I miss Pi ♥

Ohayo minna~! ♥

Macam malas ku kan lab hari ani.. cause my supervisor is not around jua kan?
But I have to jua... I must work hard! =)
Ganbatte Rusy-chan!! ♥

Anyway, I woke up today...

And guess who's in my mind.....


IT'S --


IT'S-----



HE'S YAMAPI~!♥♥
The love of my life~

Things to do tonight: Re-watching Kurosagi! hehehe! YAYY! Kurosagi!! YAYY! Kurosagi!! Yamapi, i lebius ♥♥

Bleyhhhh... I really miss him ='(
So far, he's not up to anything..
Except for.. I think NEWS gonna make a concert in Tokyo Dome next year. January...i think. In conjunction of the New Year celebration.. wawawa~! I wanna go! *wipe away the sad tears*

Anyway,

Hope today's going to be good.
Because I'd declare today is a Yamapi-Day~!♥♥♥
A week full of love~♥♥

Bismillah~ *tawakal*

Ja Ne~, minna~!

Assalammualaikum...

OMG, Kau kurus Ta~!!! ♥♥

OMG TA~! ♥

OMG TA~!♥
I read...
AND woaaaahh~! how can you lost weight that much?
WAAHH!!

Jeles ku!!! :s Aku mauuu....

Any tips, Ta??
It's like macam despite your appetite... you can lost your weight that much??

WOAAHHH!!

Aku jeles Ta~! Aku mauuu..

Because... Oh gosh~ Aku tersangatlah gebu masa ni.....!

AND..

I'm so not proud of that!
Short wah breath ku tarus... kapisan!! Ampus! Ampus!

I'm not fit...
And I don't like gyms! hahahaha! =p

Eyhh..aku jeles.. aku mesti kurus jua ehhh!!!!!!

MESTI!!!

Okeh.. that's for real life issue minna~! ♥

Ja Ne~! ^^

Tomorrow will be Teguchi-Day!

Tomorrow will be a J-Day!

YOU ARE 22 YEARS OLD, DEAR~!
OTANJYOUBI OMEDETTOU! \\ ^___^//
29.11.2007

It's Taguchi Junnosuke's birthday tomorrow, popularly known as Junno~!

I'm afraid that I won't have time to do a birthday post for him tomorrow.. so I might as well give him an advanced birthday wish.. who knows he might stumbled upon this blog accidentally. Yeah..right Shee! haha.. and when will that happen? That will happen when Sun rise from the North! lol~! Honnto ni!

Anyway... here we go with Junno's birthday pimp ;)

29th November... Happy Birthday to Dear Junno~! Otanjyoubi Omedettou, love! ♥♥

Who is Junno to me?
Junno,for me.. the lamest person in KAT-TUN~! Gosh.. only God knows how he can be so so so so.. Lame~

but--

that Lame is so SEXY! It's really SEXY!

His character born in me slowly~ that sometimes.. if I get too tired with my hardworking Kame, my playboy Jin, my super-cute Pi, my aggressive Ryo, my cool Ueda.. that I turned to him to cheer my life for WIN! ♥

Whenever I watched CTKT, he never failed to make me laugh.. since he's the one doing the introduction...teeehee~ so everytime he opened the show.. he tried hard to be so lame.. that the other KAT-TUN members won't know how to react anymore.. they were just running out of idea how to laugh.. i guess~! lol~!

For me, he looks very GAY~! And I know deep inside in his heart, he actually falls in love with Kame! I knew that! We all knew it, Junno! But you are so going to lose to the beloved Bakanishi~! Hontto ni!!

Oookaaay~ That's so Gay~ love! huhuhu.....~!

Once upon a time, there was a Fairy and a Lamer, lived very,very,very faraway in a Wonderland~ and they lived happily ever after.....
*because as far as I'm concerned, only Ueda that loves to laugh at Junno's lame joke*
hehehe...

Best of Friends~! JunDa is ♥

Oookaayy.. I just have to put up this picture. I seriously don't know when this picture is taken~ but this is so contradicting.. how can my Ryo took picture with Junno? Oh gosh.. that would be a disaster mayn~! Hontto ni!!

And Junno in Yukan Club! as a blonde playboy~! lol~! sooo gaayy~! hehehehe..

So last but not the least........

Happy 22nd Birthday Dear Junno~!
Whatever you gonna be in the future, I'll always by your side~!
Ezeh..... *si Shee player* lol~!


Bye kamueee~! Off to bed now...... err.. with Junno? NO! NO! NO!! Never.. lol~! =p



Junno said: "Everything is alright~!" *wink*


Iriguchi,Deguchi,Taguchi Desu~!

U-Day ends happily~ ♥

Tag Replies:

♥Nina45: Babe, no problem! But broken link sayang yang you gave me ah.. hehe.. I can't opened it somehow. But no worries, I've looked for it again and found the magazine you're talking about. Well, bidding rupanya benda atu. Sigh~ I can't believe it.. benda catu pun bidding ani wah! And let's hope I win that magz though.. :) hehehe.. higher chances of me winning though...since I'm the only bidder~! lol~! But was fun just now eyh! I called you ah.. macam you were just next door babe! Haha~! banar tah.. macam mudah saja.. like a hi-hi bye-bye thing~! lol~! That's so full of ♥~! Teehee... I'll update you again about the magazine yah! No worries~! *wink*

♥Ta: Middle Eastern kah Ta? I didn't know that.. wait~ *googling* Ta, it's an Indian food! Gosh.. I didn't know pun Buttermilk is an Indian food~! no wonder ada daun kari... waahh!!

- Butter chicken is an Indian dish popular in countries all over the world. In India, it is well-knowned as Murgh Makhani.
-Usually served with naan, roti, parathas or steamed rice.
-Made by marinating a chicken overnight in a yoghurt and spice mixture usually including garam masala, ginger, lemon or lime, pepper, coriander, cumin, turmeric, chilli, methi and garlic. -The chicken is then roasted or baked.
- The sauce, the Makhani sauce is made from butter, tomatoes, almonds and various spices, often including cumin,cloves,cinnamon,coriander,pepper,fenugreek and sometimes cream. Once the sauce is prepared, the marinated and roasted chicken is chopped and added to it.

**Obtained from Wiki.

Okaaayyy~ that doesn't sound buttermilk though. Hmm.... Macam bunyi kan memasak Tikka Masala saja bunyinya.. hmmm...*curious*

Buttermilk - hmm..buttermilk~! Buttermilk yang usually tani makan kana modified lah sudah! I mean.. eh sudah tah cerita pasal Buttermik ani.. taisliur ku.. aku taisliur Buttermilk Chicken di Teo Poi Hoon~ *sesiapun*

Anyway Ta, good news I guess! I hope~ my lab work today gave a good signals! Sort of~ not really.. have to modify something lagi.. wawawa~! Guess, gonna think hard, ne? A process of thinking out of the box! Those are the phrase that kept playing in my mind wahh... *haunted*

♥Amals: AMAAALLL!!!!!!! Hope you okay daleng~! *hugs* Jangan stress-stress sayang ah... Andangnya kehidupan di sini tu.. bear with it. Tani ani menumpang.. so paham2 lah.. me-revenge.. when durang datang negara tani.. tani pulang tunjuk muka! hahaha! Okaaay~ that's so ajaran sesat keh? Not good! Chill daleng~! Like Ditta said, "think out of the box!" something like that lah she said. Don't stuck inside your mono-thoughts! Be firm and be strong! You can do it Mal~! I've got faith in you.. that you can do it~! =) Ganbarre, Amal-Chan! ♥♥

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So.... lab work? Hmm.. at last, it gave a signal! I saw bands! Smudge bands! But then my supervisor cakap, don't be too satisfied with it..because from what I've got I still can't evaluate my results. I still cannot prove my hypothesis yet.. :(

I still have to modify it.. I don't know what else to modify. Boo me~! Boo you~! tsk~!

