Yesterday, I watched Hindustan movie with Muna and the rest. The movie is called "Fanna". Nice movie though! A sad one. boooohoooo~ =( nasib ku inda concentrate meliat cerita atu.. kalau inda gerenti ku meraung-raung giler non-stop! ho-ho! cause in the same time, I was doing my work. So inda berapa concentrate lah actually.
But... one thing, I just can't get my eyes off the little kid in the movie! GOSH! He is the cutest thing I've ever seen on earth! I'm falling out of love from Aamir Khan, but falling in love deeeply to that little kid!!
GOSH! He is so adorable! Oh my~ Damit-damit nya sudah cuute! Apa tah sudah basarnya kali ehh...
CUUUUTE SESANGAT CUUUTEEE!!
You people have to watch this video just to see the cuteness! Macam seriously mayn.... kalah kiut anak buah ku! I mean.. he's the cutest boyyy so far yang paling kiut sepanjang 21 tahun ku hidup di dunia ini!
Oh mayn!! Even Yama-chan can't beat his cute-ness! Subhanallah!! Aku serius kamuu! He's an Indian. and he is the cutest on earth!
His name is Master Ali Haji. What a cute name!! ^^
Tried to google about him! Tapi nada papa pun pasal ia :( Ahh.. I wished if there is someone out there can give me more information about this adorable boy!!!
Wooish.. mau ku ni ahh mun anakku kiut cani! Gilerrr! No, am not marrying an Indian. lol~ but.. possible what to give birth this cute child! aii..aku mauu!! hahahaa! seriously.. he is cuteeee!!!!!
Yahoo! News never fails to make me amused. Ada-ada saja wah cerita durang ani. Today on the buzz was about the money in the mailbox. If this is the case, and happens everyday in a Japanese world.. I'll probably wants to move to Japan and live there till I get the money.
Hello~ I'm not talking about a one dollar note here, but this is about 10,000 dollars and at most 100,000 dollars drop-off! Good gracious. And seems like the police there didn't take any further action to investigate it. Well, maybe they investigated about it but then so far, belum ada apa-apa jawapan pun ditemui. Hmm..membari curious jua tu, inda?
Imagine--
The sun shine brightly through your window one morning. You wake up and make your bed. Have your shower. Eat your breakfast. And go outside to pick up the daily newspaper. And as part of your morning rituals, you checked your mailbox for letters sent by the postmen early in the morning.. and shock to get an envelope containing a 10,000 dollars cash without a note, only just a photocopy of Osaka map. Macam wahh jua tuuu!! >.<
I know how it felt though. I think I'll feel the same like how I received the mystery mail before but this one would be more teruja. ho-ho! I will for sure don't know what to do mayn!
Ahh.. how I wish that'd happen to me once again! but please, this time with a 500 dollars cash. That'd be fine. I don't ask for more. :) ho-ho! Yeah, I'm running out of ongkos this month. Financial problem, so sempit. But still I'm telling my mama that I'll be OK. Will be just fine. Not ready to check my bank account. Cause I might faint. And only can be waken up with money! $___$
So anyone? Want to give me a mystery mail again? :) Onegaishimasu ^^ I'll be glad this time to receive it. But please, do make it safe. God bless. Kio tsukete minna! \\ ^__^ //
Mataku inda dapat tidur. Kenapa ya? Kalat mata, but I just cannot sleep. Kusut ku olehnya though. Kan kata lapar, inda jua. I am fully fed. Urgh. Sudah ku bawa membuka buku, kan tertidur tia. But bila dibawa melimpang, then my eyes are wide awake. Ku bawa meliat cerita Jipun, inda jua menjadi. It didn't reach my mind very well. Tried to watch some of the boys' videoclip. And, ...duh.. jadinya. Tried to watch the flailing video, it made me just ...oooo...
Tried everything, and it didn't work. what can make me sleep? Eyes, please do sleep. I need sleep for my brain to work. 5 hours will be good enough for me.
I've been trying dua tiga kali to call home. But the parents are not back yet. Still living in the uncle's mansion. Aku rindu to cakap sama Mama. I can always called up her handphone though but gosh..it is just expensive! :( and masa ani aku kapih. So I'll just wait for them to come back home. And I've been waiting anxiously for Mama's SMS. Seriously, aku rindu both of them. Sigh. Rindu amat-amat.
Sleep..eyes..please sleep...
Oh before I forgot, I haven't tell you guys yet the name of new of my new niece, right? The 7th princess :) Her name is NUR NADIAH BASIRAH. As what Along told me, her nickname will be IRAH. So common. I don't want to call her that. I will call IRA then. That for goodness sake, sounds better. Since her sister's name (my Along's first daughter) is called Syasya! What a nice name a first child always got! ho-ho!
I'll try my best to sleep here.
I don't want to evolve into this:
What can I say? I, almost meet the criteria of the creature. -___-" I..am... FAT! Ovvveeerrrwwweeeiiiggghhhttt! Haaaiiirrryyy tooo! LOL! :p Big Nose, oh yes! Small eyes, oh i do! Small mouth, sweet tooth - as loving sugarcane! Eat sticks - as of breadsticks! ho-ho!
And if I'm going through this night, I WILL TURN INTO A PANDA! To gain the eyes!
Better off to bed. Will try hard. I don't want to be a PANDA! NO-NO!!
I was... no, not bored. It's just the brain dried up. Not giving me anymore ideas. Urgh. So I stopped. The progress is very,very sloooow! :(
These two days, two people get on my nerves. Her. And him. No names should be mentioned. Talking about two topics that I am very sensitive with. Not related though. She was talking about parents. And he was talking about death. Lucky, I can hold the madness! If not, I don't know what will happen. Hope this thing will never happened again. Because, the next time it is going to happen, no forgiveness will be granted.
Anyway, I spent my free time answering some question. Well, what can I say? I was TAGGED! :D Hanna tagged me. So feel free to go here:
YUKATTA!! \\ ^ o ^ // Sugoi da ne to finish the 3-hours run of Death Note!
