your tears~ I miss you so much.

And- THAT'S IT! ♥ And Shee lived happily ever after~ *wink*

Mata ne~ xx


p/s: Poyo tul lah! Mencurah-curah lah pulak ide bila nengok gambar buah hati pengarang jantung ku itu~ hehehehehe :p Jangan mare yeeee!!

Alexander Rybak!

Let's spread this new love from the other side of the world!
I really think he is made of millions of awesomeness!
Hontto ni!

I was facebook-hopping when I saw an old friend of mine (Syazana)'s FB status that said "I'm in love with a fairytale" I "liked" her comment without knowing anything what she means. It's just that status is so attractive~ so I "liked" it. Then she responded by giving me the link to the video below. And I clicked it just to find myself being struck with an awesome lightning! *jaw-dropped* He is amazing!



Apparently he is the winner of Eurovision 2009. Haven't heard of this competition before though. But seems like this competition is being held among the talents of other European countries caused the second and the third place went to Greece and Iceland respectively. He is a Norwegian! xx

The way he presented the song - so full of energy! He's really happy! And oh my~ those smiles - the way he smiles - so cuuuute!

Have a Look! And spread the Love!

xx

Bakpo?

AKU STRESS!
500 words to go!

Bakpo mu pegang kamera macam nih?

Image Credits to: Fri Serbini

Cam tu kah pegang kamera canggih?
Tak professyiional langsung mu nih!
Apsai kejap mata? Mata sakit kaaa?


xx

Bisa nggak?

Ambe nak kawen ngan orang Indon?
Bisa nggak?
Pleaseeeeeee......!

*angau mode ON*

Ganteng sih jejaka yang kerja di restoran ulung pilihan gue yang terletak di Little Bourke Street itu dong!

Keep dreamin' baby~

I'm done.

xx

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//edited 10.22pm

OH-EM-GEE!

".....From May 18th to June 30th, Hotsun Chicken (a company Kim Hyun Joong is the face of) will be giving one coupon to every person who buys a whole chicken from them. With this coupon, they will go to Hotsun's website and register, and the 70 people with the most amount of chickens purchased will have a chance to win a date with Kim Hyun Joong. Can you believe it?! The top 70 customers will compete for the chance to get his signature, pictures with him and even a chicken date.... Seriously, a chicken date! The winner will be announced on July 1st and the "chicken date" will go down on the 4th. Ah... now THAT'S desperation at its finest! Hyun Joong is even going to cook the chicken and serve it himself................"

Credits to: The_Lost_City in AllKpop


I JUST DON'T AGREE WITH THIS!
THIS IS A TOTAL DESTRUCTION IN THE HEALTH CONTEXT!!

OPPA! ARE YOU SERIOUS?
What do you have in mind by doing this?
Waaa!

Popularity? Charity?

Fried Chicken? Fats? Obesity? Food Sustainability? Food Waste? Do you ever care about that? hahahahaha!

EMOSI lah pulak! huhuhu~

Wae Oppa? Wae?

Ni essay punya pasal lah ni - emo semacam! I tak jeles okay. I just geram jer for a business to do this kind of strategy. Ekceli sama geram ngan nengok advertising Donuts yang JunPyo buat untuk Dunkin Donuts' tu. In the midst of tackling the rising rates of obesity among childhood and teenagers, they should think about this. Aigoo~ oppa~ you can do better lah sayaangkuee sekalian~ bagi kupon pergi gym ker?

Or propose macam ni ker? Like siapa boleh lost weight 7 kg dalam masa seminggu will win a date with Hyun Joong oppa? Kan sedap sikit telinga aku mendengar.. and kena ada syarat tau - lose weight in a healthy way.. sekurang-kurangnya membantu lah sedikit kaaan.. kaan... tak gitu?

Ok, cukuplah aku ceta semua nih! Tak guna pun. Bukannya Oppa aku baca benda nih. Satu habuk pun dia tara paham punya! huhuhu.

If only... Oppa~~~ *merintih dalam kepiluan*


Taaa~ xx


p/s: masih angau! bisa bisa aja yah dong! xx

Mana Aci!

Mana aci!