I deserved a rest for now.. hehe.. tia karang!!!

Blur ku masih!

I watched CTKT on Leah Dizon episode! WAHHHH!! Bahagiaaaa ku cara si Ueda proposed ahh! Today really a U-Day!! Hahaha~! Sujud wahhh! hahahahahaha.... well, Kame as usual lah.. romantis gituee! aww..sweeet~♥

Okeh minna~ next post!
For one of the beloved one ne~! ♥♥

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So U-Day will close its tirai happily for today!

Till then.....

Love the fairies~♥♥

My beautiful fairy princess~ ♥

U-Day! ♥

TAG REPLY:

♥ Nina45: I KNOWWW!! I've asked my supervisor a.k.a my lecturer, asked my labmates and I even asked the professional supervisor a.k.a my favourite lecturer there yang handal sikit daripada my supervisor, si Tim.. and all they said "maybe, you don't wash it thoroughly!" That's not even logic. I've done my washing properly and thoroughly okeyh.. I even extend the washing time like they said, if you wash it longer..then it would be less background =s.. you get it? hehehe..

It's okay lah.. I guess, I'll try it again today! I've got lab this morning. And pray for me.. that it will work today. Bismillahi Tawakal~

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I have always love KAT-TUN♥ and NEWS♥.
Yesterday, I spent my half day reading some of the members' blog.
And to think about it.. diaorang punya life lagi worst!
I mean..they went through their downs banyak kali..
But still.. they made their own way to go up lagi..

Get what I mean?
Macam... pokoknya, if you guys ever understand kehidupan seorang artis.. lol~

So macam reading their blog.. bagi aku more semangat to continue my life.. mcm..
Pi and Ryo said Don't Give Up!
Kame and Jin said Keep The Faith for your success!
Ueda said See fairies everywhere, and seek for their help if you struggle..

And macam2 lagi lah from other members. Nanti I quote keh?

I have to go now!
I'm going to look for my fairies now!

Cause Today is U-Day! UEDA day! ♥

He is UEDA. And He is my beautiful fairy. I love Ueda so much. lol~! ♥ *giggles*

Buttermilk - a malay food?

Tag Reply:

♥ Ta: Bila jua Buttermilk ani makanan melayu Ta? Bila? Hahahahaha! Who said Buttermilk makanan melayu? huhuhu~!

Maji de?

Hontto ni?

Can't believe it! hahaha.. you said kah Ta? sorry eyh.. aku ketawakan..

BUT.. Buttermilk bukan makanan melayu!

It's Western actually.. ( i think!) then urang Melayu improvised by adding daun kari segala to make it taste-licious!

*sesiapun*

Shige and Cat

Trying hard not to think about it.
Or else, it will destroy me.
Enjoy life as the normal Shee.
The normal Rusy.
Not as a freaking,cranky..
because I believe there's more to it behind all these things :(

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Anyway, you guys ready for some J-pimp?
I can hear the crowd saying " OH NO~! NOT AGAIN~!"
*lol* hahaha.. well, what can I say..
"Bear with it, minna~ bear with it.. if you wanna see me happy!"

HAHA! =p

So a J-pimp, eyh? *Onegaishimasu*

Secretly falling in love with this guy! lol~!
Secretly... banaar... if kedapatan mati ni! hahahaha..
bukan saja Kame,Pi,Ryo and Shun kill me..
a real-life person also might be killing me!! hahahaha =p
Well.. not afraid of it though.. I doubt she will be reading this! hahahahaha =p
But the adik do read, i guess! kalieee.. hahaha! =p

Anyway, presenting to you..
Shee's new subject of infatuation =p

KATO SHIGEAKI!
The picture I found on the net.. that made me fall in love with him at first sight~!

The future lawyer~!

who wants himself to be known as NEWS member... hmm.. i think i know why! hehe

No worries Minna.. i won't talk banyak about this guy!
unless i found something exciting about him.
It's just that he's getting lawa-er everyday.. bari takuut.. coz I might keep beralih arah saja.. hehe..

Cute lah ia ani...
(fyi: aku abis dah baca blog si Ryo)
and so.. I'm heading to read his blog though.

Very,very,very, an ordinary person.. who is very lawyer.. antam apa kah tu ku cakap ah..
but he's such a smart person! i tell you.. inda calang-calang ni smart nya ia ani.. and someone who would treasure friendship till death~ awww.. .

Dalam blog nya kan.... "The Return of Wagahai".. he turned himself into a cat named Wagahai.. and this Wagahai actually blog about how's actually Kato Shigeaki's life in the eyes of a cat. I think effect kali.. of membaca this Japanese literature novel titled "I AM A CAT"

I've read the first few pages of the novel and I think I like it! si Hanna punya by the way.

And this is the book:-


Tebal lah yo buku atu nganya!
I don't know how Shige could finish reading it!
Hehehe..

But I'm so proud lah durang2 ani... mcm brilliant lah jua durang ani~! hehehe..

I don't know what I'm talking about. Aku blur actually.

But pokoknya, no worries.. it would be once in a blue moon you people would dangar pasal ia. If mau dangar pasal ia.. can go to Ka Lisa's blog. Because this man I'm talking about is belong to her! lol~!

I'll stick to the man with sexy body, Kame.
To the man with sexy eyes, Ryo.
To the man with cheeky smile, Pi.

Love~ that's all.

Ja Ne~! ^^

Crap!

Tag Replies:

♥ Ta: That's not enough to calm me down. Aku worry berabis sudah ni... how I wish I could explained to you how actually my experiment works. Banar.. thinking process apanya lagi? I've been thinking a lot for this project.. it's like till when? Everytime, inda success bah!

Actually..ramai wah urang buat the same procedure like mine.. but the different is we are only testing different enzymes saja.. and lawa pun durang punya X-Ray! Perfect! You haven't seen mine Ta.. it's so teruk.

I supposed to get this kind of image:-


AND ALL I GET IS THIS ONE!!!!!!!


Can that be considered as Positive Result?
Inda wahhh... I can't even analysed anything from there. Banyak kali sudah I get this thing bah!! ='( Balik-balik cuba benda sama.. masih jua inda mau ahh....

Nangiskueee! ='(

I mean.. if aku inda sasak pun.. my supervisor gerenti sasakkan aku.. right? =(

ARGHH! My nightmare is here!!

2:1 is far beyond my reach now!! Like veryy far!!!

I'm not being pessimist here. It's just that yang banarnya... I have not done good enough for this semester. And exams won't bring any change at all! Hontto ni...

Sasakkue eyhh!!!

Sampai bila aku can sabar tackle benda ani? When it won't bring any good to me? :(

There are more to it though! I'll talk to you Ta.. when I see you on MSN ahhh :)

Anyhoots,

GOOD LUCK for those sitting for their EXAMS masa ani!
Ganbatte Ne~!



There goes my ambition, my dream~ fly through out the window~

His Thoughtful Post

//edited: After my epidemiology, I'm gonna spend some times ruah-ing my Ryo's blog. and expect lots of Love from me......

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I found an interesting post from Ryo's blog on J-Web!

All this while, Ryo's image in my mind is an aggressive, pervert, not responsible person. I mean he does not care what actually happens to the world..as long as he is happy in his world, then that should be fine! Well.. that's my Ryo! The sexy, dorky Osaka man!

But this post he wrote on the 31st January 2007.. hehe.. lama sudah tu ahh! (fyi: he didn't update his blog that much actually. Note that his latest update was on October 15th, 2007 under his pen name Nishikido 8 Ranger. )

Note also that he has two blog actually. Since he belongs to two popular groups in Japan: NEWS and Kanjani8.

Anyway, back to his post yang kinda attract my attention. That makes me think..ada jua thoughtful nya anak sorang ani! hehehe.. pikir nada...