DEATH NOTE
"Shall I write your name in this note... you will die!"
Death Note has never been in my J-Movies list. I am pretty aware about the existence of this movies before, so hontto ni gomennasai and it has been such a shame for me to not include this movies in my J-Movies list.
Ahh.. the movies are so good, ne? Really! Anata wo, hontto, hontto suki desu with these two great movies. I'm telling you guys, for those who haven't watched it and probably might be ignoring these movies before, gosh! you guys should watch it! Must watch it! On a personal note, I am proud to say that Death Note would be the COOLEST MOVIE ever throughout the world!
DEATH NOTE: THE LAST NAME
There won't be any other good movies could beat them. Even though, the movies are lack of its computer graphics (CG), but I guessed that can be forgiven. I feel amazed by those movies so much, that I'm loving it as much as I'm loving She's All That. As much as I'm loving my Japanese boys. That's how big it is.
Light Yagami, the lead role in these two movies, somehow reminded me of someone. He resembled my Shun Oguri. A lot. It's just that Light's face is more to oval. But the voice and the mouth part even to the teeth part, and the way he smirked.. is same like Shun! woohoo~ but that doesn't mean I've fallen for him tho. Akanishi is still a win. No worries. I won't. But I'm liking him :)
In case of L, he is a kakkoi type of person. I'm liking him more than Light in this movie. That kind of personality just grabbed my heart and pulling it. But, no.. no worries, I'm not falling for him. It's all about passing crush, pretty sure it happened to everyone, ne? Liking the casts? No? You lied! *lol*
So what actually made me to watch the movie? Hontto ni, shirimasen desu. Maybe I'm just bored. And stressed out actually. Maybe. Not sure. But I guess it does not matter, because I'm watching it at last, minna-san! I am now wanting to be a fan. Maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I might be stalking crunchyroll, youtube or whatever streaming sites for its anime =D
Seems like I'm losing my words, I cannot expressed what my heart actually felt. But I can assure you I am feeling like what Seto Asaka-san felt when she acted in Death Note 1.
Quoting what she said
"...It is a very interesting film. The idea of a DEATH NOTE is scary. Anyone who had the name written on it would die and one can kill anyone by writing the name of the person...... it kept me in suspense...made my heart pound. It frightens me to imagine, if such a notebook really existed, and if I were to suddenly have it in my hands....."
So minna-san, do watch! Onegaishimasu! You won't lost a pride for watching this, but you would a lost a mind for not watching this! *evil* it is very rare for me to say things like that, right? but please do watch and you will know why I said that.
The spin-off of these movies titled "L Change The World" had been released on the 9th of February 2008 in Japan. Is it playing now in Brunei's Cinema? I hope so. The torrent won't be on the net till hmm.. say... early September? probably. That's like waiting for Kurosagi The Movie, ne? Not sure about it. Will ask Hanna about it later.
My horoscope for tomorrow stated the following. I obtained this from Friendster. Well, not believing it but sometimes, it just coincides. I guess.. the lines of truth at last meet for me. :)
I'm hoping to fully start tomorrow *please*
True Nobel said "it's holiday. hope they are doing your work"
*lol* that's what True Nobel wished for her anak-anak murid though. But macam aku terasa jua in the same times. Nonetheless, thanks for the hopes True Nobel. For goodness sake, at least that motivates me a little bit though I know that's not for me :) hahaha. But, I believe "kata-kata seorang guru itu sungguh powerful"
The Bottom Line
Feed your intellectually curious mind with debate. Challenge your own beliefs.
In Detail
Try to push things to the next level today, especially in terms of academics or general knowledge. You need to feed your intellectually curious side with healthy ideas and debate -- not junk thinking. Toss away the gossip magazines and check out a challenging book on a period in history or an important person who interests you. Look up words you encounter that you don't know the definition of. Get more proactive when it comes to learning. Think of your mind as a muscle: It takes effort to stay so smart.
Another Monday had passed! And I haven't done anything. :( May Allah bless me today with his help, Amin :) Will try to do my best today, ne?
Anyway, I AM DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH AKANISHI~! ♥ ♥
He makes a GOOD FATHER, ne? He is so adorable with kids!
Reading picture stories for Yuu-kun!
Yuu-kun is loving Akanishi-kun as much as I do!!! ♥♥♥
Changing Yuu-kun's diaper... awwww! I looveee him ♥♥ Now you tell me, what is turning this playboy into a prince charming? GOSH!
Falling in Love so hard!!! *blush*
Getting Yuu-kun's ready to play outside! YAYY!!
Ahh.. how I wish if ada urang Brunei catu, ne? Well, ada actually. But I'm sure they are not available anymore. Good men are taken already! ^^ ho-ho! We've been talking about this before amongst us girls here. lol.
So then, just give me Akanishi then... hehehehe...
My forehead started to grow jerawat! Erkz! The painful ones. Not liking it. :( since when, I thought those small bumps won't come back? But it's making a debut! blergh.
Okeh, I'll stop here! I'll be doing my work. And will be having good times listening to Akanishi's voice *dreamylook* He will giving me the 'energy' to work today. huhuhu~ or more distracting me, i guess! hahaha!
Mandi ku dulu :) Sambil singing-singing "Hesitate" by "Jin Akanishi". weeeeheeee~
Leaving you guys with this wonderful .gif made by leeslittlealien@LJ,
I am not feeling very well. It started off yesterday. But for a moment, it stopped. Then it came back. Were with the housemates and the juniors downstairs to have some fun watching The Orphanage and Kabhie Kushie Kabhie Gham. Was able to control it. Bear with it. But then around 2am, it hit me back! Have to go upstairs. Tried my best to go down, and join the crowd again after that... but I can't concentrate. My mind was not there. And lastly, going back upstairs and never come back.