Aku kata aku nak kembali hujung minggu ni kan..alih-alih aku sibuk buang masa aku kat Facebook! Baik aku kembali semula kat blog aku nih. Sekurang-kurangnya tak lah aku buang masa aku sangat! Spend time stalking orang punya Facebook page. Tak bagus naaaa pi menyibuk orang punya page!

Bukan apa - sebenonya bebang ambe tuk minggu nih dah selesai dah! Hehehehe. I wish! *sarcastic giler* actually ada satu essay kena due hari Khamis ni! 1,500 words. Tak pe aku boleh buat nyers! No worries, kay? Taking one step at a time, it's just so me! hahahaha :p

Anyway, nak haboq la ni.. tadi aku main application kat Facebook nun! Pas tu aku jumpa lah satu quiz ni - yang test how terer will I be dalam loghat unik Malaysia nih.. banyak2 application tu - aku ambik lah yang Terengganu.. saja jer nak test try!

Dan ini hasilnya...

Ashie-sensei, amacam? I tak main cheat-cheat u know! Soalan dia memang susah giler! I main dadu jer jawab semua tu. Tak sangka lah pulak boleh jadi adik beradik ngan Mung! hahaha berayahkan Megat Panji Alam.. siapa ituuuuuu~? :|

Ada sembilan soalan semuanya! Tak tau actually if I jawab semua tu betul tak sampai boleh jadi anak jati Terengganu~ huhu. You check ye, Ashie! lol.


Hehehe.. siap tanda lagi, apa yang I jawab sebenarnya! Berapa sebenarnya yang betul cik Ashie, oiii? Sampai bleh dapat result flying color nih? hehehehehe :p

And- and.. Mok Ming Tanjol tu siapa? Orang ke? Apsal dia tanya macam tu? Ada sejarah ke? *curious* heeeee... :)


Anyways, HAPPY CHEECHA'S DAY to you, Ashie! And to member-member beloghopper yang bergelar cikgu!

Till next time, xx

Stay Tune

Nak jadi student yang baik, aku terpaksa melepaskan tugasan aku pada blog ini untuk sementara waktu. huhu~ wish me all the best yach!
Tak lama, akan kembali hujung minggu ini.
Stay tune.

xx

Alahai~ melepas lah pulak!

LAPORAN TIDAK TERKINI

One of kakak ipar aku (hehe konfiden pulak aku yang dia tu kakak) hehehehe... kenapa kak ipar? since aku akun that Lee Min Ho aka the famous Goo Jun Pyo tu abang angkat aku.. hehehe.. tagged aku bilang that Lee Min Ho ada datang Australia! I tak tahu menahu pun pasal itu. Sekalinya, I googled about it. And OHMYYY! It's so TRUE! He was in Australia around two weeks ago! 24th April 2009! Tapi sayangnya.. walaupun aku dan dia berada dalam satu negara yang sama.. tapi kenapalah jauhh sangat Jun Pyo sayang oiii? Apsal pi Sydney? Kenapa tak singgah kat Melbourne? Wae? Wae? *cries at the corner*

And percaya atau tidak, yang sudah dilaporkan only around 6 fans were there to sambut him di Sydney Airport, sedikitnyaaaaaa beruntunglah fans-fans itu, tak perlu berasak-asak nak ambik gambar dia.. hehehe *jeles nyer I*. He arrived in Sydney jam 6 pagi waktu setempat. And dia actually terkejut bila nengok ada ngefans tunggu dia di luar airport. And the funny thing lagi - nak pergi hotel dia, dia naik teksi biasa youuu! enough of being a superstar Oppa~ Wah wah wah~



Apsal dia tutup muka dia ye?
Hehehe.. some fans yang berkesempatan jumpa dia mengatakan dia tutup muka pasal muka dia tak cantik kot. Maklumlah muka bangun pagi! huhuh.. or ker dia lupa berus gigi sebenarnya? Well, dimaafin dong coz it was really unexpected! I mean, pandai dia yeee.. untuk mengelakkan dari dijemput ngefans.. he actually took a very early flight from Korea to arrive so early in Sydney.