Hahaha! So kawaii.... he's thinking!
For me..macam never in his life can be so thoughtful like this one!
Cause the previous post about this.. he was like being so pengucapan.. ucap si Shige lah.. ucap si Tegoshi lah.. macam ada-ada saja he want to say about his co-members in NEWS.

Sigh~ Ryo~ Ryo~ maybe this is the reason why I can't let you go after all! *blush*

So people.... do you think you can answer Ryo's questions atu?
What's the difference actually?
Any difference kah?

Ja~!

//off to Epidemiology World! tsk~! =(

Mentally Exhausted! =;(

Tag Replies:

♥ Saidah: First of all, gomen..gomen..gomennasai!! It's my fault though I didn't tell you that I moved! I know I kept people hanging in my old blog.. whether I'll continue blogging or I might stop blogging. I supposed to tell you last time actually.. but I cannot tag my address blog on your blog's tagboard. Pasal I don't want ramai urang tau pasal kewujudan blog ani... kiranya authorised people lah saja should know.. though.. people might stumble upon this blog accidentally :) But as far as I'm concerned, this blog does not appear in any search site. Alhamdulillah~!

Iatah bah sekalinya.. whenever I want to tell you personally, you nada online. I was thinking to send email to you.. tapi macam inda professional usulnya.. then bila lama-lama tu.. aku lupa akhirnya.. gomennasai! Sorry ah~ not that you lambat, but it's just me.. aku lupa bagitau.. boohoo~

Gomen~!♥

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I'm in the stage of giving up! Fed up ku sudah benda inda menjadi ani.. for berpuluh kali I've been making the same thing..washing the same thing..probing the same thing with the same antibody.. and developing the same thing.. AND still inda menjadi!!! I have no results! I wanna cry! Berabisly I wanna cry!! But macam aing mata tu inda mau keluar wahh!

Ngalih ku sudah wah... aku hilang semangat sudah wah actually. Tapi pasal I keep holding it on, that I'm still here. But now, I don't feel that I can keep holding it on.... waaaa~! =(

Basar banar wah dusaku.. sampai Allah inda izinkan aku untuk success benda kecil cani? Sampai bila? Sampai bila harus ku buat? Sampai ku dapat result? Aku okeh.. tapi masa wah inda mengizinkan... and malu ku wah arah supervisor ku, malu berabis! I've been wasting money.. I've been wasting the very expensive antibody. Wasting chemical! Pasal benda inda menjadi ani. And pandangan sinis seorang supervisor.. macam ARGHH!!! urang lain menjadi wah benda durang..sedangkan kami buat benda sama wah!

I've been following all the instructions accurately and precisely! And still things going wrong! Aku inda tau wah mana salahku.. when I showed the result to my supervisor, ia sendiri speechless wah!!! macam like... balik2 udah wah ku buat benda sama.. inda kan inda mau success kan?? NO IMPROVEMENT AT ALL!

Macam kalau urang wah.. ia test balik pasal ia fail sekali pun kan.. at least markahnya naik jua kan.. step by step. But aku! langsung nada change! NADA.ZERO.ZILCH.

What else should I do?? Should I keep holding on? Should I?
I just can't give up wah banarnya.. kalau aku give up.. abis lah ku ni!!

Pi mental ku sudah wahhh!!! Onegai..onegai..! What should I do?

Keep trying kan? I've been trying.. beribu kali sudah ku try bahhh!!! Mana silap ku??

Kenapa aku yang kana uji semua ani? Kenapa aku yang selalu kena benda payah cani ani? Kenapa aku? Kenapa aku inda dapat benda yang mudah macam benda durang si Die sama si Hanna? Benda yang inda menyakitkan kepala? Kenapa? Kenapa? ='(

Apa yang Tuhan cuba tunjukkan arah ku banarnya kan? Apa?

Ya Allah! berikan aku petunjuk. Bimbing aku ke jalan kejayaan.. penting bah semua benda-benda ani. Bukan main-main benda ani.. Ya Allah!! besar sangatkah dosa ku.. sehingga Kau tidak izinkan benda sekecil ini berhasil? Ampunkan dosaku ya Allah! Tolonglah...

Kamu... doakan aku ahhh!! Aku mental sudah ni!

I don't know what else to say.. except for.....................................

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! ='(

Keep The Faith, Shee! ♥

Tag Replies:

♥Nina45: Yatah bah!!! I knew that!! Aku tau kau suka F4!! I mean.. kau kali ah danganku angau berminggu-minggu pasal F4 ani! hehee.. inda ingat, no? I think yang layu-layu matanya tu... si Vic jua tu! huhu~ indah ah zaman dulu-dulu atu! lol~! Awu dang..mun atu lagi inda abis $$.. zaman anak-anak skulah lagi tu kan... mcm bapa ku inda menyuruh kaay~ bali yang inda pedah! payah-payahan dulu atu membali boxset... dakara, that's why.. masa ani aku menyawang macam giler. Like it's ur own money! Bali KAT-TUN punya dvd and single! hehehehe... more to come i hope~ uhukz!

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Ohayo Minna~! ♥

It's morning! 7.40am! I'll be leaving for school soon.. I've got lab today! Since it is lab, I'm praying hard that things going to work well today. Amin =)

I'm not in the mood of attending this lab session actually, because my Epidemiology coursework. Last night sudah.. I was mentally exhausted. Sampai termimpi-mimpi wah coursework inda siap bah.. and worst thing.. I had a nightmare pasal my coursework ani! ='(

Complained to Muna last night.. and she knew how I felt jua. Then she came up with a very useful advice that I don't know why it doesn't work last night!

Shee: Muna...! cana ni? Aku stress ah! Payah berabis wah benda ani... ='(
Muna: Bawa relax...
Muna: Bawa meliat J-boys mu!!!

Oh gosh! I was like.... DID MUNA JUST SAY THAT?! O_0?? Orooo..!
She just said J-Boys!
A word that never come out from her! and she said it last night!!
Still can't believe what I saw on our conversation window..

HAHA!

So I did tell her.. bawa meliat J-boys inda menjadi last night!
I meant.. during my break time last night, I felt like buang my stress watching Kame's drama Tatta Hitotsu no Koi ♥, and 5 minutes later.. I closed the window! Giler!! That's like.. baru tu si Shee buat catu..

You guys wanna know why..........

Pasal image si Sarah berlegar-legar di fikiran ku.. macam menghantui ku!! Like making me feel guilty kalau aku inda buat keraja ku.... ='( Nangiskueee!!

Like,kenapa?kenapa? Kenapa benda ani payah berabis??
Cana buleh si Die cakap sadang kan? 0_o???
WAHHH!!

Stress kueee!!

So I doubt this morning I'll be concentrationg on my practical! Though I'm hoping that I could produce a good result today... and going home earlier than usual so I could tackle my epidemiology coursework lagi....

TOMORROW LAGI tu kan DUE DATE nyaa!!

I keep saying to myself since I woke up just now... "Keep The Faith, Shee!♥"
When this thing is over.... I'm so going to reward myself by dedicating my whole day for KAT-TUN!♥

Sigh~!

Okie dokie people! I'm off now~

Ja Ne~! ^___^

Assalammualaikum! =)

Obsession Kills!

Tag Replies:

Nina45: AIIIII BANAAAR.. mun atu lagi banar inda Obsessed dang.. inda ku tau! Macam tahap kritikal sudah kan tu... me, myself.. worry jua kadang2.. when I reached that kind of obsession level. But no worries, I know how to pull back myself! It's just as easy as putting myself up there in the cloud 9! hahahaha.. but I know.. it sounds scary kan?? HAHAHA! Gosh! I just can't believe it though... but I have to believe it.. because aku bah tu yang obsessed ah! hahahaha!