Sounds like, I'm dead? Thank God, I'm not! huhu. But I'm sorry everyone I didn't say my usual GoodBye last night. I had a stomach cramp last night. My head was so heavy. It was so cold. I can't help myself but to lie on my bed, went from one side to another, to shoo away the pain. The head was so painful, it felt like someone just grabbed my whole hair and pull it hard. You think I'm exaggerating? I hope not! :(
Sakit wahh! The body was sweating. The stomach was macam kana cucuk-cucuk dengan benda tajam rasanya. And sometimes, you feel like you want to pengsan saja, so you cannot feel the pain. Aiyaaa~
Anyway. I'm okay now this morning. The stomach still cucuk-ing, tho it's not as much as like last night. But I'm expecting the worst going to happen by this afternoon. Oh God, please help me. I could only dozed off by 5 am this morning. Somehow, I missed all the fun downstairs.
Thanks everyone for coming. Thanks for making the house lively. Hontto ni gomennasai, I didn't join you guys to the very end. Can't help it.
It was indeed an inspirational night watching those two movies actually. And was actually a Fun night! To have the juniors with a very wild imagination! :)
DISCLAIMER: I am bitching about my own fandoms here. It is actually never in my list to do it. I am so sorry. But something somewhere get onto my nerves, and getting me mad! GOSH. This is my blog and I have rights to post anything I want.
Three posts in a day, but I have to.
Aiyaaa~ what's wrong if they have stubbles? They cannot remain cute forever, ne? They also have to look matured bah! :(
There has been issues in the LJ regarding the latest image of my two loves, Kazu-chan and Akanishi-kun! ♥ ♥ Both of them with stubbles! What's wrong with stubbles? They looked sexy with it though. So I think.
But I was so sad when people somehow to be unfair when it comes to Jin and Kame - who looks better? URGH. Both of them were born with their own good looks. If you find Kame is so handsome with his stubbles, then you don't have to ditch Jin just because he looked messy in it. NO, HE'S NOT! HE IS SEXIER THAN EVER! THOSE MATURE LOOKS HE HAD DURING THE LATEST EP of CTKT, EARNED HIM MY LOVES A LOT! MILLIONS OF IT! <3> HE'S BETTER OFF AS THAT, than his DIVA look!
Sigh. I don't want to fight over this thing actually. But I felt uneasy, when people started to melaga-lagakan (can't find the English word for it) this two. KAT-TUN fans out there, we all knew right how's Kame and Akanishi relationship going on, right? YAMATTE KUDASAI! Just stop it! *cries*
I am so sure you guys don't want things to get worse right? Right? Do you guys want to see KAT-TUN break off just like that? Just because of Stubbles? Gosh! What a Stupid game you all playing!
This is why we, KAT-TUN fans, don't bear a good name around other fandoms. Sometimes, I'm so jealous with people in NEWS fandoms, they are accepting, appreciating each other. They don't bitch around about their loves. Though some glitches on J-actress, huhu.. that one is an exception. But when it comes to mistakes being made, the people are so forgiving. They just let things passed by. Sigh.
Can't we be just like that?
On a personal note, I've always love being in KAT-TUN fandoms. Makes life easier. Makes my life happier than ever. Knowing them will be one of the best thing in my life.
But with all these, it's just going to destroy my day. Urgh. I better stop here before everyone started to throw stones at me for saying what I want to say. If to say everything, there are more to it actually. But let it restly assured in peace. huhu~
So people, if you think you love them.... PLEASE STOP IT!!! Onegaishimasu~ Leave the boys alone with their personal life. Don't keep putting pressure on them!
Aku rindu buat J-Pimp! >__< It has been a long time I haven't been making one.
Like I said before, so I thought my fandoms are failing. But luckily, Chikara21 came to my rescue.
She posted her latest subbed project for Cartoon KAT-TUN episodes. Episode 49! Hokkaido SP!
And-- I have to confess I am falling in love with Akanishi! ^^ Gosh! Why is he so irresistible? Whhhy Jennifer Whhy?
True what Chikara said in her LJ, about marrying a best-looking,sexy and good working man! And that would be Akanishi!!
If I have a power right now, probably I would be asking my non-KAT-TUN-fans readers to watch at this episode at least once! ho-ho! And feel the heat that Akanishi gave me! weeheee~
He gave me this Toki-Doki! I've always thought he's such a spoilt person! With all these non-stop non-good rumours revolving about him. But this episode just opened my eyes!
I felt his sincerity when I watched this. I felt his kindness. I felt his happiness. I felt his enjoyment. Those where the warmness came from.
I can't help it, minna-san! But I'm falling in love with this guy!!!
I watched the episodes thrice. And make it four to my pleasure of capturing my favourite scenes. Hahaha! Makes me want to go to Japan right now, hontto ni..
The above picture is now becoming my DESKTOP WALLPAPER!
Ain't he sexy? Sexy, kan? This time, he didn't have that DIVA look! He have this FATHERLY look, I'm liking it! Well.. and loving it too!!
More.....
After a long time, since he's back from the States, this is the first time I looked he reflected sincerity in happiness. He really enjoyed himself this time :)
I would love to tell what the episode this time all about. But, I am too lazy to type actually. But I tried my best to make it simple. The episode this time about reviewing the penalty Nakamaru and Akanishi have to face for making KAT-TUN losing 5 times straight in a dart competition during the first season. So as a penalty, they were sent off to Rikubetsu Town, Hokkaido, Japan to do a community job. huhuhu. Pity, my boys~
Why are they being chose? Nakamaru is the worst in playing darts. Basically, he don't know how to play actually. And never hit a right one. And Akanishi is the one who wasted their precious point. It is something like that though on the lines. huhuhu~
So off they went to Rikubetsu Town, the coldest town in Japan during winter. Sengaja actually durang pilih February just to seksa these two boys. Kesian actually! They were freezing to death!! huhuhu.
Tengok lah macam mana sejuk nya di sana atu. And at worst, they were forced to ride on a convertible, Volkswagen yo! inda alang-alang che~ but that's not the important right now.