Hahaha! Nasib baik lahhh dia tak kat Melbourne. Kalau tidak, aku pun sanggup tunggu dia tauuu kat Melbourne Airport! huhuhu~ and this remind me to keep up=to-date with SS501.. who knows diaorang ada hati nak pi Melbourne. hehehehehehehe~ *bermimpi di siang hari tapi semuanya itu tak impossible kan?* kan? kan? Kerana tidak mustahil if Baby-oppa of SS501 wants to come back to a place where he used to live for 2 years! Iyelahkan siapa tau.. dia macam usha-usha bandmate yang lain esp. to Hyun Joong Oppa saying, "Joongie oppa, let's go to Melbourne. It's a nice place there..let's go there.. let's go there.." hahahaha dan who knows Hyun Joong oppa nak pergi jugak and if I find out about this, I'll go straight heading to the airport and probably called all hotels kat Melbourne to ask for their names! hahahahahaha *probably jerr.. like aku ada masa untuk semua tu* hahahahahaha

K lah, kena sambung balik buat kerja~ aigoo. dah lalai lah pulak ngan day-dreamingnyaaa.. aigoooo...

xx

Haihs!

Tag Replies:

Ashie: Tak tahu lah apa dah jadi ngan I, Ashie! Memang sah dah angau kot.. ker susah hati sebenarnya.. aku pun kurang pasti. Actually, sibuk giler ngan assignment yang susah mengalahkan paling susah ni. Any advice macam mana nak improve stress management, Ashie-sensei? hehehe.. meh lah Ashie datang Australia. Bilang pada bos Ashie. From what I've seen in your blog, you buat something related to outdoor education ker Ashie? If so, should come to Melbourne lah yang coz outdoor education kat sini memang best arrr... macam-macam nak diterokai tau. huhuhu~ Btw, how is your beloved hubby? Tang surgery kat kaki dia tu? Hope all well with him yeeee.... lepas ni kena jaga dia baik-baik tau. *wink*

Qil: HARHARHAR! Therapy okkayyyy~ harharhar! But I do think so. Takut tak pasal-pasal nanti lain pulak jadinya. Hijau biru dan semput giler masa nengok hubby. hahaha tak terbayang lak aku~ terimagine lak aku. hahahaha aduihhhs. susah-susah~

Amals: Hahahahaha! Ni lagi satu... Amal oh Amal~ jangan mudah terpedaya dengan gambar Mal~ I tak lose weight pun walau sekilo semenjak I datang ke sini. Heaven bah sini ani. Kemudahan makan atu... mcm uumph! hahahahahahaha Bertambah tiga kilo adalah. And pasal gambar atu, hmmm... I think pasal si Shannon atu besar sikit dari aku.. so iyatah ia tolong cover-up! hahahahahahaha :p

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Gragh! Apsal assignment kali ni susah giler ah? Aigoo. Aku rasa aku tak kan score benda ni *nauzubillah min zalik* Tercabut kepala aku nak buat Critical Appraisal nih. Gosh! Aku dah duduk merekat atas kerusi depan meja study aku ani semenjak pukul 9.00 pagi. Dan sekarang dah nak dekat masuk pukul 2.00 petang. Gerak pun untuk pergi ke tandas jer. Wahahaha~ and masih assignment aku ni macam.. gragh! Mental aku! *tarik-tarik rambut* apsal susah sangat ni? Wae? Wae? Nande? Nande?

Dan dah berjuta kali dah aku tengok video yang sama untuk release stress aku yang tak henti-henti mendatang. Kalau aku rasa otak aku penuh, aku tengok video ni. Bila dah lapang balik, aku sambung balik. Bila penuh semula, aku tengok video yang sama dan steps diulang seterusnya.

And this is it, the video! The guy who made up my day! =) The unfamous brother to a famous brother. hahahahaha korang faham tak bahasa aku tu? hahahaha! Presenting....

Anas Koq and The Geng!