Ta: Haha.. fangirl? So you haven't sensed before Ta? I have been a fangirl since last year, darling~ And that's a status that I am proud for! Hahaha! but not much of other fanatique fangirls out there.. who would berabis nyawa and $$ just to fill in their needs! haha..

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So.. minna! since my two girlfriends felt like worrying.. i assumed.. that I would go crazy with my obsessions and fangirls stuffs.. let me cerita serba-sedikit mengenai obsession!

According to Oxford Dictionary, obsession is the state of being obsessed; an idea or thought that intrudes into someone's mind.

So yeah.. not satisfying at all pun obsession punya definition ah! And me,myself cannot define what obsession is!

What I know, obsession is very unhealthy yo! And boleh buat gila! if it's uncontrollable! hontto ni.. I'm not joking what....

Actually, in my age right now.. aku takut with my level of obsession yang inda betampat segala. It's a crazy thing!! There are times that I don't like being disturbed if I go into the world of obsession. And bila ku pikirkan lagi, aku worry.. kalau obsession level ku masa ani boleh bunuh aku kay! in such a way.. for example, if si Kame kahwin..and aku luan kecewa that I might terjun bangunan.

Ada sudah kan kes cani ani. Once..it was in Singapore..someone kahwin! oh yeah.. ada this fanatique fan of Chris O'Donnell (si Robin). When she heard that ia kawin, she tarus telan sleeping pills! and before she died..she did hold si Robin punya picture yang berframe sudah..and tarus tia sleeping forever!! Hmm... rest in peace lah tu kononnya! Scary kaliee ahh!!

Then yang satu lagi, ada satu ni happened in Taiwan i think. or isit somewhere. She attacked her favourite person atu punya fiancee! Gilaa jua tuee! And the fiancee really cedera parah lah. And kalau ku inda silap, ia kana penjara seumur hidup yo! Kapisan!

I mean.. would I rela diriku dipenjara seumur hidup just because of KAT-TUN? or specifically Kame? Oh well.. I love them so much that I won't do anything not good that could destroy their reputation. That's how much I love them. I mean liat durang happy, is enough for a not-so obsessed fangirl like me.. hehehe.. awu Na, aku masih inda mengakun yang aku uber-Obsessed! Sadang saja ni aku ah.. just cukup-cukup untuk menjalankan tanggungjawab ku sebagai seorang fangirl. ezeh~ udah atuuu.... baru tah kan tau apa responsibility aku ahh!

There are certain times that I would be inda senang duduk when dangar berita inda bagus tentang mereka-mereka ini. And even how I could hate the co-actresses yang dangan Captain Pi belakun just because Captain Pi have a kissing scene with them! GOSH! And believe me.. I'm not watching ProDai just because of that! Because I tend to hate the fact that Pi keeps chasing the girl though he knows the girl kawin sudah.. okeh.. okeh.. Shee.. that's just a script okeh! see.. that's how teruk I can be lah! as far as I have concerned.

Hontto ni, that's not something to be proud of pulang. Buruk jua rupa kan urang obsessed ani! Compared to my juniors here..yang ku rasa lebih berfikiran matang dari aku.. pasal durang live in the real world. I mean compared myself to my housemates - who are far more realistic than me. Haha!

Realistic is not my thing! I mean most of the times, I'm not satisfied with my real world. I've been complaining about it since like I came back from my last summer holiday. I don't know why. Well, adatah tu kali personal reasons that I might not share here! huhuhu. but pokoknya.. but like Ditta told me before, don't conform with it! So Ta, I'm taking your advice wrongly that I won't conform with it..and thus live happily in the 'beautiful' world I created! hahahha =p

For you people punya information, KAT-TUN is not the first band I decided to go for obsession! It should be NEWS plang where Captain Pi actually belongs. But then, I am being realistic.. and I know I can't find my needs there ( I mean I cannot keep up with durang punya latest news/gossips/dramas revolving aroun the world) so I decided to undur diri. But KAT-TUN, so far.. inda banyak dramatic things happened around them.. so I could still keep with it!

And I used to be obsessed with F4! Atu lagi teruk tu obsessed nya actually. Like..
- I bought sports shoes yang durang jadi model untuk that brand.
-I bought selipar Jipun yang ada gambar durang.
-I bought the replica of the necklace yang si Dao Ming Shi bagi arah si San Chai in Meteor Garden.
-I have 3-5 boards of F4 stickers.
-I have.. dulu zaman disket kan? I have 10 diskettes yang penuh semua gambar durang.. all the scans + 1 extra diskette where I keep all the saved gossips I found about them on the net.
-I bought durang punya plastic file.
-I bought durang punya wrapping paper..dulu tu bisai kali ahh. masa zaman Meteor Garden punya typhoon hitting Brunei.. ada yo wrapping paper durang F4 ani bisai!
- I have their bookmarks! and siapa kan liat.. I brought it here plang.. inda ku sadar actually. It was in my dictionary! and that dictionary I brought kemari.. hahaha!=p
- I have copies of Meteor Garden I punya cerita.
- Poster apa.. usah ceritalah. Ada jua dalam 5-6 buting. But inda ku ingat masa ni mana ku menyimpan.
- I have durang punya karaoke VCD. Just bought di original one this year. Refer to my previous post.
- I have apa lagi ah... I have a watch gambar si Ken yooo!!!! wahh... it is square. Ada gambar si Ken. and the tali is hijau! Liyana gave me those during my birthday! and err.. I don't know mana masa ni ku menyimpan.. aii sayaang ehhh... :(
- I have two notebooks yang covernya durang! dulu banyak tu bejual arah kadai $1.80 di Gadong ah..!
- and some more.. I can't remember! huhu~!

And guess how old am I that time? I WAS..... form 4 yoh!!! and the activity continues sampai form 5! And when PU-1, aku beralih arah. I moved to Korea! haha.. but not as obsessed as aku minat F4! After PU-1, I don't live in my obsession world anymore. I started to be realistic dah..

And not till last year, that I paid a visit to the obsession world yang aku tinggalkan lama dulu. So many beautiful memories sana atu... and so, without realising.. I let myself being absorbed balik into those world after watching 1 Litre of Tears!

Nishikido Ryo is the most responsible person who brought me back to the obession world.. not Kame, not Pi.. not KAT-TUN! but it's Ryo!!

This guy! The guy who owns a sorrow pair of eyes yang buleh buat aku mental! inda betidur sepanjang malam mikirkan... hahaha! =p

HE'S THE ONE! so apa-apa.. if anything happen to me one day because of obsession.. blame this guy! Don't blame Kame! Don't blame Pi! Blame Ryo...! hahahahaha! =p memandai aku ahh!

Phew! That's quite a long post, right?

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But I am sure..there will be one day that I won't keep up with them.. and that time I will be missing a lot of things. Hari itu akan tiba jua.. and by that time, you won't be hearing much Kame's name from my mouth. The time where my real life eats me! And I don't even have time to focus my pure love on these boys~ sigh!

Sedih though bila dipikirkan... that I would be leaving the 'beautiful' world one day! So for now, let me live with my obsession! :)

For some good reasons I need it:-

- for my motivation: I have to study hard, get a well-paid job, kumpul duit and fly to Malaysia or Japan to meet my love~! OR... sponsor diaorang punya concert di Brunei! wooots~! :) OR go to Japan to watch their concert! So yeah.. I need a lot of money to make those dreams come true? kan? kan? kan?

- to release my stress

- and release my stress

- and to feel the true love before I go fall in love in real life.. which well.. might be promising or might be not! Wallahu'alam.

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For those yang actually sasak meliat my obsession ani.. bear with it lah! By entering my blog, it's like you just put one of your leg into the my 'beautiful' world. And if you don't like.. keluar lah balik. But if you feel like you wanna stay, you are most welcomed :)

That's how human beings work! We have our ups and downs! And all my ups now are for those people. And my downs are things happened in my real world!