Ani cali nahh... Akanishi was fully-covered!!!!! HAHAHAHAAHH!!! The temperature that time was -13 degrees celsius. And when on a car, the temperature was said to feel like -35 degree celsius..!! ho-ho!!
Kesian ahhhh!!!
LIAT LAH~ It's hard to explain in words here.
This is the picture of having a warm potatoes soup. Aku pun taisliur meliat. Sesiapun!! And if you guys liat, macam penuh syukur wah mukanyaa ahhh... gosh! Jin~ oh Jin~
Ani baru part 1....
Can't wait for PART 2!!!!!
The preview had Jin's tears on receiving a special post from Hokkaido.
And Jin with kid!!!!!!!!! KYAAAA~~! ^___^
Look! He does know how to a child!! wawawa~~~!
JIN!! MARRY ME, PLEASSEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! I BEG YOUUU!! huhuhuhuhu~
Ahh.. seriously, I can't wait for Part 2!!!!! I probably be checking on Chikara's LJ every now and then, i guess. Pray hope she could be fast!! I LOVE YOU, CHIKARA!! huhuhu~~~ \\ ^_____^ //
There are more pictures of him! But the captures are not good. Nanti lah, if ada orang buat capture masa ia wood-chopping atu bagus tu! huhuhuhu.
I'm loooving youuu, Jin Akanishi!!!!!!!!
Sorry Kame.. this time I have to let Akanishi in!!! x____x
Kame, Pi, Ryo... welcome your new friend! Akanishi!! huhuhuhu~!
Life has not been productive so far. Fandoms are failing. My wonderland is very so quiet lately, might it be KAT-TUN and NEWS. Where the hell are you going, boys????? ='( Reality has not been going well too. I have not started my dissertation. Yada~yada~ I only keep whining about it. But then, I don't put efforts on wanting to do it. Nande??????
Slept at 1am. Woke up at 11am. What on earth am I doing? So not me actually. URGH. I'm getting fed-up about my life. I'm starting to hate myself. i hate final year. I hate when I have to work hard to achieve my dream. And.. first of all, why am I here?
If to think about it all over again, I would be crying litre of tears. I need someone to push me and keep motivating me. I need continuous motivation. My family and my uncle back in Brunei may give me motivation, but in the same time, when it comes to my heart.. those motivation transformed itself to pressure. And I hate pressure. Because pressure can make me depressed.
And I became more scared yesterday when there was a mature lady on my MSN in a way asking me to contact Brunei Hi-Comm if I could ask help from them for my dietetic placement. Which is at the very worst stage, that United Kingdom is not offering any more clinical placements for the dietician to the international students. But nevertheless, I appreciated her help. Thank You, dear mature lady. :)
Rusy..Rusy..Rusy...all you know is rant.rant.rant.whine.whine.whine.endlessly. I should not actually! and I must not!!! This is not the end of the world. Remember why are you here.
Remember in my wordpress, I did mention about my equation of life:-
STUDY x FANDOM = LIFE
My fandoms are failing. And my studies start to fall also. So mathematically, you can see my life is felling too. And if my fandoms are failing, I cannot do anything. Because I cannot control it. But my study. That's my responsibility. If it is failing, ain't it depends on me to keep it up, so I could lead a better life?
Urgh. I don't know actually what I'm talking about. Just woke up and I started to ramble. People are going to hate me, like I'm hating myself.
Mama, Bapa... I'm missing you both. I don't see where my future is. I don't know where actually my future lies. I want to achieve my dream badly. I want to be what I've been dreaming to be. But now seems like the path to that dream is blur, with me being like this.
The weather is sooo nice out there! I woke up to the nice weather. Nyaman tidur ku actually. Then I planned to jemur my kain.
Then I went out from my room just to see there was a message from me on QiL's door saying:
"Rusy, Jangan keluar rumah"
-Police
I was like... eyhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh? I thought durang main-main bahhh!! hahahaha! Mana lah tau April Fool kan??? hahahahaha! And it's not even April yet. hahahaha! :p
Then Hanna went out from her room, explaining everything. She said, last night around midnight the police came over to our house, knocking our door just to tell there's a fire at the end of the road and we were not allowed to go outside for the next 24 hours.
Ain't it funny? Usually if ada fire, we kana suruh evacuate certain places, right? But this time, kana suruh tahan-tahan saja di rumah-rumah. Hmm...hairaan sayaaa... 0_o?? Annyway, Hanna's theory was maybe there's a fire involving dangerous chemicals. So that's why lah inda kana suruh. Inda kana suruh buka tabuk even. Oh so sad.
So now, stuck in my lil' room. Trying to get my mind straighten so I could do something beneficial today. Mudahan tah jua. I'm hungry eyh. But, I don't know what to eat. No, I don't wanna eat nasi anymore. Nor I wanna eat salmon pie. Getting tired of it. Pi nyaman jua nasi atu. I want to munch on something good. Actually, I'm sick of eating. I've been eating and eating and continued eating these past few days. Oh gosh!! And macam drum sudah badan ku ani! Gillleeerr!!
Holiday is sucks for me. Nothing good occuring. Mind still not focused. Wawawawa~! Cana ni? I want to belajar. Belajar. Belajar. And buat my dissertation. Tapi... belum dapat ah. And now, aku lapar.
I'll stop here. Paning ku. Alum apa-apa paning tia aku ah.
It was yesterday.. i think.. or was it few days ago.. that I was shocked when I saw the picture I took in which I was inside it was put up in other people's blog. Well, I don't mind that much if the I knew who the owner of the blog is. But, the point here is I barely enough who the blogger was. I mean.. oh well, saw him before during Ziarah celebration just because he resembled a lot like my ex-classmate. It's just he's a bit smaller than my ex-classmate. It took me for a while to recover from the shockness. Well, not that I'm being famous or whatsoever, but it's like the picture is mine. I should have watermarked it before. Too late, no use to regret.