Terhibur aku bila dia buat lawak bodohs macam ni~ cecapi tul lah! Eh ada ker word 'capi-capi' kat bahasa Malaysia ye? Sukati aku jer! hahahahahaha But yes, watching this video macam oh yeahhh~ made me laugh my head off! hahahahahaha lawak giler! I loiiikkeee~

Oh well, just because I love this video so much doesn't mean that I'm on their side okay. On behalf of Anas Koq and The Geng, I nak minta ampun dan maaf kat one of the artis yang telah dijadikan bahan lawak mereka. Dari hujung rambut ker hujung kaki~ ampuuun :) *peace* dan of course, sorry for liking this video too. huhuhuhu~

Ok ler, nak sambung kerja balik. Or nak makan? Apa baik? Will decide on that later~

Ja Ne~ ^^

Emergency Relief Trip

To those who followed or have watched this TV show called Australia's Biggest Loser in which I didn't.. hehe should recognised this guy called Shannon. Ala~ one of the trainer for this reality show. Heeeee~ And.. heeeee.. anyone found him hengsem? Angkat tangan, plis~ Guessed most of my readers here inda kenal kali siapa ia though. I think~ heeee.. *still giddy*

You must be wondering why kan? kan? Hahahaha BECAUSE I MET HIM! *flail*

I seriously don't know him. I think pernah tengok dia ni sekali jer dalam TV. Tu pun waktu first time I turun kat Bendigo. Coz Ka Finaz (the one who lived in Bendigo) is a no.1 fan of this TV show and apparently no.1 fan of this trainer. So, last Easter break tuee..we spent our night watching this show.

And this weekend, I turun buat kali keduanya ke Bendigo. Coz I need to go out from the stress world despite of my 2,000 words assignment and presentation yang due this Thursday and Friday respectively. So I tak kisah I turun jugak ke Bendigo. Hmm, after tolak dan campur, the trip took around 3 hours from my place down south. Yes, I went UP NORTH!

AND-AND, dan untuk kedua kalinya ini lah membawa seribu satu makna untuk ku... ececehh.. dan bertemu jodoh ngan Encik Shannon kita ni lah~ and this time, woooohooooo~ meeting up face-to-face yo!



AND- OHMYY, though I don't know him but Hati ini berdegup laju okaaayyy. Like nerbes alert. nerbes alert. hahahahahahaha! Plissssss~ my hands were so shakyyyy... dan nak tanya if boleh gambar pun, rasa macam nak pengsan jer menghadap muka dia waktu tueee~ ohmmyyy!

And to the end lepas gambar ngan dia tu, I shook hand ngan dia dan pastinya~ aku menggunakan tangan ku yang sebelah kiri untuk menghulurkan salam~ hahahahahahahaha! *angau kot?* hahahaha! tak seswaiiii lah akak~

Can you guys imagine, if orang yang aku tak kenal pun aku dah jadi macam ni, what's going to happen if aku jumpa ngan hubby-hubby aku? I might as well pengsan terus agaknyaaaa kot right infront of them. Like jumpa ngan Yamapi, Ryo, Hyun Joong Oppa.. ohhmmmyyy! ♥

I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY, HAD A GREAT WEEKEND!!!

We did everything!
From meeting a celebrity to movie marathon (4 movies) to jalan-jalan around Bendigo Town to having a BBQ to cerita-cerita till late night to tidur together in the living room to buat kerja together and discuss and to just everything!

Thanks to them five!


Down the love lane~
Till we meet again~ ♥


Love,
Shee xx

Fenings

I feel so tired today. Tadi pagi jumpa bakal project supervisor. She was very helpful and willing to supervise me with syarat that I interested dengan dia punya research interest. She beri me peluang untuk fikirkan sampai minggu depan sebelum dia memberi peluang ini pada orang lain. Coz dia cakap ada orang sedang queue-ing juga untuk jadi anak buah dia. Since satu orang supervisor hanya boleh ambil 2 orang. I don't want to lose her. Please pray for me that I will get her. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin. Now sekarang yang aku perlukan untuk berfikir ialah untuk ambil literature review ker data analysis? Pening aaarr.. pening.

I had a look on HSH725 module untuk membiasakan diri ngan apa itu qualitative dan apa itu quantitative. Apa kejadah benda ni hah? I tahu apa itu quantitative, tapi......... qualitative, I kurang pasti. Baca buku ngan kertas buat aku muak. And lapar most of the time. Betul-betul letih arr today. Lepas tu, nasib aku kurang baik, telefon pulak habis kredit. Nak beli online tak dapat - terpaksalah aku berjalan keluar lagi, turun naik tram, ke Safeway yang terdekat. Nasib baik lah weather bagus.