So for now, pray for my safety. Doakan saja semoga ku inda terajun bangunan kalau ada berita si Kame kahwin! hahaha.. =p

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Okie dokie people! I stop here dulu... I still owe one useful post actually! Pasal drama Attention Please! hehehehe... not that you guys look forward about that actually. But I do look forward about it! hehe.. after Wednesday lah ah.. insya-Allah :)

Ja Ne~! ^^

Assalammualaikum! =)

Crazy Love - Shape of My Heart!

In their arms, that's where I wanna be...
In his arms, that's where I wanna belong...
To give me all the warmness...
To give me all the comfort I've been looking for..
Cause that's where LOVE actually is...... ♥♥

Despite of his bulu ketiak... I still wanna be in his arms! And hug him!!! kekekekeke! hontto ni..

Hehehehe.. did I sound mihir? Hahaha! =p

Look at the slender bodeyh!
ARGHHH..............
(let him f*** me baby~!)
Give me babies, Kame~! I want your babies!
MARRY ME! sayaang......! ♥♥


Okie dokie.. that's so wrong! I doubt that my parents would agree having him as their menantu! But that's not a problem.. as long as he's willing to marry me.. then.. daijoubu! everything will be fine!!

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Gosh! what I've been doing? I supposed to do my epidemiology coursework, right? Hehehe =p and here I am.. pimping my sexy,sweaty boys! I've done with my DVD: Tour 2007 Cartoon KAT-TUN II YOU..

and...

I.. I.. how I wish..

to be part of this crowd...... ='(

It would be FUN! :) :)

Although watching it from DVD, with my speakers booming to the maximum volume.. (not rily!) but loud enough to make my room shake.. hehehe.. I felt that I'm actually the part of the crowd!

My boys ♥♥ have done their best in this concert!!! GIVING THEIR ALL!

Baby~! That's a very EXCELLENT, BREATH-TAKING PERFORMANCE!
It's not too late yet.. to wish them.. CONGRATULATIONS!!
I ♥ you all....

SAYANG....I LOVE YOU~with all my heart!

You are my everything~!
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone...
The only love I've ever known....

Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything.......~!


Tears to shed..
Smiles to carve...
And percaya kamuee... aku nangis and senyum and laughed seorang diri in my room... when I watched this DVD!

Today is a Love day~! ♥♥♥

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And this is just a little something I want to be proud for.......

For your information... this might be sekadar.. but this what makes me HAPPY! Hontto ni.. who wouldn't be proud if they are being addressed as Mrs.Kamenashi Kazuya! *wink*

Mrs. Kazuya... che~
And at some crazy points! - Me and Kame will be off for our Honeymoon in Scotland this Dec! That's the reason why I requested for the free "Walk in Scotland" guide..! *macam si banar* how I wish that's true.. and to die on that day.. I wouldn't mind.. cause I'll be dying in his arms!
*gosh.. Love do make you think out of your head, eyh?*

Ja Mata minna~
I'm full of spirit now... to do my coursework!
Wish me luck to do this.. it's really payah actually... and escaping from it to watch my boys makes me better! lol~!

Zubari, keep the faith minna! =)

*♥*~Shee Kazuya~*♥*

My Bride~! ♥♥

She will be my bride..and I'll be the groom~!

Together we will exhange our marriage vows..
And together..we will be forever! =)

I, Shee, affirm my love to you, Miss Kamenashi as I invite you to share my life. You are the most beautiful, smart, and generous person I have ever known, and I promise always to respect you. With kindness, unselfishness and trust, I will work by your side to create a wonderful life together. I take you, Miss Kamenashi to be my lawful wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health for as long as we both shall live.......

Shall you have no objection.. you may kiss the bride~! ♥♥

And this is my beloved wife.... posed right before we exchanged our vows!

She's really beautiful kan?



Minna... she's so lawa kan????

I love her to the very end of the world!

Oyasuminasai~! ^ ^

Ryo-kun, suki desu~!

Minna!!!!!

Genki ne?
Watashi genki desu! :) Alhamdulillah~

Sashiburi I have not give a proper post here! Semuanya macam main taip saja kan? Then I just posted it for the sake of posting.

So what actually I'm up to? Today, lab..hmm.. going well, i guess. The gel loading and the Western blotting so far so good.. This Monday will be immunoblotting the gel! Let's pray that it would give a very good signal! and proper image.. Amin :)

I'm sure you guys wondering kan.. what I've been up to? FYI, lately.. I'm not much into talking. For those who realised that, they will asked me "stress kah Shee?" inda actually. certain times saja I feel stress.. but it's just that I don't feel like talking.

Macam I feel like it's better for me to be in my own world and listening to the all-Japanese songs I've got in my portable player. I just don't feel like talking. Anyway, enough.. I guess. Stress karang kamu membaca. All I know, for now.. I know who I could always turn to.. if I feel like luahkan perasaan... :) She better know! hahaha! =p cause I know..she will always be there for me.. ezeh! though.. sometimes crankiness could kill her too! hahahaha.. =p

So........ things doing good.

Weekend is here! But hehehe.. I've got my epidemiology coursework to tackle tomorrow.

Actually....I'm in the middle of watching 1 litre of tears Special which I just downloaded today.. but then.. despite of my ex-husband, Ryo-kun ada sana which always make me go craazzyyyy! - aku melintuk wah meliat.. kenapa ya?

Kenapa nah?
Kenapa?
Guess!
Hahaha.. mana jua kamu tau kan..

because kan.. right before watching the Special..

I WAS WATCHING DVD 1 of Cartoon KAT-TUN II YOU TOUR 2007!!! WAHHHHHH!! OMG! FOMG! I WENT HULA-HOOLA-HWOARGGHHH tarus ani wahhh! kapisan saya.. I cried! I fainted! Practically.. I DIED! x____x" I WISH I WAS THERE!!! HONTTO NI! I JUST FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO THE PAST, AND WISHING FOR DORAEMON PUNYA LACI...... so I could go back to Tokyo Dome to watch my boys perform!!!

Hello~! That's my boys were performing okeh.. and my little kids too!!!! My kids with Kame! My child with Akanishi!! GOSH! GOSH! Mummy is so proud of you little Chinen! and cookie cookie Yuto!! Like father like son~! *lol*

And..and..and... last night,
I slept late around 2.30 am.. because I habiskan liat ATTENTION PLEASE! including it's Special~! wahhhhh..

RYO-KUN!!!!!! SUKI NAN DESU RYO-KUN KOTOGA~!

Sayang Ryo~♥ ♥ I waant youuu baccckkk!!! I waaannt youuu! I waant youuu!! I'm sure there will always be one person ( if it's not Kame ) opening his arms and give youuu a BIG HUG!! And that person will be your partner-in-soul, Yamapi!♥ ♥

Eh what am I doing actually? I was thinking before.. to buat a useful post bah! But then.. macam stress saya kan membuat bila kan pikir what actually I want to say.. macam.. rushing tia nya every words ah kan keluar.. and it's a not good words, i tell you! In my mind are all those evil thoughts about why I hate what revolves around me... the real world that I'm facing now..

But then deep down inside my heart, I'm not going to make it..because I know it won't bring any good to me jua bah.. na ja? So I better talk about my beloved husbands, ne? teeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee...

Apa lagi ku mau cakap ah.. blur ku actually! I think I better sleep. Tomorrow.. I need a good brain to tackle the epidemiology coursework! And as usual, I need the love from my 3 husbands: Kame-kun, Pi-kun and Ryo-kun! ♥♥

Oh yeah before I forget people~!

IF YOU NEED A GOOD JAPANESE STORY! yang inda lovey dovey...
do watch ATTENTION PLEASE~! yoroshiku onegaishimasu!