Told Tika about it, and she laughed at it, being me in front of the photo tarang-tarang! hahaha. Everyone knows that I took the picture. Well, that blogger.. I am pretty sure he took it from Facebook though. Because I did put the picture on the Facebook. But.. for goodness sake, he should at least crop lah picture kawannya atu. He used the picture just because he wanted to wish his friend a happy birthday. Moreover, the friend was the most outstanding one in the picture. So I guessed I understand why he took the picture. But banar tah.. kan bisai ia crop the picture. huhuhu.
So, Tika told me to tag him on his board. But.. hmm.. malas tah ku jua. Lama sudah the post actually. I stumbled upon his blog just because I was googling for Mr. Arashi. And this blogger is kononnya-i-think is one of Mr.Arashi's bestfriends. Ahh..kecil sungguh dunia ini.
So since just now, I was actually reading his blog thoroughly. hahahaha. His blog is really good. When I read his blog, I feel like I'm reading myself. The difference here is just that he is a male. hahahaha. Macam he is so honest about what occuring in his life. He talked about his life publicly. His pasts were full of insecurities. But somehow, through the phases.. he learnt how to overcome and make his life wonderful. Used to be a very shy person, he is now a social butterfly. I'm like that too. Used to be a very shy person, stick to few friends and hanged out with them, but it's when I came here that everything has started to change. Sugoi, ne?
His best posts are probably when he started to talk about girls. Hahahaha! He is so funny, that he managed to make me laugh out loud!! hahahaha. Macam ada this one post, he was talking about he was so pissed off himself that he didn't manage to get the girl he liked for so long time, and somehow along the lines he said about cana boleh ia inda dapat sedangkan he got the looks. No! He is not kambang after all. He do have the good looks. Then, in the same times, he hates the fact of rejecting other girls' because he cannot like the girl. Hahaha. Just because, he is so cute. hahahaha. Ia cakap ia guilty actually kalau he have to reject the girl. Oh, this guy is so cute! But life has to move on, ne?
He belonged to a social group of someone I knew. And the circle goes round. Cali bah ya ani. Enough said. Before his full identity being revealed here. hahahaha! Because I don't know him. And I don't want him to know that I am actually talking about him in my blog. Hahahaha!
May he stumbled upon this blog, accept my apology for talking about you here. But this is just because.. you are so honest in blogging about your life! and to find a guy like that, it's hard to come by these days. You are one of a kind, I guess. I like that honest personality :)
So for sesiapa berminat actually to read his blog, just to add him to your "blog-hopping" list.. tag me on the board, leave me your email. And I will personally tell you his blog address. It is really interesting, I tell you! ^^
Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan Salam Maulidur Rasul kepada pembaca-pembaca blog saya yang beragama Islam. Tibanya hari ini adalah sesuatu yang sungguh bermakna bagi kita semua. Kerna hari ini adalah hari ulang tahun Junjungan Besar kita Nabi Muhammad S.A.W. Jika kita bisa menyambut hari ulang tahun kita dengan meriahnya, raikan lah hari ulang tahun Baginda dengan meriahnya jua. Sama-sama kita laungkan selawat sebagai tanda kita mengingati dirinya. Pada seseorang yang begitu menyayangi kita semua.
Dan juga buat teman-teman seperjuangan yang berada di tanahair, tabahlah kita dengan perjuangan sebagaimana tabahnya Baginda berjuang untuk agama. Insya-Allah, usaha kita akan diberkati oleh Allah S.W.T.
Alangkah indahnya hidup ini, Andai dapat ku tatap wajahmu, Kan pasti mengalir airmataku, Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu...
Alangkah indahnya hidup ini, Andai dapat ku kucup tanganmu, Moga mengalir keberkatan dalam diriku, Untuk mengikut jejak langkahmu..
Oh well.. and not to forget, Happy Holiday too :)
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I just came back from dikir at Ili's place sempena menyambut Maulidur Rasul. Alhamdulillah, itu satu-satunya cara untuk kami memeriahkan hari ulang tahun Baginda. Kami laungkan bait-bait terindah ayat Allah Ta'ala dan diharapkan agar meresap ke jiwa masing-masing. Though I admitted that me and Hanna cannot concentrate that well during the dikir, because we are actually lost with the different songs of Dikir. Not used to it. Lagak kami seperti anak miau kehilangan mamanya. But Alhamdulillah, segalanya berjalan dengan lancar.
Di Brunei masa ani, men are walking round Bandar for the Maulud Nabi. :) I hope seperti hari-hari sebelumnya, my father and the brothers will be joining it. And may they all dapat keberkatan dan pahalanya dari Allah jua. Amin :)
I feel so sayu malam ini. If it is uncontrollable, I could cry listening to the dikir just now. I feel so small di hadapan bumi ciptaan Allah ini. Kerdil sangat rasaku. Belum cukup rasanya keimanan di hati. Masih lalai. ='( Sentiasa di doaku, di masa hadapan kelak agar ada ku temui asal usulku yang bisa membimbing aku dengan betul di jalan Allah. Amin.
I've watched Ayat-Ayat Cinta too. I actually like the storylines. I wished to read the novel but I don't want to read dari PDF. I won't feel comfortable for sure. I'd rate 3 stars out of 5 stars. Cannot give more. Ada weaknesses nya. Banyak. But the hidden messages yang cuba disampaikan dalam cerita itu sungguh bermakna. Memperkenalkan kita erti keadilan dan kemuliaan hati seorang wanita.
I guess I will stop here for now. It's 12.00am already. I hope to wake up early tomorrow. Mudahan tah jua.