Kerana terlalu letih, aku rasakan masa berjalan dengan terlalu lambat. Waktu aku buat post ni, 15 minit lagi pukul 8 malam. Argh! Mata dah rasa nak pejam. Mengantuk aaa.. tapi tak boleh tidur coz hati masih susah. Aigoo.

So I bawak tengok Kkotboda Namja NGs! Lepas gelak aku, hilang letih aku! Lawak tul ah adik cikebumbum waktu NG (tak dapat nak tahan dia punya ketawa.. hehe comel jer dia tergelak macam orang innocent)..

...and....

memikat hati betul lahh si Goo Jun Pyo tu! He is really one full of charisma! Dalam set mahupun luar set, dia memang uumpphhh!

Banyak-banyak gambar Lee Min Ho aka Jun Pyo Oppa, ni lah gambar yang paling aku suka sangat-sangat~ macam wooooottss~ plis lawaaaaaaa..... ♥__♥ *drools*

LOVE IS FIRE~

and... ohmmy..ohmmyy...

comeyyyyyyyy....

and...
ni lagi...

My ex-boyprennnng (wearing black) ngan adik Geum Jandi ;)

Sebenarnya aku tidak tahu apa yang ingin diceritakan... except for dua tiga hari ni, fikiran aku asyik melayang pada ex-boyprennng aku yang kat atas ni ngan member-member dia sekali. Macam rindu gaakkkk~ so aku layaan lagu diaorang.. and omoo~ why did my ex-boyprenng have to be so hot? why? why? semakin hot lah pulak - and member dia yang satu tu, U-Know oppa macam okieee plissss~ hotness!

And aku rinduuuuuuuu gilerrrr ngan... bebudak KAT-TUN
*i lost track on what they've been up to* :(
not till - coursemate aku sergah aku dari belakang pepagi buta yesterday kata, "OHMY! HAVE YOU BOUGHT IT?" I was like, "WHATTT??" then she jumped up and down, "KAT-TUN'S NEW ALBUM, BREAK THE RECORD!" and aku menggeleng kehampaan. sedih aku dengo nama diaorang~ perit seperitnya... then she said, 'why didn't you buy it?' i replied,'the korean aliens abducted me and won't send me back to Japan' - buat muka sedihh sangaat. then she actually hempas I ngan file dia tau, 'so bad~' tu lah yang dia kata..

haihs :'(

This is a random post! Aigoomama~

Terlanjur Cinta

To Abang Pesal:
Keep rocking my world!!

Eeyaaarghh! Jambu betul awak malam tu ye ngan rambut pendek awak. Comel jerrr~ teringat lah aku pulak kat Hyun Joong Oppa - waktu mula-mula nengok dia berambut pendek. Semput seketika arr.. pi bila lama-lama nengok, ok jerrr la la la~


Video kat bawah ni, malam Anugerah Industri Muzik yang ke-16
Waktu Abang Pesal nyanyi ngan Neng Rossa. Best nggak? Best banget sih~



Video credits to: Rockensteiner

Lalalalala~

lalalalala~ so many things to do, so little time!
it's going to be a busy week!

- 2,500 words media analysis due THIS Thursday (95% done)
- food sustainability presentation (next week) + 1,500 word report (the week after next week)
- 2,500 words critical appraisal due next week jugak! argh!

- meeting ngan minor project tutor esok pukul 9 pagi!
- start to develop research question

dan week seterusnya.......

Alamak, macam mana ni? Macam mana? Tak menang tangan aku ngan semua ni.

PLEASE! Kan balik kuuuu!!! waaaaa... :(

Belum ada masanya.. yang aku boleh duduk santai-santai seperti pojaan hati aku kat bawah ni~

Mcm best kan, dia bleh duduk macam tu..santai-santai~

Hanya Tinggal Sejarah

Last night, I chatted with my bestie, Tika. Borak nyer borak tiba-tiba dia heboh, 'Syi, TOMOK menang' siap bagi link lagi untuk persembahan dia malam final OIAM tu - alaaa yang Rindu Terhenti tueee.. and she sendiri cakap-ed he's quite gooood. Hehehe *gelak kat ujung korner* bukan apa~ ada storrryy di sebalik aku ngan Tomok ni sebenarnya. hahahahaha! a'ah ye lah tu!