This is the story I've been watching these days.. and it taught me a lot of things!!

AND what I remembered the most was this phrase the Mikami-senpai told Misaki-san!

"DETERMINATION, EXPERIENCE & PASSION are the key to success in life"

Kalau kan dipikirkan..banar jua ahhh... hmmm...

So yeah.. it's really a good story!! PACAH meliat tu.. pacah as in pacah menangis.. but it's a FUN! macam every episodes bagi semangat bah meliat.. hontto ni!!!

To one of the blog reader, LIZA~! *i know you are reading my blog silently,huhu* LIZA, I'm so recommending you to watch Attention Please!!! banaaar.. I don't know why, but when I was watching the series..you popped up in my mind..and I was like "Liza bisai ni disuruh meliat cherita ani" Dakara, I don't know why your name popped up.. apart from I do miss you~! and therefore, if you do have time Za.. liat ah.. yoroshiku onegaishimasu!

Wahh..mataku melintuk dah~! Kan tetutup ni... I better tidur eyhh!! Nanti I post banyak2 lagi ahh.. Japanese stuff as always~!

Oh check out the picture I'm going to post after this.. Comment minna!

Okie dokie~! ^^

Oyasuminasai minna...
*sleeping over at Ryo's place tonight, his turn though!*
* To Kame and Pi, don't do anything bad okeh.. while I was away~! huhu...lol!*

Assalammualaikum~! :)



I SO WANT THIS GUY BACK IN MY LIFE, ONEGAISHIMASU! (nope..not this picture!) kekeke.. =p

Suki nan desu, Ryo-kun kotoga~!

"Because you are here~!" These 4 words are very,very meaningful!

WAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!! saya dilamun chintaa... ♥♥♥

Something interesting gonna come.. insya-Allah.. if i inda busy...

cause masa ni saya busy with my courseworks and well, busy too with the beautiful love I'm sharing with my 12 beloved boys!! wawaahhhh~

KAT-TUN ♥ SHEE ♥ NEWS

KAMENASHI ♥ SHEE ♥ RYO

YAMAPI ♥ SHEE ♥ KAMENASHI

RYO ♥ SHEE ♥ YAMAPI

BECAUSE SHEE IS SUCH A H A P P Y GIRL~!

Ja Ne for now minna...

Have to sleep, it's 2 am in the morning!

I will pimp more~! nanti.. Bear with me!

Oyasuminasai~! Sweet Dream.. cause I know I will =)

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Happy 21st, girl! ^_^

ATTENTION!!!!!

Happy 21st Birthday to Miss Nabilah Raimi ♥ ♥

Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer.
It pleases me no end to say,
I wish you another great year.

So Happy Birthday to you, Bil~!♥ ,
From the bottom of my heart.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!

Have a BLAST babe~!
Keep rockin' the world!
May Allah bless you always!

And this is my virtual birthday gift, especially for you on your birthday!


WAHHH!! OISHII!!! \\^__^// *sesiapun*

Ja Mata~ off to lab...weehee~!

Lots of Love from,
Shee ♥ Kazu~!

Today is a LOVE day~ ♥♥♥

TERUJA!!!

GEMBIRA!!!

It's really a HAPPY MONDAY for me, minna!!!

And see what makes me HAPPY?
And makes me warm despite of the very cold weather??

THIS!



AND THIS!!!!





This is what I've been WAITING for!!
One of my most precious stuffs!
One of the top reasons I have to keep alive in this freakin' world~
My boys are just my everything! ♥♥

I didn't have my lab today.. because I need to do my Health Promotion leaflet. So I woke up at 10am..when Die nudged me.. "udah ko ambil barang mu?" I was like... ahh? Barang? Because I know I didn't buy anything pun...

So I flew downstairs, and saw two brown boxes with my name on it! And the sender was "cdjapan". I squealed! weeeheee~ didn't expect pun.. because it was said on their website that the CDs gonna be released on the 21st November!! So I guess, my ♥ day starts earlier than I expected!

*faints* *broke into tears* by just looking at the cover~ and kajar-kajar kamu eyhh tangan ku membuka benda atu.. hontto ni!!!!

Now, with them here.... my life is going to be a Love day~ everyday~

I can't wait to get over with my leaflet this afternoon. So that tonight I could spend my tonight with my beloved boys~! I had my sneak peek just now! And katik-katik hati ku yoo~!

Okeh minna~ I think I better stop here now.. and do my coursework!!

Ganbatte Shee! Ganbatte Minna!

For the Love of my boys~ ♥♥


Mata Ne~! ♥♥

One Cool Girl

I've found another cute Japanese girl to be pimp! I know that aku actually ketinggalan berabis because this girl already have thousands of fans around the world!

This girl:

Who doesn't know Aya Ueto?
She's so kakkoi!!! Cool!!

Now that makes it two in the cute Japanese girl I've liked: Maki Horikita and Aya Ueto!

Baru terbuka di hati saya untuk liat Attention Please! And cali rupanya cerita atu.. terharu saya melihat kesungguhan si Aya dalam cerita atu untuk menjadi seorang pramugari.. banaaar..

Light rasanya melihat cerita cani ani.. inda bagi kejhiwaa bah! Iatah I like! So for those who belum pernah liat Attention Please... sila~ sila~ sila meliat! :)

Aku baru singgan episode 2 plang! huhuhu~

Off to bed~ ada lab tomorrow! Wish me all the best with my X-Ray this time, people! Amin!

Oyasuminasai.. :)

Let's have a Good Monday!!

xoxo

//I miss his presence. Why? ='(






...I'm living with my tears
I walk trying to lessen the weight of my heart
To a place that is neither close nor far
Where a different me stands
I will not cry.....

Bollywood Night! :)

Minna!!

Genki desu?

Do you guys have a great weekend? Well... for me, i think i am.. though with the increasing levels of my cortisol hormones, I still find a time where I could release my stress. Haha! Yesterday, I didn't do much of my abstract.. well ada jua lah.. I can't focus. Until Muna came as usual to 'bedudun' at my place.. then we have our eating sessions! GOSH! We are like, really..really..really.. FULL! Banaaar...! Then felt sleepy.

Then since we were jobless.. so as usual mereka ni cerita-cerita at my room kan.. and me, buat my kerja sikit-sikit lah.. while surfing and chatting in the same time. Sekali ada my junior tagur-ed me on MSN, WaniE and asked what's the name of the cinema dekat Hyperrama atu kan? So macam we borak-borak lah sekejap.. then something like she said "join lah if mau.." then I said to her "it's ok. not tonight!" banar jua tu.. although aku mau ikut, i can't do it! cause my kerja belum siap.. so...

Tanganku luan amai bahh! And terlintas in my fikiran kan..eyh! Apa ada cerita Hindustan di Cineworld ah? So I went to their website.. and liat the schedule! Sekali..ada this movie kinda attract my attention because all the superstars keluar yoooo!!! GILERR! Like those big Bollywood names: Shah Rukh Khan, Salman Khan, Arjun Rampal, Kajol, Juhi, Karisma, Shilpa, Saif Ali Khan, John Abraham, etc.. banyaakkk yoooo!!

@8.00pm:-

And I said to Muna "Muna! macam siuk ceritanya... " sekali she asked "siapa pelakonnya?" Then I told her lah kan.. nyangku "ada Salman Khan" then she shrieked.. eeeee aku mauu liaaat!! So actually we decided to liat today afternoon bah.. sekalinya.. I was kinda reluctant bah cause my kerja belum siap.. you see.. but then amai sangat.. so I liat the time-table.. then I liat ada show at 10.50pm!

*fast-forward*

@10.50pm:-

We were in the CINEWORLD di city!!! to watch Om Shanti Om!!!! BRAVO!!! I managed to pull QiL and Hanna off their bed to sit with me and Muna for the 3-hours!! Hahaha... ada urang jubur nya swollen yoo!! hahahahaha!! siapa jua tahan kaay? Hontto ni, aku sendiri pun banyak berubah posisi time meliat wayang ahh..