Selamat Malam semua :)
Semoga kita akan dikurniakan syafaat Baginda Rasulullah S.A.W, Insya-Allah :)
Oh my gosh! Ku inda update blog ku. And calinya.. ku nada feeling guilty. Tiba-tiba ku rasa ku ok wah kalau inda update blog. Kalau dulu, mcm lain rasanya kalau inda update blog. Macam antah ah, not nada masaku. Aku "in holiday" status masa ni. I haven't started my dissertation writing yet. Subhanallah, Rusy! Baik tah bawa berastaghfar kali inda. I know... atu aku guilty. Tapi aku macam ntah ahh.. belum ku determined kan start. =( Someone have to slap me hard again. :(
Anyway, BruNotts Easter Games has over! Oh my gosh, it was so hectic. And aku hampa sikit coz this time inda dapat liat games :( for the teams who I supposed to support, i mean.. football teams lah ahh.. hampa ku banar-banar inda dapat liat star player main. :( wawawawa! Well..well...aku sempat liat satu game nya saja lawan Bernazzz. That one I was torn siapa kan dilawan, tho obvious lah actually siapa kan manang atu. huhuhu~ bithaiii nyamu yaaa main. hahahahahahaha! emosi sekampung!! hahahaha adakah menandang bula tinggi! ingatnya di padang kali!! hahahaha!! hall tu lai~ hall! hahahahahaha chalieee ehh.. But honestly, sepanjang ku melibatkan diri dalam meliat bula during Easter Games ani kan (awu pipol, aku meliat bula live time Easter Games saja.. mun hari lain jangantah dulu kali eh. Bukan bidang ku nyenta eh.. hehehehehehe...), iatah kali pertama ku meliat player yang mengconquer satu court. Di mana-mana wah yaa ahh! Everywhere around the court. hahahahaha! Nyamaan ketawaa ku tho meliat. Dalam atiku, masa meliat that game, nyangku mun miani baik tah ia sorang saja main nah. Yang lain tu jangan. Sayang ehh that team were lack of semangat kumpulan. Macam nada strategi actually. Tho actually, durang buleh tu banarnya manang over Bernazzz. Cara durang main atu wahh ahh! Handal banaaarnya... :) No, inda ku puji labih-labih ni. Ani actually from my points of view of watching one game :)
Team satu lagi yang ku sokong, malas ku menyabut nama team durang...hehehhe.. atu antah ah! Okay jua lah durang main. Handal jua lah kiranya. Tapi sayangnya, players inda berapa fit-fit! But inda fit-fit pun, masih jua ia score dua goals. So I heard! huhuhu. Not bad, bui! Keep it up! And always, inda miss ni diaorang ah.. tiap tahun mesti main kampung tu! banaaar tah!! That's why this team considered as kononnya-pebret-ku-lah sal durang main kampung. And main bula stail kampung is aku punya all-time pebret!! Yezza~~~!! ^^
Overall results: bula - Matloes champion and netball - Lufbru A.
BruNotts punya bula, hmm.. tak in this time. Ntah kenapa ya kah? kekekeke. Oops! You guys better try hard next time, okeh? ^^
BruNotts Netball Team: BruNotts Bianco and BruNotts Rosso.. Congratulations!!! ^^ Especially to one game I watched, BruNotts Bianco.. omedettou Hanna-chan!!! Manang jua tu nah! Handal puun!!! ^o^
What else? Ohh.. I met Mr. Arashi! I told you guys before, right? I keep my faith that I'm going to meet him. Nah nyangku ada.... *sighangausigh* Berkaler-kaler terus idupku ceh.. maklum hellooooo... Arashi k ada... ujan panas bahh! Ada pelangi! hahahahahahahahhahahaha =p I chatted with him for a while. :) just enough to carve a smile on my face. Sigh~ wwhhhhhhyyyyy? But I don't have enough faith that I will get him this time. For some reasons that are still undiscovered. Though ia sebaik mana. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Aku angau ni.. Jangantah kamu layan. hahahahahahahahaha.
Oklah.. aku blur banarnya. Last night, I slept at 4 am. and I woke up at 10am tadi. So ani aku kalat mata. And aku sakit parut. not feeling good. Sudden vomiting that actually caused me tehabap di jamban ahh! Calinya si Hanna inda tedangar wahh! atu kan melabuk bunyinya. huhuhu. Teruk rasaku ahhh... :(
What else? Nothing much. I should start think about my dissertation, right? I do really hope that in the meantime, I will have enough faith to decide about Mr.Arashi! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Antam tah kau Rusy~! Popiahs, I'll share with you guys nanti ahh!! ;) Kawan kamu ani kan, kalau inda angau time Easter Game inda sah!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! But this time, I'm for real. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Adang ehhhhhh.....
Mata ne~! ^o^
Indahnya pelangi dapat ku rasakan sekejap saja. Bagaikan pelangi, aku hanya bisa menatapmu.
And awu banar eyhhhh, sebelum ku lupa....
HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY SAYANGKU!!!♥ ♥ ♥
17th March 2008!
KAT-TUN OFFICIAL DEBUT! ^^ I will always love you guys forever!!! xx
Ohayo readers-san! Genki desu ka? Anata wo genki desu. ^^
Easter holiday is approaching! YATTA!! But it is not going to be holiday for me, I tell you! It's freakin' writing-dissertation time. I MUST! Oh well..mau inda mau pun, I'll start on Monday probably. Do some readings at least.
This weekend, BruNotts will be having BruNotts Easter Game again untuk kali yang ke-5 for this year! Amazing, ne? And as usual, I'll be volunteering again this year. Seperti mana kehendak hati though. Huhuhu.