Actuallyy, aku ni dulu peminat New Boyz, particularly Tomok tu lah. Siap tulis kat buku biodata tau - favourite dream boy aku nama dia Shah Indrawan. Time tu kalau tak silap aku dalam tingkatan 3. Ohmyy~ dan ada lah orang tanya kaayy.. siapa Shah Indrawan? you see nama cantik beb. So aku time tu banggalah ngan Tomok ni. And siap tau birthday dia - 17 Mei 1984 gituee! So tahun ni dia masuk 25 lah ye? hehehe aku ingat diary sekolah aku penuh ngan bunga-bunga tau untuk tarikh 17 Mei tu! Aku hafal tau lagu Sejarah Mungkin Berulang. Pas tu kan.. aku siap defend lagi Tomok, bila orang kata suara dia ntah apa-apa. Dalam hidung lah apalah..aku pernah marah tau. Aku kata tu kan suara orang baru nak matured. Dan I think aku masih ada simpan borang yang Suria Records pernah sertakan bila purchased kaset (klasik kaayy~ zaman kaset gituee) yang aku telah isi nak jadi one of New Boyz punya fanclub. Tapi aku tidak pernah berkesempatan untuk hantar borang tu tho. Ibu tak bagi~ boohoo.


hahahahaha sekali kan, ada satu classmate aku ni - dia pun tetiba minat lah pulak ngan Tomok. Ntah mana silap ntah. And aku ni possessive dan penjeles sikit orangnya. Aku pantang sangat lah kalau ada orang minat lelaki yang aku minat (dan sifat tu masih kekal sehingga hari ni..hehehe) so dia pun heboh-heboh yang dia minat kat Tomok. Tomok kiut lah Tomok itu lah Tomok ini lah - aku naik muak. So aku kata, bolayanlah lah kau ngan Tomok. Dan cinta ku pun beralih arah.. jeles punya pasal, aku break-up ngan Tomok. Aku marah betul tau! Sampai aku suruh adik aku ambik VCD Karaoke New Boyz yang memang ada dalam simpanan aku. Poster Tomok pun aku dah bagi classmate aku tu.

Pas tu aku marah-marah lah bila found out ada orang berkesempatan ambik gambar ngan dia. Aku cemburu tau. hahahahaha! Cemburu sesangat. Dan kerana api cemburu yang membara-bara, aku mengambil keputusan untuk mengundurkan diri plis dari cinta yang tidak kesampaian ini. hahahaa

Entah mana silapnya, aku jadi anti kat New Boyz. (dan aku pulak join the club cakap suara tomok tak sedap lah ntah lah apa lah) Pantang sungguh aku dengar nama kumpulan tu. Tapi deep down inside my heart, ecehh..sebenarnya aku guilty sangat coz iyelah kan - Tomok tu kan dream boy aku. Pasal aku tak nak ada orang ketiga...aku lupakan dia. ececehh.. *waktu buat post ni, aku tengah sengih-sengih mengenang kisah lama*

Aku masih ingat ibu aku kata, "dulu suka, lepas tu diucap-ucap" ohmmy! i can't believe i actually ingat semua ni. Ibu kata macam tu pasal aku pernah ingat nak bakar semua majalah aku yang ada gambar Tomok - mwaaarggh! and nak bakar VCD tu lah. Tak sangka begitu tak sukanya aku dengan dia. Agaknya apa yang merasuk aku time tu yeeee... nauzubillah min zalik.

Selamat Tinggal Kasih~
Selamat Tinggal Sayang~
Tak ingin sejarah cinta berulang~
Luka masih terasa... tsk. waaaaa!

Not until bila aku dengar dia nyanyi lagu raya Balik Kampong - then waktu tu aku kat Nottingham..aku suka sangat buat lawak cara dia nyanyi lagu tu. Well, sebenarnya aku suka dia nyanyi lagu tu. hahahaha iyalah tuuu kan.. dalam benci, ada pulak rindu bertamu. hahahaha!

Dan satu yang pasti.... tak ingin sejarah cinta berulang.