But then as QiL said "inda rugi.."

Because the movie was a TWO THUMBS UP!! BEST ooooOooooo!!! YAYYY!! \\^___^//

Coming with us who supposed to go to the Showcase Cinema, ended up going to the Cineworld were my juniors: WaniE, Wani Schmily and Yati. Cali wahh... sal si Muna actually balik ke rumahnya untuk tukar baju and then terserempak with them who were actually on their way to watch Stardust.. langsung tarus ke rumah si Muna.. and pigi sama-sama with us to watch the Hindustan movie!!

Really having FUN with them last night!! :) coooliess lahhh~

Sampai rumah at 3.00 am in the morning! Hindustan punya pasal yooo!! huhuhu~

And this is the movie that we watched!

Click on the picture for the official website of the movie.
For brief details, visit this Om Shanti Om wiki!
(OH! And arah wiki tu.. jangan percaya yang review ahh!! That sucks!! I don't think that person is actually watching the movie!!! Screwed lahh!! )
Because the movie was really,really GREAT!!! :) :)

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Alhamdulillah today.. I've done with my abstract. Sent the hardcopy of the draft to Hanna already. Hope she could do the checking for me. Though I'm not doing it at my best, I've done it.

And now I still have one more to go to be due this week. My Health Promotion Leaflet. I don't even have time to buat my evaluation of the results of the Lowry Method. Gomen ne Ron! My schedule really packed ahhh.. I felt like crying now!

But daijoubu!! I know I can do it...

For Kazu.. I will do it!! Ganbatte Shee!

Hmm.. and for Arjun Rampal, John Abraham and Shah Rukh Khan.. i might as well do it!
EZEHH!!!

Sebagai penutup cerita pada hari ini,

ENJOY THIS VIDEO minna!!!

Siapa Bimbo, Nani? 0_o??

TAG REPLIES:

♥ Nina45: Awu PELAP! kiut ahh si Ditta ahh.. kekeke . anyway, NO! NINA daleng.. I don't shop that much. I'm not a Heavy Shopper. I'm more to a Casual Shopper! dududu~ is there such thing as a casual shopper? adalah... cause kalau urg suping ani kan.. ada yang heavy shopper, ada yang typical shopper.. and ada yang casual i guess.. like me. I.. hmm.. retail therapy is not my thing actually.. so weird ahh aku ani... it's like.. ada seasonnya tu if I wanna go for shopping. But then if the season comes, I don't do that much jua. Just go frenzy over things.. but I do not buy it unless I think I really,really, need it and really love it like craazyy! huhuhu.. so yeah.. that's how my shopping life goes actually..

Iatah... urang inda berapa suka bawa aku suping..coz I can't stand stay in one shop for hours! hahahaha.. I mean.. if I go shopping with my housemates pun.. I just liat-liat.. and then if I don't find something that interest me, then I'll just wait for them outside the shop... huhuhu~ Inda batah wah suping aku ani.. buring tueee! inda tahan di bawa ke kadai actually..

I think I should give shopping another different post! hahahaha =p Nantilah ahhh.. I'll share with you guys more about my shopping style :) teeheeee...

♥ Nani: Awu daling ahh.. lawa ahh my blog title atuu.. yang little did i know.. that's from a song by err..hmm..Over The Rhine.. kamu kenal? I inda kenal tueee!!! OH MY GOSH!! You said Nina and Ditta BIMBO? HAHAHAAHAH!!!!! Nyamaannn ketawa ku tuuu yooo!! hahahahahahahah!
Cali.. hahahahah! random ehh youuu! I doubt durang na tau apa-apa.. terus saja kana ucap Bimbo.. just because durang lagging... hahahahahah!

TA! NA!!! NANI CAKAP KAMU BIMBO!!!!!!!!

Hahahahahahahaha!! hahahahahaah!!!!! *ROTFLMAO* hahahaha! tepakai sayaaaa!

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Aii..aii.. rupanya yesterday I didn't update my blog. walauwey! gomennasai minna.. i think i was very busy yesterday. I've got a full day lecture till 4.30pm.. then catch the 4.50pm bus..and went home..and seperti inda cukup tangan, me,Muna and Hanna terus masak-masak for dinner. Poof! Then in that critical condition..haha..sempat ku befikir wahh... "aku alum mau jadi bini urang! haha" ngalih yooo memasak tarus balik kerja ani.. imagine saja kamu if laki kamu yang jenisnya mesti makan lapas ia balik kerja.. poof! and you are working too.. kapisan tu yoo!!

Anyway, we were cooking for our dinner with our guest atu kan.. so yeah.. the menu were great last night!! For the first time in my life, I cooked ayam masak merah yoo!! and it worked!!! *two thumbs up for me* *winks* proud akuu ahh! and for the first time in her life, Hanna masak daging kari yoo! wasehhh! *applause for her too* and Muna with her famous tom yam!! *yayy!!* And we were having our dinner together... siuuk ;) lama sudah inda buat catu....

So I was so ngalih.. gosh! kapisan.. imagine ku jadi bini urang yoo! hahahahaha! I mean buleh pplang masak akhir last night.. but Putra and the guest kan jalan main bowling.. so they said. So that's why we kinda rush I guess.. everything should be cooked before 8pm yoo! kapisan!! ia jua kan mutung daging.. ia jua kan ngisar bawang.. but YES! MISSION SUCCESSFUL!!! :D :D :D

And today... I took a day off from lab session. Cause I need a break and need to finish my courseworks jua :( But then today.. langsung inda jamah my coursework, cause I was in the city with them.. to send Duan off to the train station. Nah! balik tia kawan kami sorang atu.. hope he enjoyed his stay in Nottingham though...

Other story... I've got a little bit of a huge problem. But no need to let the whole world know lah.. just pray hard for me.. that I could settle this problem.. Amin =) not a big thing! no worries.. i'm okay with everyone now.. hahahahaha bukan masalah perhubungan kah apa.. just some other aspects.. huhu... please do pray for me! Thank You. Jazakallah hu Khairan :)

So tomorrow, I'm so going to buat my coursework ni.. banaaaar... bukannya cakap saja ni.. MESTI NI MESTI!!!!!!! So I better off to bed now... lapas ku mandi lah ahh... my rambut feels oily though..eww... huhuhu~

Oyasuminasai~

Hope you guys have a good weekend! :)

Take Care for now...

Ja Ne~! ^^

Assalammualaikum =)

Climbing The Rocky Mountain

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♥ Nani : hahaha..oops! i did it again! sorry bebeh!! i knowww... then i realised bah... masa i buat post for Koki who lahir 2 days before you.. i wished a 22nd birthday wish for ya.. but then for you.. 23rd tia! aiii.. i.. palau sudah ah.. so not good with my maths oredi bah! lagipun i malas cari calculator bah.. masa i buat the card for you! huhuhu..

Bukan niat me kan menuakan you bah sayang~ me inda sengaja. nyukhahaha! me tau me salah.. hahaha! =p err..eww..! so yeah another birthday wish for you bebeh?

Err... HAPPY 22nd BELATED BIRTHDAY CHAYAANG KU NANI! ♥ ♥

p/s: You know I love you, xoxo~ *gossip girls* lol!

♥ Ta: HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ta.... Ya ampuuuun! Lagging sangat bebeh sorang ani! hahaha atu ya what a good memory cells you have! I WAANNNT YOUR BRAIIN!! ingat ani wahhh... it has same meaning tu beh... PELAP! did you call a PELAP, PELAP Ta? huhuhu~ i just can't imagine you say it though... nanti tah I wanna dangar you said PELAP! huhuhu!