Eh banaar..isuk jua Easter game ani!! walauwey!! And seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya, rumah kami mesti ada guest kalau Easter game menjelang. And usually.. hanya seorang dua guest kami.. but this time, we have a FULL HOUSE! Fuiyoooo!!! Full House yoo!!!! Inda, inda.. bukan si Rain datang. Nor did Song Hae Gyo!! hahaha! *inda paham* tapi... keramaian rumah kami.. total semua.. ku kira-kira semalam..17 orang yo!!! YO!!! 17 orang yo serumahh!!!! yoo!! yoo!! OH GOSH!! *pingsan* - no comment -
Annywwaayy, tadi aku suping ke Sainsbury's wah sorang diri. Kan membali salmon pie. It was so cheap like buy 4 for 3!! Apa lagi menyawang ku ehh.. and I bought 8 yo!! huhuhu~ then membali pasta ku jua... arabiata and neopolitana kan bekalan ku time cuti ani. Udah-udah tah ku bergrocery suping ani kali inda... kapiiihh wahh mun cani!! Andang jua karing sudah...!! Abis wah ku kana kikis sudah.. pasal graduation robe ku....kana putung udah akaun ku! But atu kira ok lah... nasib jua ku inda jadi wah membali DVD KAT-TUN dua buting ahh.. that gonna cost me 65 pounds ahh! Kalau inda.... pingsaaaan ku ni pingsaaannn!!!!
Heheeeee.. bah i stop here ahhh!! Hanna just came in, to fill in my addiction!! See you guys later!! ^^
Oh my gosh! Minna-san! Last night, before I slept. I just did something great. Somehow, I'm proud of it. The feeling of accomplishment. Feeling of satisfaction. It's just there.
Reading at the comments everyone posted on my works, enough to made me happy, ne? ^__^
So what's the big fuss about it? I was actually looking for the translation for the song NEWS sang in my previous post. The song that made me fell in love. The song which is now playing as my 'Lovebirds'. But seems like, I cannot find it in the community. It is hard to believe actually that no one posted about it in the community. Hairan! ^^
Well, this is not kattunlove community though. I'm talking about news_jpop community. Bagus lah mereka ini. Their posting rules and regulation are not as tight as kattunlove. =/ True lah actually what my housemate said, KAT-TUN fans are more over-protected. hahaha~ *please don't count me in* because I'm not! Scary though. Well.. i'll talk about that later in another post lah. huhu~
So I went beyond my ability for not knowing how to read Japanese and understanding Japanese, trying my luck/best to actually translate. With the help of online translator site that pinkulemon in the community kindly shared with me.
I'm somehow proud of myself. Though, I'm not sure actually if the translation is correct or not. I'm taking my risk posting it in the community, hoping someone could help me correct it. But what I get is everyone thanking me for my work! ^^
Ahhh~ minna-san.. thank youu so much for appreciating it! *weepterharuweep*
So, Anyone want to see my great work? ^^ Hahahaha! I'm praising myself here, right? Oh well. It's just that I felt happy with it! So haapppyy.. I cannot bear with it ^^
For the first time ever in my fangirling life, that I fell in love NEWS as a whole group. Hontto ni, I feel like group-hugging those wonderful guys! ^^
For the first time ever, I feel like I want to have Koyama in my life as a friend.
For the first time ever, I feel like I want to hold Shige's hand.
For the first time ever, I feel like I want to jump and play around with Massu. And definitely.. fall in love with oh-so-manly voice... ^^ oh Massu~
For the first time ever, I see Tegoshi as a big boy!
And oh well... what would I say about Yamapi and Ryo? There will be no 'for the first ever' for both of them, i think! Because I've loved both of them since forever~ ♥♥
AND... for the first time ever, I opened my eyes.. I actually loved both KAT-TUN and NEWS equally ♥
BUT... waahh! Tonight I was surrounded by loooove~ ♥♥
Just because..... The song "Utsukushi Sugite Beautiful Eyes" is reallly, really, a wonderful song!! It feels like listening to KAT-TUN's Precious One.
But this one is from NEWS.
And NEWS, if ever you come across this site of mine, I want you to know that I looove youuu guys!
And this is the video, that made my night full of loooove~
Mata ne~ minna-san! Hope you guys will watch the video! And enjoy it as much as I do ^^
As I promised early this morning, I wanna put up the Pi's Rusy-was-touched-with-what-Pi-said JWeb email. Pi is being open lately. He's like.... letting people to go inside him, and see his soul. Waseh~ apanya aku ahh..anyyywayy..
Here it is~ Macam aku boleh feel what he feels. *coughsehatisejiwakaliahcough* hehehe...
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Jweb Mail 8 March 2008
Konbachiwa! This is Yamashita Tomohisa. Starting from today, 8th of March (Saturday), My first movie, Kurosagi, will be showing in theatres nationwide! (Pi, nationwide? Maji de? *i wish*)
I've gained many experiences from filming my first movie.
This movie talks about swindlers deceiving other swindlers. A movie about mutual deception.
It has to do with Kurosaki's miserable life and all the contradictions that happen.
For example, he lost his family because of swindling, yet the person behind it all is Katsuragi Toshio, played by Yamazaki Tsutomu-san.
In Kurosaki's heart, he is the man that Kurosaki hates the most in the world.
But, without this man that Kurosaki hates the most, Kurosaki wouldn't be able to get any information on shirosagis.
He wouldn't be able to survive in this world if he didn't depend on the man he hates the most. It's really sad and pitiful.
He doesn't have anyone he can trust. He's really a lonely person, this Kurosaki.
Seeing this kind of Kurosaki, what does everyone think ne?
I feel that, I have friends that I can trust, Support from my family even though they may be in far away places, And also all the support from you guys! I feel really fortunate and blessed~!
Although Kurosaki is in pain, is lonely, and all by himself, He can understand the sadness and suffering of those who were swindled, And so he helps them. I think he's truly has a man's spirit ne.
In these two months time, I put all heart and body into this movie. Everyone please spare 2 hours of your precious time for me.
I think it will definitely bring everyone joy.
*************** Credits to moonie and watchful21 @ yamapi_jweb
Ahhh.. kawaaii eyhhhh~!! *raburabuPi* huugshhh!!! I loooooveeyouu! Kan menangis ku membaca when ia cerita pasal trust, friendship and family ahhh! ='( Macam kalau orang feymes macam ia masih lagi terkenangkan parentsnya and kawan-kawannya.. apa lagi urang biasa macam tani kan?