I think.. aku tak pernah tak suka budak ni. Iyalah kan.. memang susah kan nak lupa cinta pertama *statement maut ni nyeeers* harap-harap Tomok tak bukak internet dan baca post ni. Malu cheq nanti~ huhuhu

*waktu ni tengah main video YouTube dengar lagu New Boyz - Meraung* feeling lah pulak dengar lagu tueeeee~ aigooo pigungmama~ wae? wae?

Ke mana arah hendak ku tuju~ bila hatiku rindu padamu~

Tu lah serba serbi kurang lebih lebih kurang kisah cinta aku ngan kekasih lama aku ni. Skang ni dia dah pemes dah - congrats ye Tomok! :)

Satu wish aku dari dulu hingga sekarang - jika ada peluang, aku masih nak jumpa dia. Nak mintak otograf dia kat VCD Karaoke dia I owned tu. Harap-harap adik aku tak buang lah VCD tu. huhuhu.

Dan last but not least,

Happy Advanced Birthday Tomok!

p/s: ntah kenapa aku cerita pasal tomok pun aku tak tau. ni terkena penangan kipas-susah-mati korean yang tengah support local music lah ni. (diaorang tengah heboh waktu ni kat tagB ashie ngan waiem pasal Tomok menang OIAM ni) tu yang aku pun jadik terikut-ikut. dan kenangan ku dengan dia terakam semula di minda ini. ececehhhh.

Alamak!

Alamak!
Aku dah silap lah pula. Ha, memandai sangat nak pilih topik. Ingat 'Food Sustainability' ni senang nak buat. rupa-rupanya tak. satu hampeh pun aku tak ngerti. Coz ada 5 topic. Satu tu buat tang Organic Food, satu gi buat tang Food Safety, satu buat pasal GM food, satu gi buat tentang Globalized Food Supply, and satu gi tang Food Sustainability ni lah. So aku ingat - oo.. topik ni specific. so aku ambik lah yang ni. coz nak cerita tang organic food ngan gm food aku tak suka benda tuh! hahaha apa lagi nak buat sal food safety - bukan aku tak suka, tapi aku tak nak libatkan diri aku dalam bidang yang sungguh kompleks. so aku ambik lah food sustainability. dan masalahnya sekarang, food sustainability ni dua kali lima lah kompleks dia macam food safety. aigoo~ macam mana ye nak relate benda ni ngan kesihatan awam ye?

foodsustainabilityfoodsustainabilityfoodsustainabilityfoodsustainabilityfoodsustainabilityfoodsust
*uwekk* susahhhhhhhhhh!

Pas tu kena buat presentation. Then kena buat 1,500 words on food sustainability. Apa aku nak cerita eh tang benda ni? OMO~ Ya Allah, tolong hamba mu ini.

Happy Oh Happy~ Birthday~

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY

TO

LITTLE MISS GIGGLE, NINA!

Semoga dipanjangkan umur, murah rezeki dan cerah ceria selalu :) and all well with studies especially the 20,000 words thesis. May Allah bless you always, Amin. Amin. Amin.

HAVE A BLAST, BABE! xx







Pasal last night punya b'day msg tu, kenapa ada Tomok? wooo~ saja jer ada rasa nak balik semula kat kekasih lama (well, Tika tu cakap ia kekasih lama ku kaaayyy...) kan tumpang glamer nya balik ku iatah tuu...

Ha, yang ni Tomok. lol~ just in case you lupa his face.. mwakekeke. He was on stage tengah sing lagu Happy Birthday to you kot! Lagipun budak tu dah tak lama lagi dah nak birthday jugaak. huhuhu~ so ambik kesempatan lah here, Happy Advanced Birthday dude! Dah jadi jutawan ni, kekasih lama jangan lupa yek~ hahahaha :p

FT

Simply saying,
I love Faizal Tahir ♥

Girl Power!