So you paham lah with my explanation ahh? huhuhu~ panjang tu saya meng-explain ahh! keke! i like it if you pahaam! bagus anak cikgu!! CEECHA'S PET! *pat* *pat*

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Okeh. Saya actually de-stressing! Thanks to Muna who actually came over to my house kan membuang stress nya.. and we ended up make a one-go decision.. and actually bought a ticket to Glasgow for our Christmas holiday! Atu yaaaa...! And we are going to crash the ex-classmate's place! wahhh! and aku ani sebenarnya inda biasa bah sama si ex-classmate ani! But ia baiiikk! And tarus lagi plan tu.. kan bawa kami ke Edinburgh! wahhhhhhhhhh! coool ia ani eyhhh...

Hope my last Christmas holiday this year will be the most enjoyable one! I hope~ Amin! I wanna make the full use of it! Amin.Amin.Amin. So basically, we are going to spend our Boxing Day di sana. Hmm....suping? not my interest though! huhu. I just wanna visit the Lochness Lake. That's it! hahahahahah =p Well.. and just for the sake of jejakkan kaki ke Scotland.. because I wanna kambang-kambang arah my cousin brother. kekekeke~ because I really wanna know why he proud to be in Scotland.. so iatah ni kan ke sana... huhuhuhu..

Sebenarnya aku stress wahh! My lab work!! I was disappointed with my result! :( Not good eyhh!! Background nya hitam.. so it's hard for me to analyse the bands which actually present in the sample. Aku inda suka.. and aku kusut. Pasal urang lain punya x-ray lawa jua durang punya band. Then masa dalam bus tadi, I felt like crying bah. And baru tepikir bah.. I think I must do the evaluation of my protein determination Lowry Method so that I could get the concentration needed for the optimum gel loading.. so I can get a perfect band. Sigh~ Kamu paham kah apa yang ku cakap ani? huhu. And yet.. I need to find how ECL actually works? Oh gosh~!

And I still have my abstract and the Health Promotion Leaflet to do. So I'm using this weekend to do semua. I hope I can do it though. I'm taking a day off on Friday from lab session untuk buat my work and spend a time with the ex-classmate. Guilty jua rasanya.. inda berapa telayan ia. He kept asking though.. bila kami free. Tapi sayang.. kami nada free.. Tomorrow whole day bahh! iatah.. so I guess.. on Friday.. pi ia balik.. so will send him off lah i guess! :) At least, he sudi to pay a visit here in Notts! Macam baik jua kan dibiasakan.. lagipun kami ani kan meng-crash place nya nanti.. so budi ani di balas budi kan? Inda ja?

Bila kan dipikirkan tahap stress ku masa ni.. macam ghilaaa lahh!!! Like verryyy stress!! I feel like I cannot cope and cannot continue! Like what Muna said in her blog, she needs a support: spiritual,morale and etc. Banar tue! We all need an inspiration masa ani. I mean I need an inspiration and a motivation! For me to force myself climbing this rocky mountains to success. ARGHH...Stress kue!!

Ni wah kamueee? Cana ni? results ku inda satisfying ah? Disappointed ku banaaar! huhu. Mun cani..sampai bila tah lab ku kan siap ni? I need to do a write-up jua.. and present it next year! And I don't have a thing to present if result ku semuanya black! WAWAWA!

Okeh lah.. i better stop my rant! Esok aku ada full-day lectures! GOSH! I feel guilty masuk lecture esok ani.. cause aku belum buat satu pun bahh coursework for module tomorrow ani! nangitahkueeee nieee!! wawawawawa!!!

Actually, a lot of things happened tonight! banyaaakk actually. countless! ada-ada saja wahh!! from happy stuffs to bari sasak thing to bari gali thing to bari annoyed thing! ishhh! ishh! ishh! Ada yang bari ke utak ulihnyaa... hahahaha! seperti.. benda labui-labui! hahahaha oh my gosh! bari gali yooo!!!! sampai ada kan housemate ku atu kannnn... hahahahahahah! ia mandi dua kali wahh dengan dettol! because SHE SAW IT! OH GOSH! malas ku explain.. karang inda ku termakan benda-benda! hahahahahahhahahahaha =p i won't mention where she saw it! but pokoknya she saw it lah!! hahahahahahahaha nyamaan ketawa ku anak ani! hahahahahaha!

Okehlah pipol~ i better off to bed now.. ngalih ku though. I see you guys tomorrow yah!! hahaha. no doubt this blog will going to be updated everyday! hahahahaha..

Bah.. oyasuminasai minna!! ♥♥

1 ♥ message from Kazu

Have I ever told you guys that my boys also have their own 'blog'? Unfortunately.. I cannot get access to the blog because.. that blog is not an internet blog.. it's more like a service available through cellphones in Japan.

In my mind is.. I think each Johnny's member probably send their post through the phone and then those post will be passed to all the cellphones who subscribed the service. Cool jua tu? Macam to get a "1 message received from Kamenashi" and there you go.. he's sending a text message to you! Something to be proud off yoo!!!

But if tah the service tu worldwide kan, inda jua dapat bah.. cause I don't read Japanese! wawawa! I want belajar Japanese yooo!! aku mauuuu!!!

Anyway, from the translation website! :)

My sayang Kame ♥ had updated their blog on the 9th of October 2007! I know.. I know.. it has been 1 months..and belum pun ada ia update.. I guess ia sibuk kali..

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Manual 23-K Kamenashi Kazuya
Tuesday,2007.10.9
Morning!

I’m taking a short break now that the play’s ended The past month has been uber packed, but right now, I’m enjoying my hollowed out existence (~_~;)

I’d like to stick to saving my power here

Play when it’s time to play and work when it’s time to work
Right now I’d like to become that kind of adult

Yoo~shi. Today…
It’s playtime~ (laughs)

KAZU

YOU-tachi should ENJOY both work and play ~（＾０＾）>^_^<

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So cute right my sayang?
The reason for me to live~

Kame,
You know that I love youuu.. xoxo!

muachs.
I'm off to school minna~!

You are my Angel for Tonight

Alhamdulillah..I feel so bersyukur right now, that Allah give me more shines in my life. I mean.. Allah permudahkan kerja ku lagi. Thanks to the dearest housemate, Hanna for helping me out with my abstract. She's willing to split the topic with me. She's an angel for tonight~! *lol* Tonight saja tu ahh.... hahaha!

But true what, if not for her.. I would be struggling ni doing my abstract. Ringan sikit kepalaku.. Thanks so much Han!! Sorry though kerna menyusahkan..because I didn't do much in this coursework. But I'll try my best! Ganbatte Shee-Chan!! ^^

Makasey Han!!! ♥♥

Actually, i'm on my way to bed right now. Blur sudah ni~ tomorrow as usual, I'll be having lab sessions. I hope it won't take that long.

What else? We're having a guest today. Just came ni baru ah.. si Duan, ex-classmate ku dulu masa form 4/5. Had a little chat with him tadi.. and oh my.. ia mau jadi tour guide ku lahhhh if aku turun Glasgow this Winter!

Terkejut saya.. bila he showed me his availability time-tables.

So Muna, jadi tani kah ke Glasgow ani? Hmm.... si Duan cakap we could crash his place plang.. if mau! Well.. if ku inda silap..ia offer plang tadi.. haha! And he's available from 23rd December to 27th December plang tu... cana? You want? *wink* Hope you could discuss with your supervisor lah.. Amin =)

What else? Owh.. kek batik kaka ku nyamaan! I ♥ it so much!! ♥♥

Okeh..saya blur udah!

Like Hanna just voted me in the facebook: I am most likely to malfunction after midnight.
I think that's true! hahaha! =p

Bah.. I see you guys tomorrow? Insya-Allah..

Oyasumi everyone!! Kio o tsukete! ^^

Assalammualaikum :)