That is another something to think about, people~
Anyway, Alhamdulillah~ I've done my essay. Bersyukur ku banyak-banyak arah Tuhan.. banar tahh~ satu beban sudah dilucutkan dari bahuku. But still, there are more waiting~ ='(
Mission #1: Dissertation Mission #2: Revision
Mission #1 and Mission #2 have to be accomplished at the same time. Wish me luck, minna~ And pray for my well-being. Amin :)
I will.. Ganbatte ne!
Tika-chan, Hontto ni arigato gozaimasu~ You too babe! Ganbatte kudasai! ^^
I can't help it but I have to put this up before I go to sleep.
I will be sleeping earlier tonight than these past three days. These past three days, I screwed up my body clock. 2 am, 3 am, 4 am.. baru tah ku tidur. Don't ask me why. =(
The time now is 12.45 am. I hope to go to bed soon. Was planning to put up Pi's Rusy-touched-with-what-he-said J-Web's mail which he wrote yesterday, i think. I was touched. Berabis. So I guess, I put it up tomorrow, ne?
For now, I'll put these two wallpapers up. It's the catchy phrases they got. I've once put the phrases up before actually. But this time someone made it up as a wallpaper. It is so nice, that I can't help myself for not to post it. ^^
There are two of them, same catchy phrases from NEWS. Just different person. Whoever made this wallpaper, it is so wonderful!
Credits: err... I can't remember from who made it though. But I am so sure I took it from news_jpop@lj.
Hope the catchy phrases help to enlighten your day! ^^
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku~! Why is it so hard to get to 2,000 words? If cemani sudah payahnya to get to 2,000 words... how I'm going to go through my other essay of 3,000 words? Subhanallah!
And the most important thing after all, how I'm going to go through 40 - 60 pages of my dissertation? Ya Rabbi~
I'm running out of words. I don't know what else to put in. Prevention and Conclusion are made of junks. Copy, paste, 100% plagiarism. =(
I had my doses of CSI since yesterday. Tried to shove my mind away from being worried too much. Because, I know it's not good for my health.
Oh well, it was yesterday I sent a very long-email to a good friend of mine (FOM). It is so not me actually to send an email to someone. But seems like that FOM is in deep trouble. And it made me really worry. Was shocked to hear what happened to FOM. I might not be there to comfort FOM. But, I hope my email could reach FOM's heart and help FOM to relax a little bit. I hope so. *pray for FOM's wellbeing* I was expecting a response from FOM, but seems like it made me worry now, if my email was actually not a good thing. I kept reading again and again what I sent to FOM to look if I said anything wrong. But, there is none. I'm just trying to help actually.Giving my love and supports. Ahhh.. I hope FOM will be okay with it. It's just my only way to say that I love FOM. I care for you and miss you, FOM. ='( May God bless you, FOM.
Who is FOM? Hmm..biarlah rahsia for now, yek ;) Let's just pray for FOM's wellbeing. Because FOM's wellbeing is my wellbeing too. Because FOM's happiness make part of my happiness too. One of the most important person in my life. :)
Anywayyyy,
Back to what I said before, iatah bahh! Why is it so hard to get to 2,000? Whhhhyy? ='( I must be strong! Must! *Rusy is so blur, right now*
HEELLPP!!! Ya Allah~ bantu hamba-mu ini Ya Allah~ *Amin*
Get back to work now~! ^^ Yeah.. the freaking 2,000-words essay!
I just woke up. 11am. Having a good sleep, ain't I? *lol* Haven't touched my essay since the last day I touched it. That was on Wednesday! huhu. I was feeling unwell last time. I've got stomach discomfort. And if you guys ever realised.. the way I posted my stuffs also tunggang tebalik. Like not the usual me~
Today, I promise to do my essay! Better finish it off, ne? I was supposed to finish it yesterday. But yeah.. got stomach problems. And was too tired. And worried.
Anyway, as usual.. when I woke up. Drink water. Went online. Check the COMM! And I found this!!
This is the best picture of my four husbands!! x____x! *dies*
(L to R: Ryo, Yamapi, Akanishi, Kame) Credits to: mixmin199
Their official shop photos. (as far as I'm concerned this is the first picture that I saw, I have all of them together in one snap. ) huhuhu~
The scene was from 2008 Johnny's Countdown Concert. When Pi and Kame sang Shuuji-Akira followed by Ryo and Akanishi.
On random note, KATTUNLOVE comm has these discussion brought up about Akame relationship. It was fun! *lol* reading people comments' and stuffs. Hilarious, I tell you! There are more people out there who actually living in their wonderland.. thought that Akame actually married to each other already. HAHAHA! Nyamaan ketawaakuu~
At least, I'm not like that, ne? hahahaha! =p I have to live also. Moving in and out from the world to support my life with 'em.
The time I've been waiting! But no matter, how long I wait for it. I can't make full use of it.
Just because.... I'm not in Japan!
*wish I am in Japan, to be with Pi-kun!*
Anyway, it's TODAY! Time for REVENGE!
CLICK PICTURE TO THE OFFICIAL WEBSITE :)
Furthermore, I'm going to wait looooong~ waayyy~ so loong to watch this movie, ne? Unless our dearest cinema in Brunei, may it be Cineplex or Empire.. gonna siarkan the movie! *wishing for the dream that will not come true* huhu~
Too bad. It's going to be a long wait for the DVD to release! *lol* Yeeahh... 6 months of official airing! ^^
And with subs. I waaaant! I will for sure buy the Original One! once the movie is on DVD!! By the time, I'll be back in Brunei~ insya-Allah :)
Anyway, it was yesterday Pi went for a ribbon-cutting ceremony in Akasaka Sacas, in which TBS located. And it was his first time. He told us he was so nervous. *lol*
And this is what he said during the ceremony:-
｢I feel honored to be able to participate at new beginning of this event, and to do the first experience of ribbon cutting. Please visit the theater by all means because "Kurosagi Movie" opened to the public on March 8 is made of hard work. ｣