I'm not in a talking term with one of the housemate today. Tulah, siapa suruh cari kelahi dengan aku pagi-pagi buta? Time-time 'the time of the month' lagi dia cari nahas. Padanlah muka dia! I know I am on the right side though. I think I just stepped right onto his ego. Giler, berani habis aku nak step on ego besar budak tu. Urgh, guys with their ego. urgh! *pissed off* Well, dia sendiri yang cakap ni, "ok, fine, I won't say anything to you anymore" dia sendiri yang cakap tau bukan aku. so dia bagi aku silent treatment, aku bagi yang sama lah. Aku tidak akan mengalah okay. Cukuplah apa yang dia dah buat selama ni - getting on my nerves and annoyed me! and started to talk nonsense dan benda-benda karut lagi mengarut. I dah cukup sabar dah selama ni, tu yang meletup hari ni kot.

Haha, funny thing - dia yang tak dapat bendung diri dia dari cakap ngan aku. Then bila dia cakap something, aku bagi kurang layanan lah. padan muka lah! hmpfft. Lepas tu bila dia nengok reaksi aku macam tu, then dia cakap, "oh I forgot that I supposed not to talk to you anymore" hahaha! buat rule sendiri tapi tak nak ikut. I just gave him this sinister smile. Ha, rasakanlah~

Tengok lah macam mana hari seterusnya. Siapa akan menang? I will for sure tak akan mengalah punya. Roommate dia yang sememangnya baik ngan aku, kesian dia~ terpaksa jadi orang tengah antara kami berdua. Hahahahaha! Sorry dude. Dah dia tak nak cakap ngan aku. So aku nak buat apa kan? hahahahaha

Oh yea~

It is a beautiful day =)

I'm already in Burwood. Baru jer sampai. And was so delighted to see a small package on my study table. wooohoooooo~ \\^__^//

So apa lagi, letak jer backpack, I terus duduk kat depan study table membuka balutan yang sungguh tebal pada package itu.

And- jeng, jeng, jeng~

Ni lah benda yang I tunggu-tunggu tu.... yayyyyyyy!!!

Alhamdulillah..benda ni telah selamat sampai ke tangan aku. Siap cium buku lagi~ heeeee..

Dan benda ni datangnya daripada.....

Saja jer nak tolong promosi~

WAHH~ nanti ada rezeki ekstra, I rasa I nak beli lagi lah~ ni first time actually aku beralih arah. I mean usually I baca novel-novel dari Alaf 21. Kali ni I mencuba untuk membaca buku keluaran Jemari Publishing ngan Buku Prima. Ketiga-tiga buku ni adalah highly-rated oleh kipas-susah-mati novel cintan. huhu~ and now the books are here, oh yeaaaaaa~ :D :D

Kepada sesiapa yang sudah baca buku ini, diwarning untuk tidak menspoil kan saya mengenai cerita itu. Terima Kasih :)

Pis pis kacang pis~

See ya.

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By the way, regarding my assignment... I'm almost there. Tinggal buat 'Letters To The Editor' ngan buat references jer lagi. heeee.. wish me all the best for this assignment and the other assignments ye. ILU ALL~ xx

Kerja Oh Kerja~

Alhamdulillah, murah rezeki I hari ni =)
Thanks for the treat, Ka Lina (for lunch) and Aimi (for dinner).
Insya-Allah, kalau I ada rezeki lebih, I'll treat both of you ♥

Tadi housemate I called to inform that barang yang I nanti-nantikan dah sampai. Esok baru I dapat tengok cause waktu ni I kat rumah Ka Lina - macam biasalah kan, weekend memang I pergi city punya. I bawak laptop I kali ni - tu yang I able to update tu. heeeee.. I terpaksa bawa actually cause I nak buat kerja I. Plan I nak siapkan sepenuhnya sebelum hari Ahad. Supaya boleh bagi peluang kat I untuk buat assignment kat lain yang nak due minggu seterusnya dan research untuk presentation I.

Sheesh.. I've got so many things in my hand too handle right now. Tomorrow I kena balik Burwood jugak even though ada rasa nak stay kat city sampai hari Ahad. Tapi tanggungjawab tetap tanggungjawab, I have to balik juga. Plus, nak jugak nengok barang I yang baru sampai tueee.... heeeee.. *peace*

Apa gi ah? Tu jer lah kot. Kena sambut balik buat kerja ye. Nanti jer lah I borak-borak lebih-lebih bila I ada masa, kay?

Seeeyaa~ xx